8 Chapter 5 - Pinawisang Pisngi (1/2)
It's pink, matte smooth, cute and vibrating. Isang linggo rin akong excited na dumating na itong secret order ko na binili ko pa online.
Hindi ko napigilang uminit ang pisngi ko noong si kuya Jael ang nagabot sa akin nito last Sunday. I tried to run as fast as I could when fedex arrived. Pero sumakto sa pagdating ni kuya Jael galing sa regular sunday basketball niya kaya't siya na ang tumanggap.
Ang gusto ko sa mga kuya ko, if it doesn't involve boys, hindi sila mapanghimasok sa personal life ko. Mabuti na lang dedma lang ang pinaka mabait at pangalawa kong kuya sa kung anong laman noong delivery box.
After a quick shower, I went back to my room and viewed-in to my go to playlist of porns. It was the first day of midterms, at maiinip na naman si kuya Jared kapag mabagal na naman ako kumilos. Kaya wala na akong oras pa magsearch ng mga bagong videos.
I clicked my top favorite video na sakto rin, because in this one, the male star was pleasing the female lead using sex toys, one in particular, a vibrator.
Sa porn na 'to, yung vibrator na gamit nila, malaki at ipinapasok sa ari ng babae. I didn't want to lose my virginity through a vibrator kaya ang binili ko ay 'yung ihihidhid lang sa hiwa ko.
I turned my vibrator on, hindi nga siya masyadong maingay tulad ng sinabi sa advertisement. May mga napanood kasi akong kasing ingay nung pang-shave sa buhok sa mga mumurahing barber shop; baka may magtaka pa at makarinig dito sa bahay.
Gwapo 'yung lalaki sa porn at parang mukhang matanda na 'yung babae, may pagka-MILF siya na red head. Since noong nakita ko ang dambuhalang hulma ng ari ni Teacher Kim, parang hindi na ako nai-impress pa sa mga napapanood kong lalaki sa porn. Mas malaki na standard ko, Teacher Kim level na.
Ang eksena, marahan at may pabugso-bugsong hayok sa pagsusu ang lalaki sa utong ng babae. Nilalapirot, nilalamutak, buong sinisipsip ng lalaki ang susu ng babae. Gusto ko rin ng ganito, yung may cariño brutal.
I rubbed the vibrator around my areola na siyang nagdulot ng masarap na kiliti at nagdala sa akin sa paraiso ng kaluwalhatian. Shit. Hindi ko inasahan na ganito kaagad ang epekto nitong sex toy na hawak ko. Ang sarap. Biglang nanikip ang bukana ng pagkababae ko, isang buhos agad ng kalibugan.
It isn't called a vibrator for nothing, sa isip-isip ko. It sent vibrating sensations to the sensitive parts of my body. It was exhilirating. Electrifying. Every nerve in my body was busy, confused but aching for more.
I gave my pussy a gentle slap, then rubbed it a la cariño brutal. As the wet tongue of the skinhead beefy porn actor glided down to the swelling pussy of whom he hungered for, my vibrator followed suit. His tongue savored the lips of her entrance as did my vibrator swamped me in pleasure. The MILF moaned behind the video, I screamed inside my head, both our mounds wet and sultry.
My horny counterpart was obviously well-experienced to reach her climax multiple times. Isang pagkakataon ko pa lang nagawa na labasan hanggang dalawang beses, medyo nakakapagod din kasi ang magsariling sikap. As the red head hungered for the rock-hard cock, I aimed for the best climax I knew I was about to have, ever.
I pressed the vibrator to my clit harder and meaner, while the tips of my sticky wet fingers tried to invade my virgin pussy. The porn guy thrusted hard onto the depth of the moaning lady while I self abused my pussy; I slapped it, rubbed it, played it as hard and as much, like I do with the toy I was playing with. Both my hands were busy.
Ah-ah-ahh-ahhhhh-ah-ahhhhhh. We all moaned wildly in unison. I was about to explode. My toes were holding on to each other, tight and stiff. My mouth was dry, my vision was hazy. Fuck!
My jaw tightened, I bit my lip a little harder and rougher, my toes clung on to each other. Ah-ahhh-ah-aahh-Ahhhhhh. I erupted into a breathtaking climax, spiraling in ecstasy. I was panting and swallowing dry. I don't think I have ever released something powerful like this before. Everything in my pussy was pulsing, blissful and satisfied. I was very, very wet.
