Vol 1 Chapter 4.1 (1/2)
[Novel] NO. 6 - Vol 1 Ch 4 (a)
These are English translations for the novel NO. 6 by Asano Atsuko.
CHAPTER 4
Of Fathomless Terror
The flow of sewage was faster and deeper than what s.h.i.+on had expected. Indiscernible objects floated past his face. Once in a while, something would cling to his goggles and block his vision. He could smell an odour unlike anything he had smelled before. Amidst the overarching smell of rot was a mix of sickly sweet scents and harsh odours that stung the nose. In this brownish murk, he could barely follow Nezumi, who swam in front of him. And more than anything, it was hard to breathe. His heart thudded, and his chest strained painfully.
Nezumi drifted to the side, and pointed at a handle that was attached to the wall. s.h.i.+on reached out and grabbed it. Together, they turned it and pulled as hard as they could. A round opening appeared.
He couldn't breathe. He was at his limit. His consciousness was fading away. The next instant, he was sucked into the hole. He was pulled along, pushed up, and thrown out on dry land. His body was slammed ash.o.r.e, and he could feel the shock from it tingle to his toes. But he no longer felt like he had a wet cloth over his face. He could breathe. He felt a momentary relief, and then was overcome with a fit of coughing. He felt nauseous, and the inside of his mouth felt sticky. s.h.i.+on yanked off his goggles and closed his eyes. For several moments, he couldn't move.
”It's a little early for bed-time,” Nezumi quipped, but his breathing was laboured as well. s.h.i.+on opened his eyes, and saw a bare concrete surface.
”Where are we?”
”In the sewage pipes. Artifacts of the 20th century. Maybe not artifacts, since they're still being used.” Nezumi shook his head vigorously from side to side. Water droplets flew from his hair. ”When the amount of sewage goes over capacity, they open that door back there to flush it down these pipes.”
”They flush sewage down here? Without filtering it?”
”Yup. Your beloved City tends to do that sometimes.”
”Where does it go?”
”The West Block.”
”So they flush dirty water― how could they...” s.h.i.+on was at a loss for words. Nezumi stood up.
”The West Block isn't part of the city to him. It's in the margins. He probably only sees this place as some kind of garbage dump.”
”He?”
Nezumi was standing still, staring unblinkingly before him. At the end of his gaze was the sewage outlet that they had just been washed out of. Sewage still trickled in thin streams across the concrete.
”Let's go.” Nezumi bent down to scoop up the mouse scurrying about his feet, and turned his back to s.h.i.+on. s.h.i.+on stood up hastily. He still felt nauseous, but he had some strength left in his legs to stand. I still have enough strength. It'll last me. I'll be alright. s.h.i.+on mentally encouraged himself. On Nezumi's shoulder, the mouse that had been their navigator cheeped amiably.
”Ah!” s.h.i.+on brought a hand to his neck. He felt something faintly odd. On the base of his neck, there was a small part that felt numb. s.h.i.+on felt the area with his fingers. There was a pea-sized blister growing, and it was itchy. He scratched it lightly. A chill wind blew through the centre of his body. s.h.i.+on could feel his heart contract.
This gesture ― scratching the neck ― he had seen someone do this before.
”Yamase-san.” Yamase's image floated up clearly in s.h.i.+on's mind, pouring coffee, making conversation, always scratching his neck throughout. ”Don't tell me―”
Nezumi turned around.
”What's wrong?”
”No, nothing.”
”You better not be whining that you can't walk anymore.”
”On the contrary,” said s.h.i.+on, ”I could do with a little more exercise. Want me to piggy-back you while I'm at it?”
”Nice of you to offer, but no thanks.”
The mouse on his shoulder was chirruping. s.h.i.+on walked faster to catch up with Nezumi.
He was thinking too much. It was just a blister. The sc.r.a.pe on his arm and his bruised body were much worse than this. It was a blister, for goodness sake. Just a blister....
”Why the serious face? Missing your mama?”
”My mother...” s.h.i.+on murmured. ”Nezumi, do you think I'd be able to get in touch with her?”
”Forget about it.”
”How are you so sure?”
”You know well enough. Right now, your house is probably being searched top to bottom by the Security Bureau, down to the contents of your garbage can. Unless you have telepathic powers, there's no way you can get in touch with her.”
”I guess you're right.”
―I'm sorry, mom. He could only apologize. ―I'm safe. I'm alive. So please―He didn't want her to despair. He didn't want her to grieve.
