Part 11 (1/2)
”Pardon?”
”I'm starting to get a funny feeling right behind my knees. It's the same feeling I sometimes get just before I miss a four-footer.”
Without warning, he angled the car off the road into a small graveled area that held three picnic tables, one of which was occupied by a family with two young boys. He got out of the car, but she decided to stay where she was.
He opened her door and gave her a look that promised he'd pull her out if she didn't get out on her own. She grabbed her umbrella at the last second to annoy him, then did her best to poke him in the head as she popped it open. ”The sun is beastly.”
”Not nearly as beastly as my temper.” He s.n.a.t.c.hed away the umbrella, pushed it shut, and threw it back in the car. With the family of picnickers watching curiously, he steered her past the last table toward a gnarled tree on the perimeter of the picnic grounds that afforded them a small measure of privacy. Releasing her arm, he drilled her with eyes that reminded her far more of surgical lasers than marsh violets. ”Start at the beginning.”
”The beginning of what?” she said carefully.
”Cut the c.r.a.p. My instincts have been telling me all along there was something strange about this whole situation, but I made the mistake of not paying attention. Now, I'm going to spell it out for you. I have a suspension hanging over my head, my career's in jeopardy, and that means I can't afford to head blind into someone else's problems. You tell me exactly what's going on.”
She'd never thought of herself as fainthearted, but he looked entirely too formidable. ”I don't know what you mean.”
”Let me remind you that you're standing in the middle of a foreign country with a man who recently got suspended for drug dealing along with smacking a woman.”
Before Torie had left, she'd told Emma what had happened with Kenny's business manager. ”You weren't suspended for drug dealing, and I don't believe you about the woman.”
”Honey, I've got the video.”
”Really, Kenny, this isn't any of your business.”
”Bull! My career's on the line, and I'm not risking that for anything. What's your relations.h.i.+p with this guy?”
”I told you. The Duke of Beddington owns St. Gert's. He's also the school's princ.i.p.al benefactor.”
”And?”
As she studied the grim set of his mouth, she felt a pang of nostalgia for the good-looking fool she'd originally taken Kenny to be. ”And, nothing.”
He stared at her for a long moment. ”I guess I misjudged you. I figured you had some guts, but you don't even have enough courage to be honest.”
That stung. ”This has nothing to do with you!”
He didn't reply, merely studied her, and she could have sworn she saw disappointment in his expression. It made her feel like a coward. But she hated the idea of revealing the intimate details of her life, especially when those details would make her seem pathetic in his eyes.
”You're being absolutely beastly about this,” she said.
He waited.
He was right. She was being cowardly, and everything would be much easier if she simply told him. After that, she'd be able to accomplish what she had to without trying to hide it from him. If only the truth weren't so embarra.s.sing.
The two young boys at the next picnic table began chasing each other. She envied them their freedom. ”All right, I'll tell you,” she said reluctantly. ”But you have to agree to let me stay at your ranch.”
”We'll talk about that after I hear your story.”
”No. You have to promise me first.”
”I'm not promising anything until I hear what you have to say.” He crossed his arms and leaned back against the trunk of a hackberry tree.
She mustered her courage by reminding herself that she hadn't done anything wrong, and she certainly didn't need Kenny Traveler's good opinion, but somehow that didn't make her feel any better. ”The Duke of Beddington is a very powerful man in England,” she began hesitantly. ”An old family. He seems to have a genius for investing in new technology, and he's quite rich. Unfortunately, he's also a bit mad. He's ...” She pleated her shorts with her fingers. ”Well, he wants to marry me.”
He watched her carefully. ”Seems to me most women would be flattered at the idea of marrying a duke.”
”Believe me, there's nothing personal about his offer. He has two girls from his former marriages, and he needs a male heir. The woman has to be wellborn and have a spotless reputation. G.o.d forbid that the family name should be soiled by a commoner with a normal s.e.x life.” She realized the implications of what she'd said and went on hastily, ”I know it sounds like something out of the seventeenth century, but he's deadly serious. I refused him, of course, but he paid no attention.”
She went on, telling him about her panic when Hugh threatened to sell the school and the plan she'd conceived out of desperation. ”I had to agree, Kenny. I can't let him close St. Gert's. But I can't marry him, either.”
Warming to her topic, she described her plan to scandalize Beddington just enough so that he would call off the engagement. When she was finally finished, Kenny stared at her for a moment, then walked over to the nearest picnic table and slumped down on the bench. ”When you mentioned you haven't had a normal s.e.x life, exactly what did you mean?”
She couldn't believe that was the only thing he'd picked up on. ”Is that all you can say after everything I've told you?”
”First things first.”
The two young boys who'd been chasing each other darted into the trees. ”I never said I hadn't had a normal s.e.x life.”
”You implied it. Now, exactly what kind of abnormality are we talking about here?”
”Nothing! We're not talking about anything.”
”You're not a secret dominatrix, are you?”
”Don't be ridiculous!”
”You already said you're not a lesbian, and I'm p.r.o.ne to believe you. Foot fetish?”
”No!”
”A m.a.s.o.c.h.i.s.t?”
”Don't be absurd.”
”s.a.d.i.s.t?”
”This is rubbish.”
His eyes narrowed. ”You tell me right this second you're not a pedophile.”
”Oh, for G.o.d's sake, I'm a virgin virgin!”
Silence.
Her cheeks grew hot. ”Go on, then! Laugh! I know you want to.”
”Let me get my breath back first.” His eyes drifted to her b.r.e.a.s.t.s. ”How does anybody get to be your age and stay a virgin?”
”It just happened, that's all. I didn't intend for it to turn out this way.” She shot her chin a bit higher. ”I was busy, and I'm not good with men.”
”That's because you're too d.a.m.ned bossy.”