I have a new found addiction. Sex toys.
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I walked into the classroom, worried. Pakiramdam ko, nagamit ko lahat ng brain cells ko during my wild morning release earlier. But then again, I realised, I had more terrible things on my plate. The main course - #BewareTeacherKim.
Isang linggo na ang lumipas, hindi ko pa siya napapatawad matapos ang pagiwan niya sa akin sa ere noong library fiasco. Although, I still daydreamed about him - inside me, deep, deep, deep inside me; never wanting to pull, but also never content; he just wanted to keep digging deeper and harder endlessly. I was hating on him, but at the same time, longing for his precious cock invading every space of my virgin pussy.
Exams have become way more serious than ever. It seemed everyone was treating it with a life and death importance. You fail it, your done. Wala pa akong naibagsak na exam before, at hindi pwedeng ngayon pa. Study happy Cece, paalala ko sa sarili ko.
Teacher Kim entered the room. His eyes were searching and it was obvious, he was looking for me. Since the library indecent incident, the first thing his eyes do was look for me tuwing papasok siya sa klase. At sa tuwing hinahanap ako ng mga mata niya, something would melt inside my chest, but I tried to ignore it.
Last Friday, our advisor, Bb. Perfecto, rearranged our seatings for the midterm exams. Mabuti na lang I was placed at the far end corner at the back, by the window, over looking the roofs, some trees, and buildings outside. Perfect, I had something else to look at. Our one-seat apart seating distances created a domino of heads, at hinaharangan niyon ang tanawing ayaw kong makita.
But to no avail, #BewareTeacherKim stood up, kalahating umupo sa tagiliran ng kaniyang lamesa. A piece of that juicy ass and his right thigh deliciously laid flat by the corner of the table, and his left pointed straight down to the floor, glorious, chunky and very masculine. His height and his physique made him look like a monument - mataas, malawak, dakila.
I didn't think he was trying to intimidate us para hindi magkopyahan. His exam was full of numbers, and repetitive letters, and characters that are not even in the alphabet. Kahit siguro ang kopya boys sa classroom hindi magtatangkang mangopya.
He stood up there, towering, as pretty as the Eiffel Tower, both seductive and romantic, and just making me painfully confused. Hindi ko na ma-gets kung ano talaga ang trip niya.
His face was serious. He was directing his sight to our Wall of Promises hanging at the back of the classroom, as if he can read anything written on those mini post-it notes.
Isn't he supposed to be looking over the students?
Nakita ko na nga si Magnum, ang lider ng Kopya Boys sa klase ko, na sumisilip sa papel ni ate Juris as if may makukuha siyang sagot eh magkaiba sila ng test paper at set of questions.
Bb. Perfecto's Wall of Promises Project was probably hanging just about few inches to my left ear. I reckoned Teacher Kim wanted to look at me, but he wouldn't, like always, he was very confusing. Paasa! Nakakainis, galit ako sa kaniya and yet sa kaniya ako nakatuon at hindi sa test paper ko.
Why did Good Cece died?! I need her now.
For a couple of seconds, our eyes met. Finally, lumingon din siya sa akin. Nagkaroon na din ako ng pagkakataon na ako naman ang umiwas sa tingin niya at irapan siya. I thought it would make me feel a little better kapag ako naman ang umiwas. It didn't.
Sinubukan kong sagutan ang test paper ko sa abo't ng makakaya ko, kahit nararamdaman ko ang mga mata ni Teacher Kim na nakaderekta na ang tingin sa akin; parang may mga dulo ng karayum ang tumutusok sa balat ko, matutuldok na sakit pero nakakalibog.
”Shoooshh!” pagsita niya sa dalawang nagtawanan sa bandang harapan.
Umalis siya sa pagkakaupo niya sa lamesa at lumipat sa kaniyang silya. Iyung pagmasahe niya sa leeg niya ay naging tanda na sa akin na tinitigasan siya. Dahil iyun din ang parehas na ekspresyon sa mukha niya tulad noong nasa library kami.
Natawa ako sa loob-loob ko nang mapaisip ako na Math teacher nga siya. I imagined na he stood up kanina and sat on his table to survey the seating arrangement and calculated the exact spot kung saan may suwang na espasyo sa pagitan ng mga ulong nakayuko at nakatuon sa papel nila, na pwede akong matanaw ni Teacher Kim.
