Part 24 (1/2)
At first, she was convinced the man had robbed her; and she gave him to understand that she thought so. But he showed her the receipt in a perfect rage.
”Look there,” he said, ”and remember to whom you are talking!”
On the receipt she read in fact these words: ”Advanced, two hundred francs.” Convinced of the injustice of her accusations, Henrietta had to make her apologies, and hardly succeeded by means of a ten-franc-piece in soothing the man's wounded feelings.
Alas! the poor girl did not know that one is always at liberty to pledge an article only for a given sum, a part of its real value; and she was too inexperienced in such matters to notice the reference to that mode of p.a.w.ning on her receipt. However, it was one of those mishaps for poor Henrietta which cannot be mended, and from which we never recover. She lost two months' existence, the very time, perhaps, that was needed till Daniel's return. Still the day when the rent was due came, and she paid her hundred francs. The second day after that, she was once more without money, and, according to Mrs. Cheva.s.sat's elegant expression, forced to ”live on her poor possessions.” But the p.a.w.nbroker had too cruelly disappointed her calculations: she would not resort to him again, and risk a second disappointment.
This time she thought she would, instead of p.a.w.ning, sell, her gold- dressing-case; and she requested the obliging lady below to procure her a purchaser. At first Mrs. Cheva.s.sat raised a host of objections.
”To sell such a pretty toy!” she said, ”it's murder! Just think, you'll never see it again. If, on the other hand, you carry it to 'Uncle' you can take it out again as soon as you have a little money.”
But she lost her pains, she saw and at last consented to bring up a kind of dealer in toilet-articles, an excellent honest man, she declared, in whom one could put the most absolute confidence. And he really showed himself worthy of her warm recommendation; for he offered instantly five hundred francs for the dressing-case, which was not worth much more than three times as much. Nor was this his last bid. After an hour's irritating discussions, after having ten times pretended to leave the room, he drew with many sighs his portemonnaie from its secret home, and counted upon the table the seven hundred francs in gold upon which Henrietta had stoutly insisted.
That was enough to pay Mrs. Cheva.s.sat for four months' board.
”But no,” said the poor young girl to herself, ”that would be pusillanimous in the highest degree.”
And that very evening she summoned all her courage, and told the formidable woman in a firm tone of voice, that henceforth she would only take one meal, dinner. She had chosen this half-way measure in order not to avoid a scene, for that she knew she could not hope for, but a regular falling-out.
Contrary to all expectations, the concierge's wife appeared neither surprised nor angry. She only shrugged her shoulders as she said,- ”As you like, my 'little p.u.s.s.y-cat.' Only believe me, it is no use economizing in one's eating.”
From the day of this coup d'etat, Henrietta went down every morning herself to buy her penny-roll and the little supply of milk which const.i.tuted her breakfast. For the rest of the day she did not leave her room, busying herself with her great work; and nothing broke in upon the distressing monotony of her life but the weekly visits of M. de Brevan.
For he did not forget his threat; and every week Henrietta was sure to see him come. He came in with a solemn air, and coldly asked if she had reflected since he had had the honor of presenting his respects to her. She did not answer him ordinarily, except by a look of contempt; but he did not seem in the least disconcerted. He bowed respectfully, and invariably said, before leaving the room,- ”Next time, then; I can wait. Oh! I have time; I can wait.”
If he hoped thus to conquer Henrietta more promptly, he was entirely mistaken. This periodical insult acted only as an inducement to keep up her wrath and to increase her energy. Her pride rose at the thought of this unceasing struggle; and she swore that she would be victorious. It was this sentiment which inspired her with a thought, which, in its results, was destined to have a decisive influence on her future.
It was now the end of June, and she saw with trembling her little treasure grow smaller and smaller; when one day she asked Mrs. Cheva.s.sat, who seemed to be of unusually good-humor, if she could not procure her some work. She told her that she was considered quite skilful in all kinds of needlework.
But the woman laughed at the first words, and said,- ”Leave me alone! Are hands like yours made to work?”
And when Henrietta insisted, and showed her, as a proof of what she could do, the embroidery which she had commenced, she replied,- ”That is very pretty; but embroidering from morning till night would not enable a fairy to keep a canary-bird.”
There was probably some truth in what she said, exaggerated as it sounded; and the poor girl hastened to add that she understood other kinds of work also. She was a first-cla.s.s musician, for instance, and fully able to give music-lessons, or teach singing, if she could only get pupils. At these words a ray of diabolic satisfaction lighted up the old woman's eyes; and she cried out,- ”What, my 'p.u.s.s.y-cat,' could you play dancing-music, like those artists who go to the large parties of fas.h.i.+onable people?”
”Certainly!”
”Well, that is a talent worth something! Why did you not tell me before? I will think of it, and you shall see.”
On the next Sat.u.r.day, early in the morning, she appeared in Henrietta's room with the bright face of a bearer of good news.
”I have thought of you,” she said as soon as she entered.
”Ah!”
”We have a tenant in the house who is going to give a large party to-night. I have mentioned you to her; and she says she will give you thirty francs if you will make her guests jump. Thirty francs! That's a big sum; and besides, if they are pleased, you will get more customers.”
”In what part of the house does she live?”
