9 Chapter 6 - Galit na Talong (2/2)
Nang tumunog ang huling bell for the day, nangibot-kibot na bigla ang bukana ng hiwa ko. Bawat parte ng katawan ko excited. I felt stupid and cheap somewhere deep inside me, but I didn't care. I will open myself wide and naked for that damn greek god in an instant.
”Hi po. I'm Cece, and I am supposed to be in a study room with Teacher Kim,” I said to Mrs. Aklatan.
Idiniin niya ang salamin niya sa mga mata niya at masungit niya akong tiningnan. She has this intimidating appearance na parang nangaapi siya ng mga bata, lalo na mga orphans.
”And?”
”Ah. Which one is it po?”
”Newton.”
”Po?”
Tumaas ang kilay niya, she's got this protruding brow bone that made her eyelids high and broad. ”Newton's room. Far end, left.”
”Ah. Ok po. Newton.”
”This generation. Ugh! Such lazy bunch. Can't even find a room,” bulong niya sa sarili na dinig na dinig ko pa din naman.
Tumungo ako sa duluhang study room sa loob library na siyang tinuro ni Mrs. Aklatan. May siyam na private study rooms sa library na kailangan i-book in advance kung gusto mong gamitin. I knew Teacher Kim was thinking naughty when he booked ours, kasi nasa banda ito na hindi masyado nadadaanan ng tao, walang makakasilip sa amin.
I went in and saw Teacher Kim all smokey and mouthwatering, like a well-seasoned steak served in an expensive dish. His hair was messy, his lips, wet, his lush blue shirt was buttoned down by three, and his posture, ready - one elbow on the table, the other arm laid lazy in his chunky long thigh. He was sitting sluggish, both his legs wide open, and his crotch was full and waiting to be ravaged.
He stopped looking at his notes when he noticed me coming in, his face looked both alluring and obscene. He gave me a look that could, in fact, make anyone pregnant in an instant. There wasn't going to be a review, we were going to have sex.
”Brilliant, you're here,” he said. I ached a little when he sat up properly.
I went in, sat and put my bag on the side of my chair. He pulled out what seems to be a set of exam sheet from his stack of folders on the table.
”First thing, you will have to re-take your exam. You'll take the other set, so it's still somehow... less cheating,” he said explicitly but hesitant at the same time.
I was bewildered. I couldn't believe what I just heard. But for some strange reason, I understood. Good Cece would never agree to this, but I obliged. I didn't care.
”Well, sir, mas madali sana if you'd give me the answer too.”
”That is a brilliant idea. Cheating is genius, isn't it?”
”If I'm already cheating, why not make it easy?”
”Hard is better, Cece. And I know you like it hard.”
I gasped. Nahiya ako at napayuko, pero hindi ko rin mapigilan ang bahagyang pagngiti ng mukha ko.
May pagaalinlangan man, sineryoso ko na rin ang re-take ko sa exam. Halos parehas lang din naman sa una kong sinagutan, only this time my attention was sharper and unhindered. Kahit kaharap ko ang lalaking pumupukaw sa pagkaberhen ko, I kept my focus. I wanted him proud, not dissapointed. He kept himself busy checking test papers while I answered mine.
Mabilis ko lang nasagutan ang mga tanong. Karamihan kasi, same lang doon sa una, at iyung iba nama'y confident akong alam ko na rin ang isasagot. If Good Cece was here, malamang sa malamang, magtatalo ang isipan ko sa krimeng ginagawa ko. I wasn't sure how or when it happened, but I realised I was ready to cross the border and break more rules.
”Finished,” I said proudly.
Binigay ko kay Teacher Kim ang test paper ko at agad niya itong tiningnan at ni-screen check. He was smiling, proud and impressed. Pakiramdam ko pumalakpak ang magkabilaang pisngi ng aking hiwa.
”Brilliant. Now we do the other thing.”
It sounded dirty, but it must be just in my head because he dived in quickly to his prep plan notes.
”Sure..” I responded coyly.
He glanced at me, his brows puckered. ”We're going study, Cece.”
”Sure..”
”Stop doing that.”
”What?”
”Your lips.. and your hair.”
I blanked my face and put my hands on top of each other above the table.
”Just, focus. Ok?” he said, stern.
