Part 23 (1/2)
”Which of us, may I ask, do you prefer?”
”Why, I love you both, Robert.”
”Do you go to him at night?”
”Robert. What a rude question.”
”Rude or not, do you?”
”Of course not.”
”But then you're not coming to my room, either.”
”You feel terrible. You've told me yourself. You're too weak. You've had a h.e.l.lish experience.”
”I'm getting stronger.”
”Well, if that's what you want, then I shall come tonight.”
After dinner, Florry read on his balcony until dark. He was in an odd mood, and thought he might write. He had not thought of writing in some time, when once it had been all he lived for. In his kit, he found paper and pen. He filled the pen and faced the blank paper.
”I came to Spain,” he began, ”in the beginning of January 1937 because I wished at last to take a stand against Fascism and Spain seemed to be the only place avail-”
Rot, he thought.
I came to Spain, he thought, because a b.l.o.o.d.y British major said he'd throw my precious hide into Scrubs if I didn't. When I got here, much to my ignorant surprise, there was a war on and I'm right in the middle.
He wrote on the page, slowly, and with much deliberation, ”I hate Holly-Browning, I hate Holly-Browning.”
Then he crossed it out and wrote the truth.
”I hate Julian Raines.”
He looked at his watch. There was a knock on the door. Florry quickly tore up the piece of paper, and felt embarra.s.sed and silly.
He wondered why Sylvia was so early.
”Stinky, get you out here, for G.o.d's sake,” came Julian's cry through the door. ”You'll never guess who's here! You've b.l.o.o.d.y got got to see this!” to see this!”
”G.o.d, Julian-”
”This instant instant, old son!”
Florry threw open the door and discovered himself face to face with a man of aching familiarity. There, chunky and self-effacing, stood a young man in the uniform of a Republican captain. Then Florry placed the face and the body and made the discovery that it was the officer Comrade Steinbach had executed on the flatbed truck at La Granja.
”Salud, comrade,” said the captain, kissing him.
21.
THE HOSPITAL.
EVEN IN TARRAGONA, IT HAD CHANGED, LEVITSKY picked it up immediately; a change, somehow, in the air. Certain fas.h.i.+ons had altered: the mono, for example, was no longer the garment of the day. Fas.h.i.+onable people dressed for dinner. Motorcars had been freed from their garages: everybody who was anybody had a s.h.i.+ny black auto. The revolutionary slogans had somewhat faded. A different feeling gripped the city. picked it up immediately; a change, somehow, in the air. Certain fas.h.i.+ons had altered: the mono, for example, was no longer the garment of the day. Fas.h.i.+onable people dressed for dinner. Motorcars had been freed from their garages: everybody who was anybody had a s.h.i.+ny black auto. The revolutionary slogans had somewhat faded. A different feeling gripped the city.
The POUM and the radical Anarcho-Syndicalists no longer articulated the spirit of the times; they seemed, somehow, on the run themselves. Instead, the PSUC, the Communist Party of Catalonia, which six months earlier had some five hundred members, was the new gang at the top, swollen with members.h.i.+p and influence and ties to the government. The new slogan seemed to sum it all up: ”First the war, then the revolution.”
Koba knew: he didn't want radical regimes spouting off like absurd tea kettles. The truth is, Koba isn't revolutionary at all, that's all illusion. He's a realist, a cynic. Koba wants there to be only one revolution, in Russia, his own.
Levitsky sat in a seedy, dark seaside bar just off the Ramblas and could see a group of bitter young POUMistas in their suddenly outre monos sitting in the gloom, trying to figure out over tinto tinto what was happening. Why were they denounced on the radio, called traitors in the posters, followed ominously by NKVD and SIM goons, eavesdropped upon, wiretapped, strip-searched, hounded? Murdered? what was happening. Why were they denounced on the radio, called traitors in the posters, followed ominously by NKVD and SIM goons, eavesdropped upon, wiretapped, strip-searched, hounded? Murdered?
It was beginning. Koba's emissaries had prepared well. Whatever Glasanov's failures in apprehending Levitsky-that sure death sentence if it leaked out-the man was a professional when it came to organizing terror.
His drink arrived. The schnapps was minty, sweet, almost smoky. If I ever truly become an old man, I'll do nothing except fuss over chess problems and drink peppermint schnapps. I will drink a lot of peppermint schnapps.
He looked at his watch. It was close to one. All right, old man, time to move.
Finis.h.i.+ng the schnapps, he remembered a time when he didn't need schnapps for courage: his beliefs had been enough. But that was when he was a young man.
He stepped out into the salt air, blinking at the hot sunlight. It was so temperate here; June was a lovely month. Taking a breath, he headed up the street, turned left, and walked another two blocks. He came after a time to the graveyard. The markers, white, without ornamentation, looked fresh as baby's teeth against the gra.s.s. He walked in. It was completely quiet. Levitsky walked the ranks of the dead and came to graves that looked freshest.
”So many,” a voice said.
Levitsky turned, to face an old man.
”Are you the caretaker?”
”Yes, senor. The boys who die at night in the hospital are brought here in the morning.”
”Yes, I know,” said Levitsky.
”You are perhaps looking for a certain person?”
”No. I meant merely to pay my respects to the fallen.”
”So many. I hope they die in a good cause.”
One has, thought Levitsky.
He walked back, stopping once to rest. Getting old. An Asalto gave him a curious look but let him pa.s.s. When he reached the hospital, he went in.
”What business, have you, sir?” asked the nurse. Another young German Jew, she did not call him comrade anymore.
”I seek after my son. His name is Braunstein. Joseph. He was fighting with the Thaelmann Column, but I have been told he was wounded.”
”Just a moment, please.”