Kahit imahinasyon ko lang na nagkalkula nga siya, natawa ako sa posibilidad na totoo. Because there he was, nakatingin sa akin ng direkta sa suwang na espasyong nadiskubre niya. Ilang beses din nagtagpo ang mga tingin namin. I felt uneasy. Pero sa palagay ko dahil sa makapangyarihang orgasmo na nailabas ko kanina pagkagising ko, hindi wagas kung magiinit ang katawan ko sa mapanusok na tingin ng taong gumugulo sa isipan ko.
Sa wakas, the first bell rang. Hindi ako sanay sa tahimik na Teacher Kim, iba sa tipikal na araw kung saan nagtuturo siya, nagsasalita, at nagpapatawa. Mga jokes na nakakagwapo. A greek god's humor. Pero mas nakakatuyo pala ng lalamunan ang silent Teacher Kim.
Lumapit sa'kin si Mecky. ”Cece, ano, madali lang?”
Medyo lutang pa ako, hati pa din ang atensyon ko kay Teacher Kim na nagliligpit na ng gamit niya. ”Never naman naging madali ang Math.”
”Huh? E, math genius ka na, nahirapan ka pa? Pa'no na lang ako?”
”Math genius ka dyan! E, sayo pa nga ako nagpapaturo.”
Sumusulyap-sulyap ako kay Teacher Kim, hoping he would look back. Thought, it was dumb, but I was still hoping.
Napansin ata ni Mecky na panay tingin ko kay Teacher Kim, so I distracted her. ”Anong set ba yung sayo?”
”Set A. Hirap ha!” sagot niya.
”Set A din ako eh. Ok na yun. 'Wag na natin problemahin ang tapos na, may susunod pa tayong mga exams.”
It was a second, just before he left, the greek god glanced at me. Parang namang hinugot ang kaluluwa ko't sumunod sa kaniya.
Damn his effect on me!
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Ang first day ng midterm exams turned out to be harder than expected. This will be a hell week, I thought. Marami sa mga ni-review ko ang hindi lumabas sa exam questions habang marami-marami rin ang wala talaga akong kaalam-alam sa isasagot.
I thought I reviewed well enough. Pero sabi nga ni kuya Japo, ang less pasaway kong panganay na kuya, sa college, 'if you think you've done enough or studied more than enough, think again'. Ngayong senior high pa lang, napapaisip na din talaga ako.
Pinatawag ako ng principal after my last exam for the day. I was a bit worried, pero so far, sure pa naman akong wala akong ginagawang masama. Since Good Cece died, I have been faking it a little harder to continue my good Cece persona and I'm pretty sure it was still working well. Wala pa naman pumuna sa akin o nagbago ang trato. Except Teacher Kim, but then again, at this point, he was the exception to the rule.
”Ms. Kim-MeNENdez!”
Isang over-the-top na pagbati ni Principal Moon nang pumasok ako sa magarang opisina niya. He was a bit too creepy even for non-judgemental good Cece, nangasim na lang ang mukha ko.
Then his moon-shaped face made an expression as if he was looking at me like a gold mine. ”How is Atty. Menendez? And I just saw Madam Kim last week sa isang art gallery opening, she looked stunning!” patuloy niya.
His voice has a girlish tone that he obviously tries to hide by lowering his voice and talking very slowly. His voice has always sounded fake to me tho.
”Well, dad's okey. And so is mom.”
Atty. Menendez is my dad-lawyer whose firm was hired by the school to represent it in legal matters. My mom, widely known as Madam Kim for no subsequent reason as to why 'Madam', is a budding socialite and a generous benefactor to some of the school's extra curricular projects.
”Good, good. I wasn't able to speak more with your mom last time, she was a hotspot at the event. Send her my regards and my compliments, will you?”
Tumango na lang ako at pilit na ngumiti.
”And I want to personally thank your dad for his generous donation for our special scholarship grants. You know naman, I created that program to help our struggling students and I have helped a lot, but thanks to your dad, I can help more. Do you think, you can invite him over at school? I'd like to prepare a special lunch for him.”
”Err, I can.. but you can just call him naman po.”
Tumawa siya na parang nahihiya, but still creepy. ”Oh, yes, yes. I can call him, of course. But, you know, I wanted it to be less formal. You know your dad, he doesn't like, my, kind, of, spectacles. He's a humble man, your dad, even he's very successful and.. wealthy, of course.”