I nodded, feeling like a little girl being scolded. So like a little girl, it didn't last long too, I kept on wetting and sucking my lips. I couldn't help it, it was like my mouth and throat was drying up. And my hands and my hair, well, they were involuntary movements.
He shook his head. He opened his Macbook and went through his computer files. ”Ok. Let's watch some videos here then, that, I, uh, found, and, uh, downloaded.”
Hindi na magkandamayaw ang malikot kong utak sa narinig kong pagsambit niya ng 'videos'. Kung alam lang niya, I had plenty of different sets of porn videos downloaded in my computer too. I thought, sure we would enjoy binge-watching all of mine.
”Here! I thought, mas better kung, we watch videos of the actual competition, the previous ones. So.. uh, wait, this not it, oh, here, so, we get an idea of what it might be for us, what it's like in the competition.”
I thought he was being too proper and serious, I rolled my eyes na siyang ikinagulat niya.
”You don't want to watch videos?”
”No, sir, I, uh... love, watching.. videos,” sagot ko agad.
I was sitting so close right next to Teacher Kim and I couldn't keep my attention to the video we were watching. His scent was sticking on my nose. He smelled a light airy freshness in a blue sky mixed with an after-rain dewy scent. I could even smell his breath - it was menthol, fresh, with a hint of a very expensive oaky alcohol. He was utterly and distractingly intoxicating; I was drugged.
”How many times do I have to tell you, control yourself, Cece,” he said, exasperated.
My body trembled. ”I can't. It's impossible,” I whispered. It came out too fast than I could stop it.
He chuckled. ”You are massively cute, Cece.”
Inilapit niya ang mukha niya sa leeg ko na siyang ikinagulat ko, pero hindi ako gumalaw. Damang-damang ko ang init ng hininga niya. Nakabagsak ang buhok ko at inihahawi ito ng ilong niya at dinig ko ang pagsimhot niya sa leeg ko patungo sa batok ko.
”Why is it impossible?” nakakapang-init niyang bulong kaya't napapikit na lang ako.
”Uhm, it's, uhm, just, impossible.”
”What do I make you feel?”
I swallowed. ”Wet.”
Para akong nakuryente nang dumikit ang labi niya sa tenga ko,
”We should do something about it, shouldn't we, Cece?”
Hindi ko napigilan, walang patumpik-tumpik na dumiretso ang kamay ko sa mala-batong katigasan na ni Teacher Kim. I didn't expect he'd have an erection this quickly.
Natawa siya ng matipid. ”Why am I not surprised? You know what you want, Cece. It's good you learn early on to grab what you want at the first sign of opportunity,” sambit niya habang nakatingin siya sa gilid ng aking pisngi.
Hindi naman ako makalingon sa sobrang lapit ng mukha niya, natatakot ako, baka biglang mahalikan ko siya.
Hinimas-himas ko ang halimaw na nagpipintig sa galit sa loob ng pantalon ni Teacher Kim. Hindi ko mabuo kung ano talaga ang nararamdaman ko na sa wakas nahawakan ko na rin, dama nitong palad ko, ang pinagpapantasyahan kong ari ni Teacher Kim.
Sobrang laki. Dahil wala ng ibang matutubuan sa loob ng naninikip niyang pantalon, dumiretso na sa tagiliran ng kaniyang hita ang kabuan ng kaniyang haba. Malahigante na siya sa tangkad, gayun din ang haba ng kaniyang hita, pero ang kabuuan ng kaniyang ari umaabot na halos hanggang tuhod. I thought, his european blood has indeed blessed him with such monstrosity.
It went like that for a long while. Time was irrelevant, I was having a blast. His hard and throbbing erection felt magnificently good in my hand. They made a connection, a strong bond; it was like nothing else existed in this world but my hand and his penis. His face remained burried to my neck, sniffing every bit of me.
”Stop,” he pleaded.
He briskly pulled my hand from its new bestfriend. I stopped breathing for a couple of seconds. My nostrils flared up.
Again??? He did it again!
It was so cruel. He did it again, rejecting me. I was ready to slap him, I didn't know why or how I could do that, but I just wanted to slap him so bad. Until..
”We will finish this some other time, Cece. You deserve better. I want you to have all of me,” he said.
(I want you to have all of me.)
Mind blown.