Part 6 (1/2)
Hope.
”Break her in first,” he said. ”Break her in easy.”
As per instructions, or rather instructions based on his own suggestions to a boss he was beginning to suspect of either senility or just plain absent-mindedness, Phil occupied the first five hours of his first s.h.i.+ft cruising Crick City in the department's patrol-vehicle. It was a decent ride-a new white Chevy Cavalier-with a standard Visibar, cage, Lecco gun-rack, and commo gear. For some hotdog reason, Mullins also had a Smith & Wesson tear gas gun locked in the trunk, plus an AR-15 with what looked like a quality scope-but, of course, no ammo. Phil called in 10-8 with Susan, the snooty dispatcher, then went about his patrol, cruising the local TA's-TA's were private businesses-the few small apartment complexes, and the trailer parks. He also ran by Chuck's Diner, Hulls General Store, the farm supply before they closed, and Hodge's tiny mart, which was the only thing close to a mall that Crick City would ever have. He stayed away from Sallee's on purpose. There's a new cop in town, and I'm sure not going to broadcast that, he determined.
But driving through the town at large filled him with something almost akin to sentimentality. Yes, this was quite different from the city. It was s.p.a.cious, laid back, lazy. Long open roads, rolling hills and meadows, plush woods- So why did he feel so uneasy?
New job jitters, he tried to tell himself. But he knew it was a lie.
It was the memory that he'd been burying for most of his life...
Was the House really out there?
Did it really exist, or was it just something he'd imagined all those years ago?
He'd tried to forget about it-and he had-until...
Until I came back here.
The sedate hum of the engine merged with his resistance-memory was hypnotizing him, seducing him like a t.i.ttering sprite on his shoulder, and then- Christ, no...
-slim shards of the imagery glittered back in the eye of his mind. It was a child's eye, wasn't it? A sputtering, nightmarish bogeyman flashback of a terrified little boy: ...no...
Open doorways.
Slats of sunlight cutting through sluggish darkness.
Then that same darkness...began to move.
He could see things there. Shapes. Moaning. Moving. In the thin tines of sunlight, he could see- People...
Flashes of faces.
Flashes of flesh.
A twisted hand here, a crooked bare foot there.
Squirming o's of mouths opening, closing, gasping. Lines of drool swinging off cleft chins, and tongues struggling like fat pink sea worms between rows of broken teeth. And- ...G.o.d, no...
Phil pulled over onto the shoulder, squeezing his eyes shut against the mudslide of images. His stomach felt shriveled to a prune-sized clot, and pain raged at his temples...
You never saw any of it! he screamed at himself. It wasn't real! It was all hallucination!
But as hard as he tried to convince himself of that, he knew he would never be sure.
Phil went in the back way to change, then popped into the common room. ”I-” he began.
Susan, the dispatcher, frowned in dismay. ”Your s.h.i.+ft doesn't end till eight in the morning,” she told him. ”What are you doing in civilian clothes?”
”I'm staking out Sallee's for a little while,” Phil bluntly replied.
”Oh, yeah? Says who?”
”Says Chief Mullins. You know, for a dispatcher, you're not very well informed.”
Her frown deepened. ”Well, how can I be informed unless you inform me?”
”I'm informing you now,” Phil said.
Susan hesitated, putting up her book. Now she was reading a text called Forensics 1994. ”The chief didn't tell me anything about you going undercover to Sallee's tonight.”
Phil sighed. Organization, yes sir.”Actually, Susan, I'm making the whole thing up. I'm gonna go drink beer and watch strippers on the clock.”
”That wouldn't surprise me. Sallee's is probably your kind of place.” She paused again, tapping her finger against the lit transmitter. ”I don't know about this. I better check with the chief.”
”Go ahead,” Phil invited. ”I'm sure he wouldn't mind at all being woken up at one in the morning by a dispatcher who doesn't even have enough initiative to inquire about any daily SOP changes.”
