Part 29 (1/2)

”Yes, I hope he will be in a better mood for dinner, for he makes most entertaining conversation when he is feeling lively. Now, you and I have some things to discuss before we greet our other guests. I read with interest some time ago of your adventure. That incident at the polling place has won us no small share of votes, sir. You are now famed as the Tory Tobacco Man, and you serve as a living idol to the differences between our two parties. Your rescue of Dogmill's sister has become very well known and celebrated, and though you stood up for a Whig canva.s.ser, you have much gratified your own party.” He paused for a breath. ”Nevertheless, I have given the matter some thought, and it is unclear what you were doing canva.s.sing for Hertcomb in the first place.”

”I did not engage in any actual canva.s.sing,” I explained, feeling like a schoolboy who had been caught at some silly infraction. ”I merely attended the canva.s.s. I am, after all, friends with Miss Dogmill.”

”There can be no friends in politics,” Melbury said to me. ”Not outside of one's party, and certainly not during an election year.”

I ought not to have shown my teeth, but I'd begun to grow weary of Melbury and his belief that I lived to serve him. His forcing my hand with that bill collector, Miller, had soured me not a little. And, I a.s.sured myself, no man but a toadeater would fail to let forth his indignation at this usage. ”Perhaps there can be no friends in politics,” I said softly. ”But I remind you that I am myself not running for the House and might be friends with whom I please.”

”Just so,” Melbury agreed affably, perhaps now fearing he had been too critical. ”I just do not like to see you succ.u.mbing to the enemies' wiles, even if the enemy uses a handsome sister to do his bidding.”

”What?” I exclaimed. ”Do you say that Miss Dogmill's interest in my company is only to serve her brother?”

Melbury laughed again. ”Why, of course. What did you think? Is there some other reason why she should suddenly attach herself to a Tory enemy of her brother's at the very moment of the election? Come, sir. You must know that Miss Dogmill is a fine-looking woman with a handsome fortune. There are countless men in the metropolis who should like to have achieved what you have achieved so easily. Do you think there is no reason for your success?”

”I think there is a reason,” I said, somewhat heatedly, though I could not fully account for the rise in my pa.s.sions. I only knew that, absurd though it might be, I took some umbrage that Matthew Evans had been insulted. ”The reason is that the lady likes me.”

I think Melbury felt that he had pushed the matter too far, for he put a hand on my shoulder and laughed warmly. ”And why should she not? I only say you must be careful, sir, that Mr. Dogmill does not try to use your fondness for his sister to his advantage.”

This was not not what he had been saying, but I saw no point in pressing the matter and let him retreat comfortably. ”I understand what Dogmill is,” I said. ”I shall most certainly be careful of him.” what he had been saying, but I saw no point in pressing the matter and let him retreat comfortably. ”I understand what Dogmill is,” I said. ”I shall most certainly be careful of him.”

”Very good.” He refilled his goblet and drank down half of it at once. ”I asked you here tonight, Mr. Evans, because, in speaking with some of the more important party men, it has come to my understanding that no one has much familiarity with you. I know that you are new to London, so I wondered if you might not relish the chance to make some valuable acquaintance in the party.”

”You are very kind,” I a.s.sured him.

”No one would deny it. However, there is something I would ask in return. When we first met, you made certain allegations to me regarding the men down on the docks and their connection to Mr. Dogmill. I may not have been wise to dismiss what you had to say, for these porters I understand have become instrumental in the riots against our cause. But you will find that I am willing to listen to you now.”

It was generous that he should choose to listen, but I had not any idea what I would say. One of the liabilities of this false persona was that I was often asked to fabricate information at a moment's notice, and I found it difficult to keep all my lies clear in my head. ”I don't know what more I can tell you,” I began, as I tried to recall what I had told him in the first place-something to do with Dogmill paying out the customs men, I believe. ”You told me that what I had to say is known to all.”

”I don't doubt, I don't doubt. However, I should point out to you that this election season is nearly a third gone. With the riots dispersed, I should be able to salvage my lead, but I should like to have some more ammunition at my disposal if I can. So if you have something to say, I beg you say it now.”

I was about to make another denial or repeat what I had already told him of Dogmill, but then another idea came into my head. I had, up until now, been nothing but the most ardent of Melbury's supporters, and I could not but see that he recognized my loyalty. But in the same way that a man begins to despise a woman who offers him no resistance, I wondered if Melbury began to think the less of me for the ease with which he had used me. I therefore decided to apply to the situation some feminine wiles.

I shook my head. ”I wish I could tell you more,” I said, ”but it would be premature to speak. I can only promise you this, sir. I am at this moment in possession of information that would destroy Mr. Hertcomb, but I fear it might harm your side as well. I must seek out more details in order to reveal that Hertcomb is the villain here and no one else.”