”Bulls.h.i.+t,” Nezumi spat.
”What is?”
”You. You're full of it.”
It was the first time s.h.i.+on had been insulted to his face.
”What do you mean?”
”What I'm saying is that you're full of bulls.h.i.+t for carrying this baggage, this c.r.a.p, like it's the most precious thing in the world.” Nezumi narrowed his eyes and fixed s.h.i.+on with a hard gaze. His eyes were piercing, and filled with an emotion almost leaning toward animosity.
s.h.i.+on opened his mouth to question him further, but Nezumi had suddenly begun to scale the wall. Upon a more careful look, s.h.i.+on could see that there was a rusted metal ladder fixed to it. When he emerged at the top, he was greeted with an evening sky. He was above ground again. The sky was painted vividly in the colours of the sunset, and a chilly air settled upon him.
The place looked like an entrance to the West Block. In the distance, the outer walls of No. 6 glittered as it reflected the setting sun. Because of the West Block's lower elevation, No. 6 loomed even larger before them. It was breathtaking to see the sprawling city encircled by s.h.i.+ning walls. s.h.i.+on even thought there was a sort of G.o.dly air about it.
Nezumi began to walk in the opposite direction. They emerged from a spa.r.s.e wood and soon came upon the ruins of a house. There was smoke rising out of it, and voices could be heard inside.
”Are there people living in there?”
”Lots of them,” Nezumi replied.
Past the ruined house were a row of several barracks.
”This way.” s.h.i.+on was dragged by the arm to another ruins of a building. This one looked like it had been a warehouse before. The building had been quite s.p.a.cious, but half of it had crumbled away into rubble.
”We're going underground again.” Nezumi pressed a section of the wall, and it soundlessly moved aside to let them through. Beyond, there was a flight of stairs made of bare concrete like those in the sewage tunnels. The mouse bounded down the stairs. At the foot of them was a door. Inside, it was pitch black. There was a click, and the room was bathed in dim light.
s.h.i.+on caught his breath and was rooted to the spot.
There were mounds and mounds of books, piled precariously high. Most of the room was buried in them.
”Are these all... books?”
”Do they look like food to you?”
”I've never seen this many.”
”Let me guess, you've only read off electronic paper before.”
”Yeah, well, not really, but... but wow, this is amazing.”
”And to take another guess, you've probably never read Molière, Racine or Shakespeare before. And you probably don't know anything about Chinese cla.s.sics or myths of the Aztecs.”
”I don't.” s.h.i.+on didn't argue otherwise. He was too overwhelmed.
”Then what do you know?” Nezumi asked, running a hand through his wet hair.
”Huh?”
”What have you studied up until now? Systematic knowledge, front-line technology, how to decode specialized scholarly papers, and what else?”
”A lot else,” s.h.i.+on replied indignantly.
”Like what?”
”How to bake bread, how to make coffee, park maintenance and cleaning... not to mention, now I know how to scuba-dive in sewage.”
”You forgot 'how to reject someone when she asks you to have s.e.x and you've only ever thought of her as a friend'. You didn't do a great job at it, though.”
s.h.i.+on raised his chin defiantly and glared at the pair of grey eyes.
”If you have time to be making fun of me, will you let me wash up?”
”I'm first.” Nezumi pulled a towel from in-between some books, and tossed it at s.h.i.+on. ”Don't be mad,” he said. ”What I actually meant is that you've come pretty far since four years ago. You've learned a lot more useful things other than how to make cocoa.”
”I'm humbled by your kind compliments.”
”Hey, really, don't be mad.”
Nezumi disappeared into the pile of books. Momentarily, s.h.i.+on could hear the m.u.f.fled sounds of a shower. He took a good look around the room. There were bookshelves on every side, and they were filled to bursting with books. They didn't look like they were sorted in any order, and books of all sizes were shoved haphazardly into open s.p.a.ces on the shelves. s.h.i.+on felt from them the same kind of hustle and bustle that he would from a crowded train station. The faded carpet looked like it had once been some shade of green, and it was also covered in piles of books. Nestled amongst them was a bed. There were no windows. There was no kitchen, and no signs of other furniture.
Cheep cheep.
A mouse squeaked at him from atop a book. s.h.i.+on took the book in his hands, and flipped open to a page. He smelled the faint scent of paper. He remembered, long ago, he had smelled the same thing. He was sitting on top of something soft and warm― his memory wavered. He couldn't remember it well. The mouse scurried up to his shoulder. It twitched its whiskers, and chirruped persistently.
