Chapter 189 - Finally free(R-18+) (2/2)

Just...Give up

Ying Sheng chuckled hysterically as tears roamed down her cheeks.  She has finally lost the battle.

She started cutting her long hair. They say people cut their hair when they want to start a new life  but she….was cutting because she failed. She failed herself, Lei Zhao and Liam.

She was a coward. She didn't want to keep fighting so she is escaping.

The red hairs fell on the floor. Ying Sheng forced herself to smile but even her mouth was tired of forcing to smile everyday. At that moment she knew what to do, how to end her misery and make everyone happy.

She tried to search for a reason to live but found none. She laughed and then broke down into sobs. The harsh moment when you realize there is nothing worth living for.

She picked the blade she had hidden from Liam and then her lips finally stretched into a smile.  She was finally going to be free.

Ying Sheng walked back to her room and picked her phone.

She dialed Liam's number. On a second ring the call was finally connected.

”Ying Sheng, Hy is everything okay?” Liam soft voice asked.

Ying Sheng sniffled, and swallowed the lump in her throat.

Liam frowned when he didn't hear say anything.

”Hy…. don't scare me. Talk to me. Say something!”

Liam said anxiously. He didn't care he was in the middle of an important meeting.

”Sorry Liam….I tried really did, but it's so difficult. You won't understand—be happy and don't blame yourself.”

Ying Sheng said as she wiped the tears under her eyes.

”Ying Sheng listen to me don't do anything stupid. We will figure this out. I promise. Wait for m—”

”Goodbye Liam.” Then she hang up the call.

”Ying Sheng! Ying Sheng!” Liam shouted on the phone as his face paled.

”Hey, are you okay?” Lucas put a hand on Liam's shoulder snapping him out of his thoughts.

”No...I need to go. Ying Sheng...she”

Looking at the state of his brother, Lucas frowned.

”Okay, I will drive you. Let's go.”

Liam nodded and rushed out of the meeting room.

The people there couldn't help but gossip. They have never seen their calm boss like this.

One cut and Ying Sheng's breath hitched. With shaky hands she slashed the blade across her wrist again and again. Their words finally hit as broken sobs left Ying Sheng's mouth. The voices got louder and louder untill she found herself getting weaker and weaker then she dropped on the floor.

Her vision blurred and her lips finally curved into a satisfied smile.

They say your life flashes across your eyes when you're taking your last breath. Finally her good memories with her dad replaced the voices inside her head.

Then darkness consumed her vision.

Free, she was finally free