Part 9 (1/2)

And now let Mr. Pen come in, who has been waiting all this while.

Having strung up his nerves, and prepared himself, without at the door, for the meeting, he came to it, determined to face the awful uncle. He had settled in his mind that the encounter was to be a fierce one, and was resolved on bearing it through with all the courage and dignity of the famous family which he represented. And he flung open the door and entered with the most severe and warlike expression, armed cap-a-pie as it were, with lance couched and plumes displayed, and glancing at his adversary, as if to say, ”Come on, I'm ready.”

The old man of the world, as he surveyed the boy's demeanour, could hardly help a grin at his admirable pompous simplicity. Major Pendennis too had examined his ground; and finding that the widow was already half won over to the enemy, and having a shrewd notion that threats and tragic exhortations would have no effect upon the boy, who was inclined to be perfectly stubborn and awfully serious, the Major laid aside the authoritative manner at once, and with the most good-humoured natural smile in the world, held out his hands to Pen, shook the lad's pa.s.sive fingers gaily, and said, ”Well, Pen, my boy, tell us all about it.”

Helen was delighted with the generosity of the Major's good-humour.

On the contrary, it quite took aback and disappointed poor Pen, whose nerves were strung up for a tragedy, and who felt that his grand entree was altogether baulked and ludicrous. He blushed and winced with mortified vanity and bewilderment. He felt immensely inclined to begin to cry--”I--I--I didn't know that you were come till just now,” he said: ”is--is--town very full, I suppose?”

If Pen could hardly gulp his tears down, it was all the Major could do to keep from laughter. He turned round and shot a comical glance at Mrs. Pendennis, who too felt that the scene was at once ridiculous and sentimental. And so, having nothing to say, she went up and kissed Mr.

Pen: as he thought of her tenderness and soft obedience to his wishes, it is very possible too the boy was melted.

”What a couple of fools they are,” thought the old guardian. ”If I hadn't come down, she would have driven over in state to pay a visit and give her blessing to the young lady's family.”

”Come, come,” said he, still grinning at the couple, ”let us have as little sentiment as possible, and, Pen, my good fellow, tell us the whole story.”

Pen got back at once to his tragic and heroical air. ”The story is, sir,” said he, ”as I have written it to you before. I have made the acquaintance of a most beautiful and most virtuous lady; of a high family, although in reduced circ.u.mstances: I have found the woman in whom I know that the happiness of my life is centred; I feel that I never, never can think about any woman but her. I am aware of the difference of our ages and other difficulties in my way. But my affection was so great that I felt I could surmount all these; that we both could: and she has consented to unite her lot with mine, and to accept my heart and my fortune.”

”How much is that, my boy?” said the Major. ”Has anybody left you some money? I don't know that you are worth a s.h.i.+lling in the world.”

”You know what I have is his,” cried out Mrs. Pendennis.

”Good heavens, madam, hold your tongue!” was what the guardian was disposed to say; but he kept his temper, not without a struggle. ”No doubt, no doubt,” he said. ”You would sacrifice anything for him.

Everybody knows that. But it is, after all then, your fortune which Pen is offering to the young lady; and of which he wishes to take possession at eighteen.”

”I know my mother will give me anything,” Pen said, looking rather disturbed.

”Yes, my good fellow, but there is reason in all things. If your mother keeps the house, it is but fair that she should select her company. When you give her house over her head, and transfer her banker's account to yourself for the benefit of Miss What-d'-you-call-'em--Miss Costigan--don't you think you should at least have consulted my sister as one of the princ.i.p.al parties in the transaction? I am speaking to you, you see, without the least anger or a.s.sumption of authority, such as the law and your father's will give me over you for three years to come--but as one man of the world to another,--and I ask you, if you think that, because you can do what you like with your mother, therefore you have a right to do so? As you are her dependent, would it not have been more generous to wait before you took this step, and at least to have paid her the courtesy to ask her leave?”

Pen held down his head, and began dimly to perceive that the action on which he had prided himself as a most romantic, generous instance of disinterested affection, was perhaps a very selfish and headstrong piece of folly.

”I did it in a moment of pa.s.sion,” said Pen, floundering; ”I was not aware what I was going to say or to do” (and in this he spoke with perfect sincerity) ”But now it is said, and I stand to it. No; I neither can nor will recall it. I'll die rather than do so. And I--I don't want to burthen my mother,” he continued. ”I'll work for myself. I'll go on the stage, and act with her. She--she says I should do well there.”

”But will she take you on those terms?” the Major interposed. ”Mind, I do not say that Miss Costigan is not the most disinterested of women: but, don't you suppose now, fairly, that your position as a young gentleman of ancient birth and decent expectations forms a part of the cause why she finds your addresses welcome?”

”I'll die, I say, rather than forfeit my pledge to her,” said Pen, doubling his fists and turning red.

”Who asks you, my dear friend?” answered the imperturbable guardian. ”No gentleman breaks his word, of course, when it has been given freely. But after all, you can wait. You owe something to your mother, something to your family--something to me as your father's representative.”

”Oh, of course,” Pen said, feeling rather relieved.

”Well, as you have pledged your word to her, give us another, will you Arthur?”

”What is it?” Arthur asked.

”That you will make no private marriage--that you won't be taking a trip to Scotland, you understand.”

”That would be a falsehood. Pen never told his mother a falsehood,”

Helen said.

Pen hung down his head again, and his eyes filled with tears of shame. Had not this whole intrigue been a falsehood to that tender and confiding creature who was ready to give up all for his sake? He gave his uncle his hand.

”No, sir--on my word of honour, as a gentleman,” he said, ”I will never marry without my mother's consent!” and giving Helen a bright parting look of confidence and affection unchangeable, the boy went out of the drawing-room into his own study.