Chapter 151: I need you in my life (2/2)

“I just wanted everyone to have their desired outcome. That’s why…”

“That’s why you used me?” I cut Suyang off. “The whole world could use me or lie to me and I could choose to forgive or hate the person. But Suyang, you can’t lie to me. When it comes to you, I have no power.”

Suyang tapped the door with a rhythm. “I wasn’t using you. I just wanted to solve this issue in the best way possible. However, I realized my method was wrong and I’ve hurt you.”

Oh… my personality is too rushed! I can’t hold it in anymore. Being separated by the door was giving me too much anxiety.

I suddenly twisted the door knob. The moment I opened the door, I was faced with Suyang’s distressed pupils. I quickly turned and avoided his gaze. “Enter and talk.”

Suyang followed behind me.

“Why did you lie to me? For the past few days, you were helping Yao Youfan all along, right? How can I decipher what you said was true or not?”

“I didn’t do it intentionally. Do you remember the day we met? I was called in by the chairman. She told me the new hiree was Xu Chuqiao’s eyes. She wanted me to keep an eye on you.”

“Continue.” The whole time, my back was facing Suyang.

“As for everything else, you already know. But everything I’ve said to you is the truth. I admit that I was trying to solve the problem by assuming you were still the same person you were three years ago. But three years have gone by, and I’ve forgotten that we’ve both changed.”

I bit my lips and trembled a little. “Yes, we’ve changed. What do you think of the Lin Yixin now?”

“Then what do you think of the Suyang now?”

I spread out my hands. “I was able to see through your plan. That means, I understand you. You were like this in the past. You didn’t change much. If anything, I’ve become more sensitive.”

“So you’re saying…..” Suyang stood in front of me and grabbed my hand.

“I only want to know one thing. Please think about it deeply before you reply. Suyang, do you actually love me or hate me? Everything is so blurred that I can’t tell the difference. Like I’ve said, the whole world could lie to me, but you can’t. I can forgive the whole world, but I wouldn’t want to forgive you.” I gazed into Suyang’s eyes. I’ve never been more sincere and serious than this.

“I feel the same way. You should understand that both love and hate are very intense and twisted emotions. I admit when I first saw you, I felt hatred. I recall the woman who left without saying a word. But the hatred only lasted for a second. Afterwards, aside from missing you every passing second, I was loving you. Sometimes, I feel like such a pathetic person. Why do I hang myself on your tree? But I cannot control myself. I think I really need you in my life.”

After Suyang was done speaking, I didn’t say anything else. I leaned forward and pressed my lips against his. No more words were necessary. It was enough as long as he loved me.

Love was powerful enough to dissolve all our unpleasant conflicts. Some may say I am a stupid woman. But for Suyang, I am willing to be stupid.

Suyang seemed surprised by my initiation. “So…..”

“I’m only giving you this one chance because I love you.” I told Suyang in his face.

Suyang lifted me up and carried me into the bedroom.

Just as he was at his peak of desire, I suddenly shoved me away. I gave him a cunning smile. “Today, you’re sleeping by yourself. I’m going to sleep in the living room.”

“What?!” Suyang was stunned. It was as if his eyes were yelling. “We’re at this stage and you’re going to make me sleep alone?”

I patted Suyang’s face. “I forgive you for the Yao Youfan issue, but to prevent you from doing this again, I have to give you a light punishment. Be good. Goodnight!” Then, I strutted out of the bedroom and laid on the couch.

As expected, in less than three seconds, Suyang came over and whined, “Are you really going to treat me like this? Didn’t you say you love me?”

“You’re a man. You can’t even handle such a small test? This is good training for you… go go go! Return to your room or I’ll look down on you!” I turned over and faced the couch.

“It’s because I’m a man! That’s why I can’t handle this type of test! Can’t you just pity me…..” Suyang kept trying to turn my face around. He kept rubbing his face against mine and poking me with his hair.

I kicked him off the couch and saw his depressed back view. It was a great feeling.

I casually lifted my leg on the couch as I stared at Suyang’s bedroom. I could imagine how much he was suffering. In less than five minutes, Suyang came out again and went to the bathroom.

I could hear him taking a shower. I chuckled underneath the blanket.

Soon, the sound of water stopped and I could hear the door opening. Suddenly, I felt the couch sinking a bit around my feet. I assumed Suyang had finished showering and sat down.

The sound of television began to blast in the darkness. I lowered the blanket a bit and took a peek. The moment I saw the scene before me, I ducked back into my blanket.

What the heck?! What type of person watches TV naked?

Before I could process more, Suyang began tugging the blanket from my feet.