Part 19 (1/2)

'Madame Bentayou.' His words were faltering. 'Were you here?'

Her voice was whisperingly quiet.

'Oui. I was here. As a very young girl. And so was my mother, she was in this camp. Like so many Cagots.' She shook her head. 'So I know what you ask next. You want to know why we never moved away after the war?' The old woman flashed him a defiant, pa.s.sionate glare. 'The Cagots have been here for a thousand years, why should we let them move us!? We stay. We always stay, unless they kill us.' She was wiping away the tears with her handkerchief. Then she seemed to still her emotions: 'Monsieur Martinez...'

'David. Please.'

'Monsieur David, I want to go home now. I am sorry. As you must see this is very upsetting. I never speak of it normally.'

She rose. David felt the unasked questions like a pain. 'But please I really want to know. About my parents.' He could hear the neediness in his own voice. He didn't care. 'What were they they doing here? Where were they killed? How did you know them?' doing here? Where were they killed? How did you know them?'

Her face was sombre. 'Your father...came to Gurs. And I recognized him.'

'Because?'

'Your father looked like your grandfather. Non? Non? Is this not true?' Is this not true?'

'Yes,' he said. 'Yes, it is true. Dark hair, big shoulders. Tall...'

'I saw your grandfather in your father, the same way I recognized you. All three of you, you look the same...And this is what I told your your father: I said to him, ”Monsieur Eduardo, I was in the camp with your father, Sergio Martinez”...' father: I said to him, ”Monsieur Eduardo, I was in the camp with your father, Sergio Martinez”...'

'My grandfather.'

'Yes.'

A new and chilly wind was raking the poplars that guarded the edge of the camp; their branches roiled, in a worried fas.h.i.+on, as if perturbed by the unexpected breeze.

The woman went on, 'This was a surprise for your father. He did not know your family's history, that is why he came here, to find out the truth of his background.' Her eyes were half closed. 'He did not know that your grandfather was a Basque and had been in a camp in the war. So I told him. And, David, when your father and mother learned all this, they stayed here. For two weeks. Asking more questions...your father Eduardo would come into the bra.s.serie in Gurs, with your maman maman. I think my husband told him many thing, many things about the camp, and other people too.' She quietly sighed. 'I have been a widow for a decade.'

'And then? My parents were in France for a month.'

'Yes...Your father went to Provence, and maybe somewhere else, for a week or more. I do not know why. But...when he came back with your mother he was asking even more more question. question. Difficult Difficult questions. About the camp and the Basques and the Cagots. About Eugen Fischer. About many thing. A man here, a traitor.' questions. About the camp and the Basques and the Cagots. About Eugen Fischer. About many thing. A man here, a traitor.'

'Who?'

'I cannot remember the name. I will try and remember. Later. These are terrible memories for me, for any Cagot, for anybody.'

David had to confront the final query, the necessary query. He felt he was on the disused railway track, and it had suddenly come to life, and the train was bearing down on him. Carrying the terrible truth in its rusted brown trucks.

'So where were they killed? My mum and dad?'

Madame Bentayou pointed to the main road at the edge of the camp. Beyond it was a sunflower field; the withered plants of autumn looked like tiny dead trees, made of charred and ragged paper.

'Right there. In the car. An explosion. Someone blew up the car...or at least that is what everyone in Gurs and Navvarenx believed. The police did not investigate properly. Just like they did not investigate...my son's murder, his wife's murder, weeks ago.' Madame Bentayou's voice was tremulous. 'I wonder if this is the same people killing. I wonder if I saw someone in the town, the same man, tall, both times. But I am sorry, I am talking too much, I am crazy, is that what you say? My granddaughter thinks I am losing my head. I am going now. I want some time alone. We can talk more later.'

Madame Bentayou got up wearily. She stepped close to David, and pressed his hand between her two cold small hands, gazing into his eyes. Then she turned, taking a wooded footpath back to her bungalow.

David watched her go. He also felt a need to be alone: a fierce need. He walked to the edge of the road.

Looking down at the tarmac he wondered, ludicrously, if there would still be skidmarks. Evidence of the explosion. Fifteen years later. Little quartzite nuggets of windscreen gla.s.s still sprinkled in the gutter. Patches of his mother's blood. A gra.s.s stalk smeared red.

And a car, black and gutted, with two bodies inside.

There was nothing. He stood there for ten minutes in the chilly breeze, wondering, remembering. His mother in a blue dress. Smiling and alive. He felt as if he was trying to reach out to her here hoping to see her ghost, here where she died. He was a small boy running along a path to the waiting arms of his smiling mother. The sadness of it was palpable, like the wind from the mountains.

The sun was gone and the air was cold.

He made his way back to the girls. Eloise was taking a phone call. Her expression was very engaged. She turned to David.

'It is my grandmother again. She remembers the name, Monsieur David. The name of the traitor. It was Jose. Jose '

'Garovillo?'

'Yes.'

David flashed a glance at Amy: what? what?

But Eloise was now shouting down the phone. 'Grandmere? Grandmere!'

Amy called over: 'What! Eloise! What!'

The young Cagot girl shoved her phone in a pocket.

'She says there are men coming up the drive. She says she recognizes him it is him the man she saw before '

Eloise was already running across the camp.

Running to her grandmother.

Before Miguel got to her.

They all ran. The sweat dripped in David's eyes as he sprinted after Eloise she was fast, young, seventeen. Soon they were over the old railtrack, and sprinting past the peeling wooden doorway of the bra.s.serie. Eloise was running to save her grandmother; David was trying to save Eloise, and maybe to save them all. As he ran, the logic of it all exploded in his mind like a speeded up film of some natural organic process: a blossoming dark rose.

It was obviously Miguel: Miguel was doing all all the killing. It was always Miguel, the Wolf, slaughtering the Cagots, slaughtering everyone. A fox that kills all the chickens: for fun. the killing. It was always Miguel, the Wolf, slaughtering the Cagots, slaughtering everyone. A fox that kills all the chickens: for fun.

They came in sight of the bungalow beyond the woodlands, and David stared.

Were they too late? The twilit road looked quiet, and deserted. There was no red car. The bungalow seemed undisturbed. But then David saw for a moment a dark face at a window. A tall man. The head vanished. Eloise yelled and then David grabbed her, pulling her back into the trees. He clamped a hand around her mouth.

He hissed, 'Eloise, the man in there is a psychopath. Brutal. He tried to kill us. He is killing everyone. Your mum and dad. He will kill you too '

Eloise was half fighting, half sobbing, struggling against his restraint. What to do? What to do? What to do? David realized he couldn't keep hold of her it was somehow David realized he couldn't keep hold of her it was somehow wrong. wrong. If she wanted to save her grandmother, if she wanted to die doing that, then he had to let her do it. With a gasp of exhaustion, he released her and fell back onto the soggy ground. If she wanted to save her grandmother, if she wanted to die doing that, then he had to let her do it. With a gasp of exhaustion, he released her and fell back onto the soggy ground.

Amy hissed a warning but Eloise did not respond, she moved a few yards, waiting, watching there were lights on in the bungalow and then she ran across the road, in and out of the gloomy shadows, running to her grandmother. David stood there, lurking and shameful, paralyzed for half a minute. He whispered hoa.r.s.ely to Amy: 'What do we do? What do we f.u.c.king do?'

Amy raised a hand, and mouthed the word silently: 'Eloise.'

The teenage girl was running back, her face was stricken with terror, her young lips trembling.

'El '