Chapter 1453 (1/2)
He Yining looked at Jin shaosi dimly with tearful eyes. The smile from the corners of his mouth was bigger and bigger, but it was more and more sad and frightening.
”Can I do it?” Why Ning asked hoarsely, ”ace, tell me, how can I do it?”
Jin shaosi's lips moved and wanted to say forget, but he found that it was difficult for him to even say so. How can he forget?!
”Yining...” Jin shaosi looked at he Yining sadly.
Why should I turn my head and let the tears flow out all the time, as if it could not be finished.
”All along, I thought the obstacle between me and Li Yunze was that I couldn't catch up with him.” He Yining choked and said, ”later, I spent a night with him. I felt that even if I couldn't be together, at least I ended my life chasing him.”
Why rather bite his lip, ”but he said to try, and this try, let me finally complete the biggest chase in my life.”
She said, looking at Jin shaosi, ”ah Si, when I know that the car accident between my mother and father may have happened because I went after Li Yunze, do you know how much strength I have to use to not think about it?”
Sad words gouged out and cut Jin shaosi's heart word by word, and the pain was drenched with blood.
”I think I don't want to feel guilty. I don't want to stop my life because of guilt.” Why rather gently fan your eyes, tears will roll down, ”my father and mother will not want to see me like that. They want me to be happy. They know better than anyone that my happiness is Li Yunze.”
Jin shaosi gently grasped he Yining's hand and felt her trembling all over her body. Her eyebrows were frowning and tightening.
”But now?” He Yining laughed and sighed, ”how can I convince myself?”
Jin shaosi held he Yining's hand tightly and tried to give her some firmness.
”Ace, do you know?” Why Ning couldn't stop crying and said, ”Chen Yu, Chen Yu didn't do anything, just because her surname was Chen, so there were no children of Jinxi and no happiness of Jinxi...”
Jin shaosi frowned slightly. He didn't know how this matter was related to Chen Yu again.
But on second thought, Jin shaosi seemed to have guessed something
”Li Yunze clearly told me that although he wanted Jinxi to be happy, he would not forgive anything related to the death of brother Yunhao.” He Yining's sadness at the bottom of his eyes spread again and superimposed together, which can't describe the kind of pain.
”Chen Yu, he won't forgive. What about me?”
He Yining suddenly went crazy. He threw away shaosi Jin's hand and suddenly stood up. His hands kept poking himself in the chest. He shouted hoarsely: ”I am the person who caused the event. If it weren't for me, no one would know the research of Brother Yun Hao, no one would know the process and the research that can make drugs. It's all me...”
Jin shaosi stood up slowly. Even though he had thousands of words at the moment, he knew clearly that he had no way to comfort he Yining.
”I accidentally got the paper for research and calculation. It's me, it's me!”
He Yining sneered, which was a hatred of himself to the extreme.
When proposing marriage, under the statue of Hippocrates, Li Yunze said to her: practicing medicine is only for curing diseases. Don't give the poison to anyone and never instruct anyone to use it.
That's Li Yunze's persistence, but also brother Yunhao's persistence
Even if he committed suicide, he didn't give his research to those who made drugs!
She took the paper she wrote during her research and even fell into the hands of evil people
”Ace, Li Yunze and I are out of the question!”
He Yining beat the position of his heart in pain, and exerted great force every time.