Melbury drained his gla.s.s and refilled it without looking to see if I required more (which, I recall with some pain, I did). ”What do you mean by this? It could destroy Hertcomb and harm me? I have no idea of what you speak.”

”I have hardly any more idea myself. That is why you must be content for me to wait until I have the information I require.”

He squinted at me. ”You speak like a Gypsy fortune-teller, Mr. Evans, with your cryptic promises.”

”I shall speak more when I can.”

He darkened. ”d.a.m.n it, Evans, speak now or you'll know what it means to defy me.”

I faced him and would not avert my eye. ”Then I suppose I shall know what it means to defy you. For you see, Mr. Melbury, I honor you and the Tory party too much to deliver unto you something that might do you more harm than good. And I would rather you hate me than see me as the source of difficulty.”

He waved a hand in the air. ”Oh, bother it! I suppose I ought to let you do as you see best. You have already served my campaign marvelous good, and all that by only being yourself. But I hope you will not hesitate to let me know if I may a.s.sist you in your labors.”

”I am most grateful,” I said.

All seemed, once more, easy between us, but I did not entirely believe the performance. Melbury was uncommonly agitated. Though the riots at the polling place appeared to have quieted, and had done so with the Tory lead still intact, there was still adequate reason for concern.

He placed his hand on the doork.n.o.b but then halted and turned to me. ”One more thing,” he said. ”I know it is a delicate matter, so I will have my say and it will be finished. You do not like that I suggest alternative motives for Miss Dogmill, and there is no reason why you should like it if you are fond of the lady. I will only say that even if her heart is pure and her morals are beyond reproach, you must recall that she is subject to her brother's poison and perhaps even her brother's subtle directions. She might harm you in a thousand ways without even knowing she does so. I ask you to be cautious.”

I had already swallowed enough of his suggestions about Miss Dogmill, and wished to hear no more. I attempted to hide my resentment, but I could feel my face reddening. ”I will keep your caution in mind.”

”And if you will not keep that in mind, keep this: I knew her when she was but a child, and I will swear upon any Bible you might choose that she used to be enormous fat.”

I could only presume that Miriam had been advised of the guest list, for she showed not the slightest hint of surprise when she saw me from across the dinner table. She did, however, flash me a look of anger. It was fleeting, and no one would have thought anything more than that she might have had a burst of toothache or some similar pain. I understood her meaning well enough, however: I should never have accepted her husband's invitation. could only presume that Miriam had been advised of the guest list, for she showed not the slightest hint of surprise when she saw me from across the dinner table. She did, however, flash me a look of anger. It was fleeting, and no one would have thought anything more than that she might have had a burst of toothache or some similar pain. I understood her meaning well enough, however: I should never have accepted her husband's invitation.

And I should not have. Would I have respected her comfort and her unstated wishes had not my very life been in the balance? Most likely, for increasingly Miss Dogmill had come to fill the void in my heart that Miriam had left. It still pained me to look at Miriam, I still winced with longing at the way she laughed or held a knife or dusted a piece of lint off her sleeve. All of these little things retained their baffling magic, but they were no longer devastating. I could watch Miriam and not want to seek out the nearest bottle and drink myself senseless. I could endure her charms. I could even think fondly of them, and of her, and of the promise of love between us that had seemed so real that some days I could have been no less surprised at the absence of her love than I would have been by the absence of my arms and legs.

But that promise was gone. I had long understood this, but I now came to believe believe it. And though I knew I might proceed with other matters-those of the heart and otherwise-there was a sadness in my acceptance, a sadness that was perhaps even more profound than the sadness of loss I had felt every day when I lived in inconsolable longing. I understood now, finally, as I sat at the table, that all hope for me and Miriam was gone. Her husband would not simply disappear, as I had somehow, in my core, believed he might. Instead I saw things as they were: She was married and a Christian, and I sat in her formal dining room pretending to be a man I was not, putting her marriage at risk. She was right to glower at me. She would have been right to knock me in the head with a pot of boiled chicken. I wished I could tell her so, but I knew this desire too came because I sought my own comfort, not hers. it. And though I knew I might proceed with other matters-those of the heart and otherwise-there was a sadness in my acceptance, a sadness that was perhaps even more profound than the sadness of loss I had felt every day when I lived in inconsolable longing. I understood now, finally, as I sat at the table, that all hope for me and Miriam was gone. Her husband would not simply disappear, as I had somehow, in my core, believed he might. Instead I saw things as they were: She was married and a Christian, and I sat in her formal dining room pretending to be a man I was not, putting her marriage at risk. She was right to glower at me. She would have been right to knock me in the head with a pot of boiled chicken. I wished I could tell her so, but I knew this desire too came because I sought my own comfort, not hers.

There were perhaps a dozen guests at the table that night, Tories of no small importance and their wives. Dinner was interesting and lively. Much discussion of the election took place, including the role of the mysterious Mr. Weaver, for here was a lively topic, and the wine had been poured with uncommon generosity, so perhaps the less attentive diners neither noticed nor cared of their hosts' displeasure. No one showed any sign of recalling that Miriam had once belonged to the nation of Hebrews.

