Part 54 (1/2)
”There is just one other point which I wish to make in this connection, Mrs. Kane,” he went on softly and easily. ”I see now that it will not make any difference to you, but I am commissioned and in a way constrained to make it. I hope you will take it in the manner in which it is given. I don't know whether you are familiar with your husband's commercial interests or not?”
”No,” said Jennie simply.
”Well, in order to simplify matters, and to make it easier for you, should you decide to a.s.sist your husband to a solution of this very difficult situation--frankly, in case you might possibly decide to leave on your own account, and maintain a separate establishment of your own I am delighted to say that--ah--any sum, say--ah--”
Jennie rose and walked dazedly to one of the windows, clasping her hands as she went. Mr. O'Brien rose also.
”Well, be that as it may. In the event of your deciding to end the connection it has been suggested that any reasonable sum you might name, fifty, seventy-five, a hundred thousand dollars”--Mr.
O'Brien was feeling very generous toward her--”would be gladly set aside for your benefit--put in trust, as it were, so that you would have it whenever you needed it. You would never want for anything.”
”Please don't,” said Jennie, hurt beyond the power to express herself, unable mentally and physically to listen to another word.
”Please don't say any more. Please go away. Let me alone now, please.
I can go away. I will. It will be arranged. But please don't talk to me any more, will you?”
”I understand how you feel, Mrs. Kane,” went on Mr. O'Brien, coming to a keen realization of her sufferings. ”I know exactly, believe me.
I have said all I intend to say. It has been very hard for me to do this--very hard. I regret the necessity. You have my card. Please note the name. I will come any time you suggest, or you can write me.
I will not detain you any longer. I am sorry. I hope you will see fit to say nothing to your husband of my visit--it will be advisable that you should keep your own counsel in the matter. I value his friends.h.i.+p very highly, and I am sincerely sorry.”
Jennie only stared at the floor.
Mr. O'Brien went out into the hall to get his coat. Jennie touched the electric b.u.t.ton to summon the maid, and Jeannette came. Jennie went back into the library, and Mr. O'Brien paced briskly down the front walk. When she was really alone she put her doubled hands to her chin, and stared at the floor, the queer design of the silken Turkish rug resolving itself into some curious picture. She saw herself in a small cottage somewhere, alone with Vesta; she saw Lester living in another world, and beside him Mrs. Gerald. She saw this house vacant, and then a long stretch of time, and then--
”Oh,” she sighed, choking back a desire to cry. With her hands she brushed away a hot tear from each eye. Then she got up.
”It must be,” she said to herself in thought. ”It must be. It should have been so long ago.” And then--”Oh, thank G.o.d that papa is dead Anyhow, he did not live to see this.”
CHAPTER LIII
The explanation which Lester had concluded to be inevitable, whether it led to separation or legalization of their hitherto ba.n.a.l condition, followed quickly upon the appearance of Mr. O'Brien. On the day Mr. O'Brien called he had gone on a journey to Hegewisch, a small manufacturing town in Wisconsin, where he had been invited to witness the trial of a new motor intended to operate elevators--with a view to possible investment. When he came out to the house, interested to tell Jennie something about it even in spite of the fact that he was thinking of leaving her, he felt a sense of depression everywhere, for Jennie, in spite of the serious and sensible conclusion she had reached, was not one who could conceal her feelings easily. She was brooding sadly over her proposed action, realizing that it was best to leave but finding it hard to summon the courage which would let her talk to him about it. She could not go without telling him what she thought. He ought to want to leave her. She was absolutely convinced that this one course of action--separation--was necessary and advisable. She could not think of him as daring to make a sacrifice of such proportions for her sake even if he wanted to. It was impossible. It was astonis.h.i.+ng to her that he had let things go along as dangerously and silently as he had.
When he came in Jennie did her best to greet him with her accustomed smile, but it was a pretty poor imitation.
”Everything all right?” she asked, using her customary phrase of inquiry.
”Quite,” he answered. ”How are things with you?”
”Oh, just the same.” She walked with him to the library, and he poked at the open fire with a long-handled poker before turning around to survey the room generally. It was five o'clock of a January afternoon. Jennie had gone to one of the windows to lower the shade.
As she came back he looked at her critically. ”You're not quite your usual self, are you?” he asked, sensing something out of the common in her att.i.tude.
”Why, yes, I feel all right,” she replied, but there was a peculiar uneven motion to the movement of her lips--a rippling tremor which was unmistakable to him.
”I think I know better than that,” he said, still gazing at her steadily. ”What's the trouble? Anything happened?”
She turned away from him a moment to get her breath and collect her senses. Then she faced him again. ”There is something,” she managed to say. ”I have to tell you something.”
”I know you have,” he agreed, half smiling, but with a feeling that there was much of grave import back of this. ”What is it?”