Part 18 (1/2)
”Them are Mr. John and Mr. James, Madam's two sons. They's both of them dead now,” said the butler. ”At least, Mr. James is, I'm sure. He died two years ago. But you better come right up. Madam will be wondering.”
She followed the old man up the velvet-shod stairs that gave back no sound from footfall, and pondered as she went. Then that was her father, that boy with the beautiful face and the heavy wavy hair tossed back from his forehead, and the haughty, imperious, don't-care look. And here was where he had lived. Here amid all this luxury.
Like a flash came the quick contrast of the home in which he had died, and a great wave of reverence for her father rolled over her. From such a home and such surroundings it would not have been strange if he had grown weary of the rough life out West, and deserted his wife, who was beneath him in station. But he had not. He had stayed by her all the years. True, he had not been of much use to her, and much of the time had been but a burden and anxiety; but he had stayed and loved her--when he was sober. She forgave him his many trying ways, his faultfindings with her mother's many little blunders--no wonder, when he came from this place.
The butler tapped on a door at the head of the stairs, and a maid swung it open.
”Why, you're not the girl Mrs. Sands sent the other day,” said a querulous voice from a ma.s.s of lace-ruffled pillows on the great bed.
”I am Elizabeth,” said the girl, as if that were full explanation.
”Elizabeth? Elizabeth who? I don't see why she sent another girl. Are you sure you will understand the directions? They're very particular, for I want my frock ready for to-night without fail.” The woman sat up, leaning on one elbow. Her lace nightgown and pale-blue silk dressing-sack fell away from a round white arm that did not look as if it belonged to a very old lady. Her gray hair was becomingly arranged, and she was extremely pretty, with small features. Elizabeth looked and marvelled. Like a flash came the vision of the other grandmother at the wash-tub. The contrast was startling.
”I am Elizabeth Bailey,” said the girl quietly, as if she would break a piece of hard news gently. ”My father was your son John.”
”The idea!” said the new grandmother, and promptly fell back upon her pillows with her hand upon her heart. ”John, John, my little John. No one has mentioned his name to me for years and years. He never writes to me.”
She put up a lace-trimmed handkerchief, and sobbed.
”Father died five years ago,” said Elizabeth.
”You wicked girl!” said the maid. ”Can't you see that Madam can't bear such talk? Go right out of the room!” The maid rushed up with smelling-salts and a gla.s.s of water, and Elizabeth in distress came and stood by the bed.
”I'm sorry I made you feel bad, grandmother,” she said when she saw that the fragile, childish creature on the bed was recovering somewhat.
”What right have you to call me that? Grandmother, indeed! I'm not so old as that. Besides, how do I know you belong to me? If John is dead, your mother better look after you. I'm sure I'm not responsible for you. It's her business. She wheedled John away from his home, and carried him off to that awful West, and never let him write to me. She has done it all, and now she may bear the consequences. I suppose she has sent you here to beg, but she has made a mistake. I shall not have a thing to do with her of her children.”
”Grandmother!” Elizabeth's eyes flashed as they had done to the other grandmother a few hours before. ”You must not talk so. I won't hear it. I wouldn't let Grandmother Brady talk about my father, and you can't talk so about mother. She was my mother, and I loved her, and so did father love her; and she worked hard to keep him and take care of him when he drank years and years, and didn't have any money to help her. Mother was only eighteen when she married father, and you ought not to blame her. She didn't have a nice home like this. But she was good and dear, and now she is dead. Father and mother are both dead, and all the other children. A man killed my brother, and then as soon as he was buried he came and wanted me to go with him. He was an awful man, and I was afraid, and took my brother's horse and ran away. I rode all this long way because I was afraid of that man, and I wanted to get to some of my own folks, who would love me, and let me work for them, and let me go to school and learn something. But I wish now I had stayed out there and died. I could have lain down in the sage-brush, and a wild beast would have killed me perhaps, and that would be a great deal better than this; for Grandmother Brady does not understand, and you do not want me; but in my Father's house in heaven there are many mansions, and He went to prepare a place for me; so I guess I will go back to the desert, and perhaps He will send for me. Good-by, grandmother.”
Then before the astonished woman in the bed could recover her senses from this remarkable speech Elizabeth turned and walked majestically from the room. She was slight and not very tall, but in the strength of her pride and purity she looked almost majestic to the awestruck maid and the bewildered woman.
Down the stairs walked the girl, feeling that all the wide world was against her. She would never again try to get a friend. She had not met a friend except in the desert. One man had been good to her, and she had let him go away; but he belonged to another woman, and she might not let him stay. There was just one thing to be thankful for. She had knowledge of her Father in heaven, and she knew what Christian Endeavor meant. She could take that with her out into the desert, and no one could take it from her. One wish she had, but maybe that was too much to hope for. If she could have had a Bible of her own! She had no money left. Nothing but her mother's wedding-ring, the papers, and the envelope that had contained the money the man had given her when he left. She could not part with them, unless perhaps some one would take the ring and keep it until she could buy it back. But she would wait and hope.
She walked by the old butler with her hand on her pistol. She did not intend to let any one detain her now. He bowed pleasantly, and opened the door for her, however; and she marched down the steps to her horse. But just as she was about to mount and ride away into the unknown where no grandmother, be she Brady or Bailey, would ever be able to search her out, no matter how hard she tried, the door suddenly opened again, and there was a great commotion. The maid and the old butler both flew out, and laid hands upon her. She dropped the bridle, and seized her pistol, covering them both with its black, forbidding nozzle.
They stopped, trembling, but the butler bravely stood his ground. He did not know why he was to detain this extraordinary young person, but he felt sure something wrong. Probably she was a thief, and had taken some of Madam's jewels. He could call the police. He opened his mouth to do so when the maid explained.
”Madam wants you to come back. She didn't understand. She wants to see you and ask about her son. You must come, or you will kill her. She has heart trouble, and you must not excite her.”
Elizabeth put the pistol back into its holster and, picking up the bridle again, fastened it in the ring, saying simply, ”I will come back.”
”What do you want?” she asked abruptly when she returned to the bedroom.
”Don't you know that's a disrespectful way to speak?” asked the woman querulously. ”What did you have to get into a temper for, and go off like that without telling me anything about my son? Sit down, and tell me all about it.”
”I'm sorry, grandmother,” said Elizabeth, sitting down. ”I thought you didn't want me and I better go.”
”Well, the next time wait until I send you. What kind of a thing have you got on, anyway? That's a queer sort of a hat for a girl to wear. Take it off. You look like a rough boy with that on. You make me think of John when he had been out disobeying me.”
Elizabeth took off the offending headgear, and revealed her smoothly parted, thick brown hair in its long braid down her back.
”Why, you're rather a pretty girl if you were fixed up,” said the old lady, sitting up with interest now. ”I can't remember your mother, but I don't think she had fine features like that.”