Part 4 (2/2)
Milly knew nothing, guessed, divined nothing.
”Why, what else can it be?” she said.
”What does _he_ think?”
”He doesn't think. He can't account for it. He says himself it's miraculous.”
”Perhaps,” said Agatha, ”it is.”
They were silent a moment over the wonder of it.
”I can't get over it,” said Milly, presently. ”It's so odd that it should make all that difference. I could understand it if it had worked that way at first. But it didn't. Think of him yesterday. And yet--if it isn't the place, what is it? What is it?”
Agatha did not answer. She wasn't going to tell Milly what it was. If she did Milly wouldn't believe her, and Milly's unbelief might work against it. It might prove, for all she knew, an inimical, disastrous power.
”Come and see for yourself.” Milly spoke as if it had been Agatha who doubted.
They turned again towards the house. Powell had come out and was in the garden, leaning on the gate. They could see how right he was by the mere fact of his being there, presenting himself like that to the vivid light.
He opened the gate for them, raising his hat and smiling as they came.
His face witnessed to the wonder worked on him. The colour showed clean, purged of his taint. His eyes were candid and pure under brows smoothed by sleep.
As they went in he stood for a moment in the open doorway and looked at the view, admiring the river and the green valley, and the bare upland fields under the wood. He had always had (it was part of his rare quality) a prodigious capacity for admiration.
”My G.o.d,” he said, ”how beautiful the world is!”
He looked at Milly. ”And all _that_ isn't a patch on my wife.”
He looked at her with tenderness and admiration, and the look was the flower, the perfection of his sanity.
Milly drew in her breath with a little sound like a sob. Her joy was so great that it was almost unbearable.
Then he looked at Agatha and admired the green gown she wore. ”You don't know,” he said, ”how exquisitely right you are.”
She smiled. She knew how exquisitely right _he_ was.
CHAPTER FIVE
Night after night she continued, and without an effort. It was as easy as drawing your breath; it was indeed the breath you drew. She found that she had no longer to devote hours to Harding Powell, any more than she gave hours to Rodney; she could do his business in moments, in points of inappreciable time. It was as if from night to night the times swung together and made one enduring timeless time. For the process belonged to a region that was not of times or time.
She wasn't afraid, then, of not giving enough time to it, but she _was_ afraid of omitting it altogether. She knew that every intermission would be followed by a relapse, and Harding's state did not admit of any relapses.
Of course, if time _had_ counted, if the thing was measurable, she would have been afraid of losing hold of Rodney Lanyon. She held him now by a single slender thread, and the thread was Bella. She ”worked” it regularly now through Bella. He was bound to be all right as long as Bella was; for his possibilities of suffering were thus cut off at their source. Besides, it was the only way to preserve the purity of her intention, the flawlessness of the crystal.
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