Chapter 178 - Broken family (1/2)

Author's Note: Chapter mentions r.a.p.e if uncomfortable please skip. Lots of love. This chapter was hard to write I cried? Hahaha jk lololol

****I try to convince myself that what happened is all a bad dream when I wake up everything will be fine but no the scars still remains, taunting me I wasn't strong enough and the worst part is you can't tell anyone. Because you know they will blame you******

-unknown.

Su Cha stiffened when she heard Ying Sheng. She looked away and ignored Ying Sheng as if she wasn't talking to her.

After all she didn't have the answers to her questions. What would she do if Ying Sheng dies?

Absolutely nothing. How can you mourn for someone you don't love? For her, Ying Sheng's whole existence was the proof of her biggest stain in life.

Why would her heart ache for such stain? She was trapped in twenty years of loveless marriage because of Ying Sheng.

Her aims and dreams were all crushed. She just had to sit at home and be the pretty wife of Ying Huai.  All her bitters were poured on her daughter.

It's not like she didn't try to be a good mother to Ying Sheng.  She did, but her hate consumed her and overshadowed her love for her daughter.

Ying Sheng looked at her mother avoiding her gaze and chuckled mirthlessly.

”Ying Sheng….of course your mother loves you. It just she is bad at expressing herself.” Her father coax as his eyes  flashed with a bit of sadness.

”Love? Pftt…..if this is love then I wonder what hate is!” Ying Sheng yelled infuriated.

Mr. Ying sighed and racked his fingers through his hair. He wanted to tell Ying Sheng about the divorce but….from the way she is behaving he was afraid of her reaction.

”Don't say that. No parents hates their child. Remember we have given you everything you wanted when you were growing up. We weren't around most of the time but we made sure to give you the best of everything. All our hard work is for you.”

Mr. Ying said as he stretched his hands to pat Ying Sheng's hair but she moved away.

”You didn't give me everything dad. You miss the most important thing. Love. I just want to be loved is it too much to ask? I don't care about money! All I wanted was a bit just a tiny bit of your love and affection.” Ying Sheng mumbled.

Her mind was in chaos now. Something was bothering her, aching inside her. She want-needed to know. Why? Why a mother who has gone through the pain of childbirth would hate her child to this extent. Her strong facade was slowly cracking.

”Ying Sheng….”

”Why?” Ying Sheng lowered her head and asked interrupting his father.

Mr. Ying frowned at her question.

”Why what?” Mr. Ying asked looking at Ying Sheng.

”Why do you hate, mother? What did I do for you to hate my mere existence? I want to know. Every night I go to bed hoping that one day my mom will love me. She would look at me with her eyes gleaming with love and affection but now….”

Ying Sheng trailed off.

”Now, I'm giving up this hopeless wish.. But before I let go….I want to know. It's the least thing you can do me right? Just tell me the truth.”

Su Cha fidgeted in her seat.  An unknown emotion flickered in her eyes. She didn't want to keep this to herself anymore. Why should she be the only to suffer?

”Do you really want to know?” She snickered as she asked Ying Sheng.

”Su Cha...”. Mr. Ying said in a low dangerous tone. Warning evident in his tone.

”What? Your daughter deserves to know the truth! It's time she knows what kind of person she has for a father. Her precious father is nothing but a monster!”

”Pah!” The sound of a hand connecting with skin echoed in the room. Ying Sheng widened her eyes when she saw her mother head sideways with a pale look on her father's face.

Su Cha scoffed in response and busted into laughter as she rubbed her finger against her cheeks.

Mr. Ying stared at his hand like it had turned into an alien.

”Su….. I-I didn't…... no-no…...what have I done?!”

Mr. Ying muttered incoherent words as he bowed his head down in shame. He has become his biggest fear. A man who hits a woman.

Su Cha ignored her husband and turned to look at Ying Sheng.