Part 6 (1/2)

It would be so easy to f.u.c.k Leo. The problem is what he might expect afterwards. If I knew it would be just a quick, one-time thing I'm h.o.r.n.y enough right now that I'd probably go for it. But he's talking about moving in with him. The idea of cohabitation is not only completely ridiculous because we hardly know each other, but is also not something I'm in any way ready for.

I need to focus on getting my s.h.i.+t together first. I need to make sure I stay sober, before I think about any long-term commitments. And I'm not sure I just want to be a live-in lay. I want to be someone who deserves to be loved.

Leo looks like a lost puppy. ”Why are you looking at me like that?” I ask.

”Can I have another bite of that lobster?”

I notice that he's already devoured his steak and I've only taken a few bites of my food.

”Are you still hungry?”

”A little...” He eyes the lobster like a starved dog eyes a bone.

I cut a huge piece of what's left of the lobster and place it on his plate.

”It'll taste a lot better if you feed it to me.”

I glare at him. ”Seriously?”

”It doesn't hurt to ask.” He gives me one of his s.e.xy grins.

”You do realize there are times when you're like a kid in a grown man's body.”

He laughs. Oh, that laugh of his. It gets me every time. I get tingly everywhere. ”You're not the first person who's said that.”

I cut the lobster into smaller bite-sized pieces. Then I stab my fork into one of the pieces and feed it to him.

”Happy?”

He chews and nods at the same time. ”Mmm...”

I have to admit that feeding Leo is a bit erotic. Once I'm done a s.e.xy grin creeps over his face. ”I hope you'll feed me something better later.”

I smack his arm. ”I thought you were going to be a good boy.”

”I can be really good between your legs,” he whispers. ”That can be my dessert.”

My entire body heats with the thought of his tongue inside of me.

”Are you getting wet thinking about it?” he asks.

I can feel my face flush, so there's no point in lying. So I nod.

There's that twinkle in his eye again. In that moment I realize that for Leo, once or even once again, will never be enough. He'll always crave more.

And I will too.

”We can't...”

He laughs. The son-of-a-b.i.t.c.h laughs again. And that turns me on even more. ”We can. You just won't let go and let it happen.”

”I can't just let it happen,” I spit between clenched teeth. ”Your d.i.c.k would just be the beginning of a rapid descent right back into my addiction.”

His eyes turn serious. ”I would never let that happen.”

Leo's generally not serious so this gets my attention. ”You can't stop me from drinking.”

Raising an eyebrow he replies, ”Wanna bet?”

”Don't be so c.o.c.ky,” I warn. ”You have no idea how big of a lush I can be.”

”I'm not being c.o.c.ky.” His face is still serious and it's now beginning to scare me a bit. ”I'm bigger and stronger than you. If you truly don't want to drink again I'm not going to let you. Period.”

I gulp. I haven't even been out of rehab a week and I'm already being tempted by Leo's magnificent d.i.c.k.

And his oh-so-skillful tongue.

”I'll think about it...” The words get caught in my throat again.

”Maybe this will help to convince you.” He slips his hand between my legs and I gasp when he glides it up my thigh.

”Shh,” he urges. ”We don't want everyone in the restaurant to know I'm fingering you.”

Luckily we're seated in the back of the place and far enough away from the other tables that we're not attracting undue attention.

Not that anyone else is actually paying any attention to us. They're all wrapped up in their own conversations.

”You're already so wet,” he whispers as his fingers move over the thin material of my thong.

Before I can stop him, he moves the thong out of the way and slips two fingers inside of me.

”Shhh.” He tries to quiet me when I let out a low moan.

For a few moments I let go and enjoy Leo fingering me while patrons around us enjoy the fine dining of the posh five star restaurant.

Just as I come very close to climaxing Leo stops and gives me a s.e.xy grin. ”I'll save the rest for later,” he whispers. ”When I can slide my d.i.c.k inside of you.”

I can't remember being so turned on in my entire life. I'm dizzy with desire. I want Leo inside of me so badly I ache.

The remaining minutes we spend in the restaurant are a blur. All I can think about is having Leo inside of me again. His magical fingers, his tongue, his c.o.c.k. I'm starving for him.

Once we're finally outside in the cool night air I take in a deep, calming breath.

What are you doing? I chide myself. So much for turning over a new leaf. I'm right back to my old habits.

Leo can't seem to get into the car fast enough and after we're both seat-belted in I place my hand on his. ”Wait.”