”In the second story of the back building, looking upon the yard. Mrs. Hilaire, a very nice person, and so good! there is no one like her. You would have to be there at nine o'clock precisely.”
”I'll come.”
Quite happy, and full of hope, Henrietta spent a part of the afternoon in mending her only dress, a black silk dress, much worn unfortunately, and already often repaired. Still, by much skill and patience, she had managed to look quite respectable when she rang the bell at Mrs. Hilaire's door. She was shown into a room furnished with odd furniture, but brilliantly lighted, in which seven or eight ladies in flaming costumes, and as many fas.h.i.+onable gentlemen, were smoking and taking coffee. Both ladies and gentlemen had just risen from table; there was no mistaking it from their eyes and the sound of their voices.
”Look! there is the musician from the garret!” exclaimed a large, dark-skinned woman, pretty, but very vulgar, who seemed to be Mrs. Hilaire.
And, turning to Henrietta, she asked,- ”Will you take a little gla.s.s of something, my darling?”
The poor girl blushed crimson, and, painfully embarra.s.sed, declined, and asked pardon for declining; when the lady broke in rather rudely, and said,- ”You are not thirsty? Very well. You'll drink after some time. In the meantime will you play us a quadrille? and mark the time, please.”
Then imitating with distressing accuracy the barking voice of masters of ceremonies at public b.a.l.l.s, she called out,- ”Take your positions, take your positions: a quadrille!”
Henrietta had taken her seat at the piano. She turned her back to the dancers; but she had before her a mirror, in which she saw every gesture of Mrs. Hilaire and her guests. And then she became quite sure of what she had suspected from the beginning. She understood into what company she had been inveigled by the concierge's wife. She had, however, sufficient self-control to finish the quadrille. But, when the last figure had been danced, she rose; and, walking up to the mistress of the house, said, stammering painfully, and in extreme embarra.s.sment,- ”Please excuse me, madam, I have to leave. I feel very unwell. I could not play any more.”
”How funny!” cried one of the gentlemen. ”Here is our ball at an end!”
But the young woman said,- ”Hush, Julius! Don't you see how pale she is,-pale like death, the poor child! What is the matter with you, darling? Is it the heat that makes you feel badly? It is stifling hot here.”
And, when Henrietta was at the door, she said,- ”Oh, wait! I do not trouble people for nothing. Come, Julius, turn your pockets inside out, and give the little one a twenty-franc-piece.”
The poor girl was almost outside, when she turned, and said,- ”Thank you, madam; but you owe me nothing.”
It was high time for Henrietta to leave. Her first surprise had been followed by mad anger, which drove the blood to her head, and made her weep bitter tears. She knew now that Mrs. Cheva.s.sat had caught her in this trap. What could the wretched woman have meant?
Carried away by an irresistible impulse, and no longer mistress of herself, Henrietta rushed down stairs, and broke like a whirlwind into the little box of the concierge, crying out,- ”How could you dare to send me to such people? You knew all about it. You are a wretch!”
Master Cheva.s.sat was the first to rise, and said,- ”What is the matter? Do you know to whom you are talking?”
But his wife interrupted him with a gesture, and, turning to Henrietta, said with cynic laughter,- ”Well, what next? Are these people not good enough for you; eh? In the first place, I am tired of your ways, my 'p.u.s.s.y-cat.' When one is a beggar, as you are, one stays at home like a good girl; and one does not run away with a young man, and gad about the world with lovers.”
Thereupon she took advantage of the fact that Henrietta had paused upon the threshold, to push her brutally out of the room at the risk of throwing her down, and fiercely banged the door. An hour afterwards the poor girl vehemently reproached herself for her pa.s.sion.
”Alas!” she said to herself, weeping, ”the weak, the unhappy, have no right to complain. Who knows what this wicked woman will now do to avenge herself?”
She found it out the second day afterwards.
Coming down a little before seven o'clock, in order to buy her roll and her milk for breakfast, she met at the entrance-door Mrs. Hilaire, face to face. At the sight of the poor girl, that irascible woman turned as red as a poppy, and, rus.h.i.+ng up to her, seized her by the arm, and shook it furiously, crying out at the same time with the full force of her lungs,- ”Ah, it is you, miserable beggar, who go and tell stories on me! Oh, what wickedness! A beggar whom I had sent for to allow her to earn thirty francs! And I must needs think she is sick, and pity her, and ask Julius to give her a twenty-franc-piece.”
Henrietta felt that she ought not to blame this woman, who, after all, had shown her nothing but kindness. But she was thoroughly frightened, and tried to get away. The woman, however, held her fast, and cried still louder, till several tenants came to the open windows.
”They'll make you pay for that, my darling,” she yelled, amid foul oaths, which her wrath carried along with it, as a torrent floats down stones and debris. ”They'll make you pay for it! You'll have to clear out of here, I tell you!”
And the threat was not an idle one. That very afternoon the same lamentable scene was repeated; and so it went on every morning and every day. Mrs. Hilaire had friends in the house, who took up the quarrel, and fell upon Henrietta whenever she appeared. They lay in wait for her by turns; and she no sooner ventured upon the staircase than the shouts began; so that the unfortunate girl no longer dared leave the house. Early in the morning, as soon as the door was opened, she ran out to buy her daily provisions; then, running up swiftly, she barricaded herself in her chamber, and never stirred out again.