Chapter 201： Internet chat addiction can not help (2/2)

Looked at the information, is a 20-year-old boy, Xiao Shuqin did not know how to add the other side.

When the other party came up, he asked: ”Auntie, I see your information saying that you are almost 40, how old is your husband?”

Xiao Shuqin did not know who the other party was, and she returned: ”I am a single mother and divorced her ex-husband.”

I didn't expect the other person to immediately say: ”Then you are not very lonely, no one, really pitiful. You are like a wolf-like age, wanting a young and strong boy.”

Xiao Shuqin was very angry and said: ”Who are you, then say that I am blacking you.”

The other party immediately did not speak. At this time, Tianlong asked her: ”Auntie, is there someone else to chat with you?”

She was busy saying no, they talked for a while, he went offline, and she shut down the computer.

Since then, they often chat, Tianlong is a big boy who understands her mind very much. Chatting with him makes you feel the difference of age, very comfortable and happy. Sometimes Xiao Shuqin really feels rejuvenated. Sometimes he will make jokes with a bit of a special word. She is getting used to it, and sometimes she is joking with him, but she always insists on a bottom line: that is, I can talk about it by chance, but only As a life adjustment, you can't cross the Leichi step. After all, he is a classmate of her son, and is the son of her colleague Lin Huiyin.

However, sometimes it is related to his topic, although it is suitable, but there are some things in Xiao Shuqin’s mind that have been wild but have been suppressed. It seems that the body has not been soothed for quite some time. Slowly wake up. One interesting thing is that she noticed that the boy who is also about 20 years old will also be online when she chats with Tianlong, and he sometimes appears after they chat or Tianlong goes offline, and there is nothing to say, come up and say These are very explicit and very vulgar, sometimes he will also ask her if she is very hard. In fact, she thinks that he sometimes speaks right, he is too depressed to be right.

”You are less than 40 years old. Why don't you find a man to love you? Can you talk about it? Auntie?”

”In order to take care of my son, I am afraid that finding it will affect him.”

”This is not a contradiction! How hard you have been on this road!”

”In any case, it is coming anyway.”

”Do you use your hands every time you want to be empty?”

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Gradually, Xiao Shuqin feels that since her divorce, her self-enclosed heart seems to usher in the second spring, but this time it was brought by two boys. One is the reality of Tianlong, the understanding is good, and the other is the illusory QQ. The number, straightforward, and the purpose of chatting with her is to satisfy her own. Gradually, Xiao Shuqin is accustomed to communicating completely different content with them at the same time. Sometimes I feel that my body has the characteristics of both the mother and the mother. Perhaps this is because human nature is complex and multifaceted. To be honest, after divorce, I have not been able to close myself in spirit for a long time, and I have closed up on it, and I have no self-consolation. The appearance of this netizen made him sleepy and ready to move. However, Xiao Shuqin repeatedly warned herself that it can be used for online chat, but it can only be virtual, and definitely can't meet, and can't really do anything with him.

On a quiet night in the night, when there is a strong heartless sleep, Xiao Shuqin will turn out their chat records, and with the words, with their hands or cold tools to get a little satisfaction. Sometimes she will think about what he is like. He said that he is very tall and physically strong, but they only exchanged texts. For privacy reasons, they did not have voice or video. According to his description, it seems to be similar to the height of the Tianlong.

One night, Tianlong was not online. Xiao Shuqin and the netizen chatted for a long time. He seemed to be particularly strong this time. He stimulated her with various plots and words. At the end, Xiao Shuqin found that she was already wet. Thorough. When she was eager to turn off the computer, she lost her clothes and lay on the big bed, anxiously climbed her left hand to her chest, put her right hand into her body, and looked at the blushing self in the mirror, she Can not help but cry, she hopes to enter his body at this moment is not his own fingers but a powerful young and handsome man Kong Wu powerful weapon. Xiao Shuqin closed her eyes and imagined being conquered by the young boy who had just chatted with herself, but what did he look like? She tried hard to imagine, but it was the face of Denon that came to me. It seems that he is looking at the naked self and asks: ”Auntie, what are you doing?”

Xiao Shuqin immediately felt ashamed and self-confident, but the image of Tianlong was lingering. She tried to convince herself: ”If Tianlong is not a son's classmate, not a colleague's son, you will not feel anything. This is completely secular prejudice. You have to be brave in pursuing true love. At this moment I need him to help me.”