”You want me to read this?”
Cheep cheep.
There was a bookmark in the middle of the book. s.h.i.+on turned to it, and began to read aloud.
Here's the smell of the blood, still. All the perfumes of Arabia will not sweeten this little hand. Oh, oh, oh!
―What a sigh is there. The heart is sorely charged.
―I would not have such a heart in my bosom for the dignity of the whole body.[1]
Another small mouse had appeared at s.h.i.+on's feet. It had charming grape-coloured eyes. The brown mouse that had been sitting on the book nodded its head vigorously as if to urge him on.
To bed, to bed, There's knocking at the gate. Come, come, come, come, give me your hand. What's done cannot be undone. ― To bed, to bed, to bed![2]
s.h.i.+on felt a presence behind him, and turned around. Nezumi stood with a towel hanging around his neck. He gave a deep bow.
”To the showers, if it so pleases your Majesty. Your change of adornments awaits you here.”
”Nezumi, this book―”
”It's Shakespeare. Macbeth. Ever heard of it?”
”Only the t.i.tle.”
”I figured as much.”
”Are all these books cla.s.sics?”
”Nay, your Majesty. We also have introductory books to ecology, and scientific journals to please your fancy.”
”Are these all your books?”
”Is it interrogation time again?” Nezumi said exasperatedly. ”Run along and take a shower, and then I'll give you something to eat.” He ended abruptly, and obstinately turned his head aside.
The shower was old, and it was difficult to control the temperature. The flow was punctuated with bursts of frigid water, but for s.h.i.+on it still felt nice. It had been a long time since he enjoyed a shower this much. The itch on his neck had miraculously disappeared as well.
―I'm alive. I've been saved.
s.h.i.+on thought to himself as he let the hot water run over his body. He didn't know about tomorrow. But he was alive right now, and was well enough to take this shower.
―I didn't thank him yet.
He had been rescued, and Nezumi had risked his life to save him. But not a single word of grat.i.tude had escaped his lips so far. Realization set in. Soon after exiting the bathroom, one of the mice came scampering up to him again.
”He's taken a huge liking to your reading.” Nezumi was stirring something in a pot over the kerosene heater. There was steam rising from it, and it gave the room a feeling of homey warmth.
”Oh!” s.h.i.+on suddenly exclaimed. He remembered now, what was behind the nostalgia and warmth he felt when he opened the book.
”What? What're you shouting for?”
”No, I just remembered. A long time ago, my mother used to read to me.”
”She read Macbeth to you?”
”Of course not. I was really young then. I remember sitting in Mother's lap, and she'd read to me.” What kind of story was it again? The page was being turned slowly. Karan's voice echoed in his ears, first high, then low; subdued, then full of strength. He could feel the warmth of her body. He could smell the scent of paper.
”You're going to destroy yourself,” said Nezumi quietly. His voice was cold.
”What?”
”I've said this before. Carry all this useless baggage, and one day it'll be the end of you. It'll weigh you down until it squashes you flat.”
”Useless? Like what?”
”Memories. Attachments to being a citizen of No. 6. Your comfortable life, your overestimation of your own skills, your misconceptions of being some kind of chosen one, pride. The list goes on forever. But the worst is your mother. Do you have some sort of Oedipus complex? If you're being haunted by your mother that much, goodness knows what you're going to do next. Maybe you'll start saying you want to go back to the city to see your dearest Mama.”
It had touched a nerve.
”Is it a useless thing to think about my parents?” answered s.h.i.+on tensely. ”I know what kind of situation I'm in right now, and I know there's no way to get in contact with my mother. But I'm free to think about her, at least. That's not something for you to say anything about.”
”Throw it away.” Nezumi's voice has turned even icier, and had almost a metallic ring to it. ”Throw away useless feelings like those.”
”Why― Why are you saying...” s.h.i.+on said in disbelief.
”Because they're dangerous.”
”My feelings? Dangerous?”
”Back there, you threw away your citizens.h.i.+p card because it was a danger to us. So are feelings for other people. You get dragged around, pulled this way and that, and before you know it, you're in dangerous territory. Your mama, papa, your grandma, whoever― they're all strangers now. There's no emotional room in you to be concerned about strangers. Your hands are full enough trying to keep yourself alive.”