Chapter - 532 Refusing to Acknowledge Zhang As Husband (9) (1/2)
Listening to the lyrics of this song, Zhou Zhiruo's hand, which held his slightly trembled. In a low voice she said, ”Zhang Zhenren brought me to Emei Pai. He had my well-being in his mind. But if he, Senior, took me under his wings on the Wudang Mountain, letting me be a disciple of Wudang, everything today would be entirely different. Ay, it is not that En Shi [benevolent master] was not good to me, but … but she forced me to make that evil oath, wanted me to abhor the Ming Cult, wanted me to hate you and harm you, while in my heart … in all honesty …”
Zhang Wuji was rather touched to hear the sincerity in her voice; he understood she indeed have many difficulties, all sorts of vicious matters, mostly because she honored Miejue Shitai's last words. Seeing that she was also very scared, his compassion to her grew one layer deeper.
The night breeze blew gently on the mountain road, transmitting faint fragrance of wild flowers around them. It was early summer, the night was clear. With a beautiful girl pouring out her heart so close to him, Zhang Wuji could not stop his heart from beating faster. Moreover, when he helped her driving out the poison on that little island, they were flesh-and-skin close. She had shown him kindness in the past, and she was engaged to him once. All of these had made his heart confused and he was at a loss.
”Wuji Gege,” Zhou Zhiruo continued, ”In Haozhou that day, when you were just about to get married to me, why did as soon as Miss Zhao bid you, you immediately come with her? Do you really love her with all your heart?”
”I was just about to tell you what happened that day,” Zhang Wuji replied, ”Why don't we stop and sit for a while?” He pointed to a big rock by the side of the road.
”No,” Zhou Zhiruo said, ”At this moment, my heart is in turmoil, I won't be able to listen to you. Let us walk quietly for a moment longer before talking about that.”
Zhang Wuji nodded. He followed her wander around, seemingly aimlessly. Zhou Zhiruo led him through a small path and walked for four, five 'li's before she finally said, ”All right, you can tell me.” She walked toward a large mountain rock in front of a clump of bushes. The two of them sat side by side.
Thereupon Zhang Wuji told her how Zhao Min had in her hand a bunch of Xie Xun's golden hair, which leave him no choice but to walk away, and everything else that happened afterwards. Zhou Zhiruo listened from start to finish, and then for half a day she did not say anything.
”Zhiruo, do you blame me?” Zhang Wuji asked.
Choking, Zhou Zhiruo said, ”I have done so many wrong things, I can only blame myself, why would I blame you?”
Zhang Wuji gently stroked her shoulder and said in a tender voice, ”In this world, mistakes arise out of circumstances. Things are difficult to anticipate. You must not be excessively heartbroken.”