Chapter 490 (1/2)
Yuanzhi smiled proudly: ”although my brother's eyes didn't stay on you, they were absorbed in feeling your thoughts! Your mind is clear and simple, easily captured by big brother. ”
Murong Zhining hung her head shyly: ”big brother is so bright! In Ning'er's heart, there are many doubts, including about herself and all the people around her. Ning'er, since she lost her memory, suddenly felt that there was only one person left in the world, who could not be understood by others. What kind of panic was that? Ning'er only relies on her natural sense of trust and takes everyone around her as the straw to help her. At one time, Ning'er lost her judgment, right and wrong, and even Lost the sense of shame! When memory returns little by little, Ning'er suddenly realizes that what is more terrible than memory loss is all the absurd behaviors and decisions during memory loss! ”
Yuanzhi gently pacified: ”when everyone is in a specific environment, his behavior will be affected by cognition, and he will make some actions consistent with his mind, which is nothing to be ashamed of! Just like people don't make fun of a child in a belly pocket who is playing in public, because that age group of children should be like that, which has nothing to do with shame. Ning'er, you don't need to regret the behavior during the amnesia at all! Should not feel guilty to general Helan? ”
Murong Zhining nodded her head gently: ”big brother's point of view is really enlightening and arouses the resonance of Ning'er! However, Ning'er must feel guilty for general Helan. If people lose their basic kindness, they will be afraid of themselves! ”
Yuan Zhi shook his head: ”Ning'er, the decision you made during your amnesia seems very absurd now, but at that time, it was the most true and simple expression in your heart! As a man with mature mind and thinking, general Helan naturally has the ability to make judgments. Your commitment at that time is time effective or uncertain! ”
Murong Zhining lowers her head dejectedly: ”elder brother, although Ning'er knows that guilt doesn't help, she still wants to make up for general Helan in her own way. Ning'er doesn't intend to tear up the promise!”
Yuan Zhi chuckled: ”Ning'er, you should have had countless dreams since you were young. But as you grow older, many dreams are discarded unconsciously! People's life, will encounter many hesitating choices, in the uncertain, do not rush to make their own decisions, calm life, the most secure! What you have to do is to let go of your mind and let time decide for you! ”
Murong Zhining silently lies on the window. Her sullen look makes Yuanzhi feel more and more compassionate.
Yuan Zhi said softly, ”Ning'er, is it too dull in the carriage? If you are bored, I will show you the scenery on horseback. ” Murong Zhining shakes her head irrefutably.
Yuan lethal servant stops the carriage, he supports Murong Zhining on the horse and sits behind her. He took a cape from his servant and put it on Murong Zhining's body. Then he carefully wrapped her body tightly: ”Ning'er, big brother wants to take care of you all his life!”
Murong Zhining's cheeks have a layer of blush. Yuanzhi, who has always been gentle and polite, said carelessly, which made her feel great pressure: ”brother and Ning'er are brothers and sisters, and Ning'er will naturally take care of him all her life! However, Ning'er is also very frightened sometimes. Ning'er naturally accepts elder brother's care, but doesn't know what to give back to elder brother? ”
Yuan Zhi hears the fragrance of Murong Zhining's hair and recalls the scene in his dream. Suddenly, he feels a red heartbeat. He attaches himself to Murong Zhining's ear and says with emotion: ”conger, I I don't want to be your big brother anymore! ”
Murong Zhining's body quivered for a while. She sat up straightly subconsciously, deliberately leaving a distance with Yuanzhi: ”elder brother, you have never used this tone to talk with Ning'er. Ning'er will feel uneasy! Do you think you've been dragged down by Ning'er? ”
Yuan Zhi hugged Murong Zhining tightly and couldn't help kissing her on the side of her face: ”no, I still want to take care of Ning'er all my life. However, I don't want to be Ning'er's brother any more! ”
Murong Zhining's heart cannot help tightening. What she is most worried about is how to maintain this sensitive relationship with Yuanzhi? The reason why she can get along with Yuanzhi is that she knows that Yuanzhi will stand behind her without any pressure. When this kind of balance is broken, Murong Zhining suddenly becomes panic stricken. She doesn't know how to face Yuanzhi's feelings? Murong Zhining suddenly found that Yuanzhi had changed, which made her hard to figure out and even scared her. She realized vaguely that a man who can hide his feelings without any trace may have extraordinary danger and madness.
Yuanzhi said after him: ”Ning'er, do you feel flustered? Have you ever thought that you dare not face me, because in your heart, there is a place for me! Am I wrong? When you are imagining your future husband, doesn't he have my shadow? ”
Murong Zhining pretended to be calm and said: ”brother, don't do this! If you think Ning'er is a drag, you can let go of it. Ning'er will never blame big brother! ”
Yuanzhi pressed: ”Ning'er, you are so smart. Don't pretend to see my mind any more! Your heart is very clear, I see you from the first sight, is doomed to be trapped! I may be cowardly or conceited, and I have never confessed to you, but I know that you always understand my heart! If you and general chiyun can achieve good results, then I will bury this feeling in my heart forever! However, your fate with general chiyun has come to an end. When you are around, there are always men who want to protect you, you never look at me, and I was ignored by you, I also had anger in my heart! Ning'er, I don't want to pretend anymore, because I haven't been willing to be your big brother all the time! ”Murong Zhining only felt bitter inside. She was full of disappointment for Yuanzhi: ”elder brother, you suddenly changed your attitude at this time. Would Ning'er not know what your purpose is? Elder brother, as long as you help Ning'er to avenge his father's death and rescue his mother, Empress and Emperor's younger brother, Shang Xia will be yours. Ning'er will hand over the book ”secret of Emperor Qin” to you! This is the best way Ning'er can think of to repay you! ”
Yuan Zhi subconsciously clenched the reins in his hand and said coldly: ”since I am so greedy and unjust in your mind, I don't need to pretend to be a gentleman anymore! Murong Zhining, we two, is this the official tear face? You actually have a better way to repay me, that is to be my woman! ”