Chapter 377 (1/2)
Murong Zhining has tears in her eyes: ”Ning'er is willing to do anything for the general! Ning'er is willing to leave her destiny to the general! ”
Chiu Yun Yuexuan said coldly, ”then remember what you said. Now you don't have the right to die. You have to pay back your aunt's debts!”
Murong Zhining obeyed and nodded: ”regardless of whether the aunt owes the debt to the general's mother and son, Ning'er is willing to obey the general's words. Ning'er always thought that the general's love for Ning'er had already surpassed life and death. Ning'er didn't believe that the general would be so cold. General, you still love Ning'er, right? Otherwise, you will not risk your life to rob Ning'er from the palace! ”
Chiding goes to Yuexuan and shakes his head and sighs: ”Murong Zhining, you are still as righteous as before. Listen to me. The reason why I took you away from Yanfeng is because I want to defend my dignity. I have nothing to do with whether I love you or not! Since I heard the gossip between you and Yanfeng, I have been dead to you. ”
Chiyun Yuexuan sits back at the front of the car, leaving Murong Zhining with a cold back. Neither of them spoke again and fell into a terrible silence.
Murong Zhining is sitting in the carriage with her knees folded helplessly. She stares at the lost and recovered chiyun Yuexuan and falls into deep meditation. She never thought that her reunion with chiyunyuexuan would be the scene in front of her. She thought wishfully that chiyunyuexuan was just jealous of Yanfeng and had a little temper with her. She firmly believed that there was no gap between chiyunyuexuan and chiyunyuexuan that could not cross in the past. Looking at the lonely and cold back of chiyun Yuexuan, Murong Zhining feels sad for a while. She would like to ask chiyun Yuexuan what happened in this half year? Why has he been missing so long? But she dare not break the terrible silence easily.
The back of chiyun Yuexuan seems to have an irresistible attraction to Murong Zhining. She climbs to the back of chiyun Yuexuan again, reaches out to hold chiyun Yuexuan tightly, sticks her face on chiyun Yuexuan's back, greedily breathes the familiar taste from him, and is filled with guilt for chiyun Yuexuan: ”general, if you push time back On the day of your disappearance, Ning'er will definitely choose to end her life. At least, Ning'er can leave a perfect shadow in the general's heart. Ning'er cherishes his position in the general's mind. Ning'er also knows that the general's pursuit of perfection is flawless. Since Ning'er dare not ask the general for a name. Ning'er is willing to stay with the general, even if she is a maid or concubine! ”
Murong Zhining's lowliness didn't move him to chide yunyuexuan. He said coldly: ”you used to be aloof, boasting that you were spotless. You despised my general and got the common taste of other women. Now you look down like you are saying to general Ben: you see, I have soiled myself in order to be worthy of you. Finally, I can sit on the same level with you. This palace has a special license. You don't need to look up to this palace. No one of us should look up to anyone, and no one should look down on anyone! That sounds reasonable, and it doesn't seem to be a problem. However, I think it's very uncomfortable! ”
Murong Zhining hugged and chided yunyuexuan: ”Ning'er must have suffered a lot when she knew that the general was missing. Ning'er also understood that the general was angry when she saw that Ning'er was on the Dragon couch and was not dressed properly. Ning'er doesn't want to make any sophistry. She just wants to stay with the general for the rest of her life. Even if she doesn't have a name or status, Ning'er doesn't care. ”
”I almost believe what you said is true, but I think for a second, maybe you have said similar sweet words to Yanfeng. I don't want to judge your character. A woman who was lying in the arms of another man not long ago is not qualified to say this to me now! ”
Murong Zhining has no strength to argue with chiyun Yuexuan again. She tightly holds chiyun Yuexuan's body and refuses to give up, as if she has grasped a life-saving straw. But Chiu Yun Yuexuan never gave her any response.
At daybreak, chiyun Yuexuan tired to stop the carriage on the side of the road, he took care of the carriage, sat under a tree beside the road, and slept by the trunk.
Murong Zhining secretly looks at chiyun Yuexuan from the gap in the curtain of the carriage. The man who once lit up her life and occupied her whole soul is now standing aloof from her. The former tenderness and honey have disappeared. Instead, chiyun Yuexuan is as cold as an iceberg, and the mysterious motive to rob her.
Murong Zhining hugs her shoulder and collapses helplessly in the carriage. She grabs a package in the carriage, picks up a plain white satin dress and puts it on. She takes off the Phoenix hairpin on her head and ties up a simple bun with a wooden hairpin. She wants to cast away the traces left by the flame heartlessly and follow her beloved man wholeheartedly.
Murong Zhining wraps the clothes and jewelry in the palace with a piece of cloth, sticks them to her face, and then throws them into the grass on the side of the road without hesitation. She confirmed her belief that Yanfeng was only her illusory dream, and chiyun Yuexuan was her emotion that she could never give up. Murong Zhining firmly believes that her love with chiyun Yuexuan has transcended the concept of life and death, and secular. She wants to use a hot heart to slowly chiyun Yuexuan's cold heart. However, what Murong Zhining didn't expect was that this was just the beginning of her nightmare.
Murong Zhining goes to chiyun Yuexuan, squats down and hands a water bag to him: ”general, drink some water. If you are tired, go to the car to rest and let Ning'er drive. Ning'er also wants to follow the general, arrive at Yongning early and start our new life! ”Chiyun Yuexuan opened his eyes and looked at Murong Zhining. He pushed open the water bag she handed him. He stood up, walked to the stream by the side of the road, squatted down, and leaned down like a beast. He buried himself in the stream and drank water directly. His strange behavior made Murong Zhining shiver.
Murong Zhining goes to chiyun and gently raises her hand to wipe the water stains on his lips with her sleeves.
Chiyun Yuexuan's eyes are full of dislikes. He uses his hands to block Murong Zhining's hand lattice: ”don't think that if you change your white clothes, you will be clean. Stay away from me. I can't get used to the smell on you! ”
Chiyun Yuexuan takes out the dry food from the carriage, sits on the front of the carriage and eats it for himself. He looks at Murong Zhining, takes out another pancake and throws it at her feet, as if treating an animal.
Murong Zhining humbly picked up the pancakes on the ground, patted them gently and sent them to her mouth. Chiyun Yuexuan glanced at her with disdainful eyes and got into the carriage: ”you drive, I want to rest.”
Murong Zhining drives the carriage and moves forward without hesitation. All the way is the scene she is familiar with. It is full of her sweet memories and chiyun Yuexuan. But the chiyun Yuexuan in front of her is like a changed person, with a deep chill and dangerous information.