Chapter 199 - Kiss and Rejection (1/2)
The sunlight sneaked through the dr.a.p.es waking Ying Sheng. She stiffened when she realized she was not alone on the bed. A hard body was pressing against her back.
Liam bem.o.a.ned when he felt her stir on the bed. He tightened his hold on her, pulling her closer to his body.
Ying Sheng felt his hot breath fanning the back of her neck. She turned around and stared at Liam who had his eyes closed. His lips were slightly parted as snores racked through him. His hair was tousled and his features were softened.
He looked so cute and handsome that Ying Sheng couldn't bear to look away.
Her Cutie was truly the cutest. A smile spilled from Ying Sheng's lips as she gazed at him. She stretched out her hands subconsciously and caressed his brows.
Liam slowly opened his eyes when he felt her hand on his face. Actually, he had woken up a few minutes ago but he didn't want to let go of Ying Sheng. Her body felt so good in his arms and her sweet scent made him intoxicated.
Slowly he opened his eyes and met her gaze. A blush spread across his cheeks when he realized how close she was. He could even feel her breath.
Ying Sheng grinned widely, ”Are you blushing?” Ying Sheng asked Liam with a mischievous smile on her lips.
”No. I'm not blushing.” Liam shook his head vigorously. Ying Sheng chuckled when she heard him.
”My cheeks are just testing different shades of red.” Liam mumbled.
Ying Sheng placed a palms on his cheeks.
”Aplaining. She enjoyed every moment of it.
Liam kissed her back passionately in a lusciously demanding kiss. His lips teased the outer edge of her lips until she patted them with a m.o.a.n.
Liam's hand slipped underneath her baggy shirt. He found out she was not wearing any bra. He softly stroked the outer curves of her b.r.e.a.s.t. His fingers flickered her n.i.p.p.l.e and Ying Sheng gasped. Her back arching as shivers coursed through her.
Liam moved downwards as he trailed kisses along her jawline before his lips found a sweet spot on her neck.
Ying Sheng's toes curled in pleasure. Suddenly, her brain realized the dangers and screamed it's warnings. Hesitating, she moved a hand over to stop his movements.
The sensation and desires rushing through her, scared her. She wanted to continue and lose herself in the heated sensation but she knew better. The little shred of sanity she has left stopped her.
Things would go bad if she continued this. Liam deserved better. He was such a nice and caring guy and she didn't deserve someone like him.
Liam deserved a fancy girl with trophies and good lady-like upbringing. He deserved someone he could proudly show off to his friends. Not a monster like her. Ying Sheng felt Liam was just confused.
She knew her nearly killing herself had taken a troll on him. He was traumatized and maybe he was just caught up in the heat of the moment.
He would definitely regret it once he realized he had slept with a stain like her. She was a monster. A broken glass and she was afraid she would cut him.
Also, he was the only light in her darkness now. She really didn't want to lose him. Too many things would be at stake and Ying Sheng didn't want to risk it for a few minutes pleasure.
Sensing her hesitation, Liam slowly removed his hands from her shirt. With deep concern in his eyes, he pulled away from her and stared at for a while before speaking.
”Are you okay?” Liam asked softly.
Ying Sheng looked away. Different emotions were rushing through her making her frustrated and confused.
”Yes.” She breathed.
”Oh... then what's wrong?” Liam continued to ask
”Nothing.”
Liam heart sank as a thought crossed his mind.
”Do you regret kissing me?” Liam whispered as he stared at his fingers.
”I'm sorry…..” Ying Sheng trailed off.
”It's okay.” Liam said with a gentle smile even though his heart was bleeding.
Gosh, it hurts so bad. As he sat up. Ying Sheng saw he was having as much difficulty in getting his breath back under control as she was.
Ying Sheng wished he would say something to ease their awkward atmosphere. She had no idea on what to say apart from sorry.