”I find the whole thing utterly amazing,” said Mr. Peac.o.c.k, Melbury's effusive election agent. ”That this rogue Jew-just the sort of person we might have all argued ought to be hanged, even prior to his being found guilty of murder-should emerge as so amiable a spokesman for our cause.”

”He is hardly a spokesman,” said Mr. Gray, a writer for the Tory papers. ”He does not do much speaking. It is the rabble who speak for him, which is mightily good since these Jews are famous for being inarticulate, and their accents are most comical.”

”You may be confusing the true accent of the Jews with that portrayed on the stage by comedians,” said the bishop, who appeared to be in better spirits than when we had met earlier. ”I have met with my share of Jews over the years, and many of them speak with the accents of Spaniards.”

”Am I to understand that a Spaniard's accent is not comical?” asked Mr. Gray. ”I must tell you this is news indeed.”

”Many Jews have no accent at all,” said Melbury somewhat dourly, for he was in the awkward position of having to defend his wife while ardently hoping no one recollected her origins and became aware that he was now cast in the role of defender.

”It is hardly their accents that need concern us. But this Weaver fellow, Melbury. You cannot love having your name yoked to his.”

”I love that he gets me votes. In truth,” he said pointedly, ”he gets me far more votes gratis than those men I pay to get them.”

Mr. Peac.o.c.k blushed not a little. ”It is a fine thing to get votes, but must we get them any way we can? Mr. Dogmill gets votes for his man by sending rioters to the polls.”

”Surely,” said the bishop, ”you do not think it harmful that Mr. Melbury merely raises no objection when the rabble idolize him in the same breath with which they idolize Weaver? What would you have him say, Continue your praise of me, but no longer praise that other man you like Continue your praise of me, but no longer praise that other man you like? We shall see how the mob likes their support being served with that that sauce.” sauce.”

”But if Mr. Melbury is asked to answer for his endors.e.m.e.nt later,” Gray pressed on, ”it could prove something of an embarra.s.sment. I say, if in the final days of the election you have a clear and decisive victory, it will be time to disavow the Jew. You do not want your enemies in the House using it against you.”

”Mr. Gray may have a point,” the bishop conceded. ”When you stand up to speak out against privileges being handed out to Jews and dissenters and atheists while the Church is starved, you do not want to give your enemies ammunition. You do not want to hear it said that you speak pretty words for a man voted in on the coattails of a murdering Jew.”

I cannot claim to have concealed my discomfort perfectly during this exchange, but uneasy though I was, I would not have traded my place for that of Melbury or Miriam. At least I was in disguise. The crowd at this table insulted their true lives freely and cruelly, and almost certainly ignorantly. I could see that his wife's dubious past was a heavy burden for Mr. Melbury to bear. Each mention of Weaver Weaver and and Jews Jews made him wince and redden and drink from his gla.s.s to hide his discomfort. Miriam, for her part, turned paler with each comment, though I could not say if her ill ease was born of shame, her concern for me, or her observations of her husband's displeasure. made him wince and redden and drink from his gla.s.s to hide his discomfort. Miriam, for her part, turned paler with each comment, though I could not say if her ill ease was born of shame, her concern for me, or her observations of her husband's displeasure.

Soon enough, a new topic of conversation was on the table. Miriam slumped in her chair with visible relief, but not her husband. He remained stiff, holding himself with unnatural erectness. He gripped his knife until his hand turned crimson. He bit his lip and gritted his teeth. I could not think he could stay in this state long, but he did for more than half an hour, until the other guests could not but discern that their host had become angry and sullen, and an uncomfortable silence crept across the table like a plague. We endured this awkward state for ten excruciating minutes, and our discomfort only broke when, during the somber dessert, a servant jostled a bowl full of pears, sending a half dozen or so onto the floor.

Melbury slammed his hand down at the table and turned to his wife. ”What the devil is this, Mary?” he shouted. ”Did I not order that fellow to be gone two weeks ago? Why is he now scattering pears on my floor? Why is he here? Why? Why?” And with each why? why? he would slap his palm down, sending our plates and goblets and silver rattling as though there were an earthquake. he would slap his palm down, sending our plates and goblets and silver rattling as though there were an earthquake.

Miriam stared at him. She flushed and reddened, but she did not look down or turn away. Her lips quivered, and I knew she longed to give him an answer, but perhaps she had nothing to say that he wanted to hear, and so she remained quiet. She said nothing while he slammed the tabled and shouted out his question. Gla.s.ses rattled and silver c.h.i.n.ked, and far more than a few pears nearly bounced onto the floor. But still he slammed and shouted until I thought I would go mad with rage.

And then I heard a voice say, ”Enough, Melbury.”