”a.s.shole,” she said, glaring through blond bangs.
”Hey, that's my middle name. Look, you go ahead and do what you want. Call the chief, call the mayor and the town council. You can even call the Little Mermaid and Steven Spielberg if you want, but I'm 10-6 to Sallee's.”
”Don't forget your radio.”
Phil held up the Motorola portable. ”What's this look like? A toilet tank cover? Log me in 10-6,” he snapped and left the station.
G.o.d, she gets on my nerves! Phil got into his Malibu, updated his DOR, and pulled out. How come she hates me?the question nagged. Sure, he was new, and cop folks routinely took a while accepting new hires, but-Christ, she acts like I p.i.s.sed on her dog. Must be a permanent case of PMS.
Or- Maybe it's me, he considered. Maybe it's my karma or something. Phil could recognize no reason at all for Susan to treat him with such ill-will, but he had to admit women seldom took to him, and he never knew why. He'd had his share of relations.h.i.+ps during his time on Metro. Yeah, and they all went bust, with me looking like the heavy. But maybe he was the heavy. The longest one had lasted maybe eight months, and by the end of it they were arguing worse than the schmucks on Crossfire. Be real, Phil, he ordered himself. It was easy to be real about one's self when driving alone at just past 1 a.m. Self-realization, man. There's something about you that rubs women the wrong way. Maybe she's right. Maybe I am an a.s.shole.
On that note, he decided that self-realization might not be the best thing to ponder right now. Why rub your face in your own s.h.i.+t if you don't have to? he reasoned. Worry about Sallee's, Natter, the PCP ring-that's what you're here for. Not to bellyache to yourself about why women act like you're the Boston Strangler.
Around the next bend, the great lighted sign flashed: KRAZY SALLEE'S. Gravel popped under the tires as he pulled into the lot and hunted for a strategic place to park. Certainly the beat-up Malibu wouldn't be conspicuous, but some guy parked right up front with a portable police radio would be. He edged into a s.p.a.ce toward the back which afforded a pretty wide survey of the building and the lot.
Plates, he reminded himself. All he wanted to do the first few nights was get a log of all the vehicles that remained in the lot till past closing, descriptions, tag numbers, physical makes on the owners, then compare them at the end of the week and see who the regulars were. He also wanted the tags of any out-of-state vehicles. This would be slow, but slow was the only way to start.
Pickup truck paradise, he thought. Half the vehicles occupying the lot were, unsurprisingly, pickups in various states of bad repair. The rest were equally beat cars like the Malibu, and a smattering of souped hot rods. No, this ain't the parking lot at the Hyatt-Regency, he joked and began jotting down tag numbers with his lit CRP ”NitePen.” He'd also brought a tiny pair of Bushnell 7x50's with a zoom for the plates out of eyeshot. This didn't take long, which left him with nothing to do but watch blue-jeaned and T-s.h.i.+rted patrons come and go. He guessed last call would come at about one-thirty, then the lot would clear out and he could see what was left. Weed out the louts, he thought. Whoever's still here are the folks to check out.
Boredom set in quick.
Undecipherable C&W boomed through the lot each time someone left. Most who left were clearly drunk, harping about the ”hot babes.” Many saw fit to urinate between cars before leaving. If I had a nickel for every redneck I've seen p.i.s.s in public tonight, Phil reflected, I could probably fill my gas tank with high-octane. He tried to divert his thoughts, but every time he did, they kept roving back to himself: the topic of the evening.
Working in Crick City would never earn him a silver star, but at least it was a job and one that fit his college and career goals. So he supposed he should be grateful. Beats sudsing fenders at Lucky's Carwash. Despite Dign.a.z.io's frame at Metro, Phil realized things could be worse-a lot worse. It didn't even matter that no one here would ever believe he'd been set up. At least he was working, at least he was getting a paycheck for something more fulfilling than punching a clock at the yarn factory. Lots of people these days didn't have jobs at all.
So what am I moping for?