Chapter 712 (1/2)
Looking at the photos in the newspaper, sun Jingxian's heart is tightly pulled together, especially Kaikai's shallow smile in the photos, just like a knife stabbing her chest.
”Mommy, I can have a boyfriend. Why can't he have a girlfriend?”
Sun Jingxian throws away the newspaper, shrinks into the quilt, and tears instantly wet the quilt.
Originally, she thought that Kaikai would be jealous, sad and come to see her when she went out with other men every day. But after so long, let alone seeing her, she didn't even call.
In the past, he would call his brother to ask about the situation, but now, he doesn't even call his brother. Is it true that he can't keep his fate?
At this time, she can't help complaining about sun Mingchen. If her father didn't stop them, they should be happy today.
”Xiaoxian, didn't you say you loved him for five years? Just give up? ”
Looking at her daughter's advice, sun's mother became more and more angry. She shook the quilt and said.
”Mommy, you forget what Dad said. Do you want to go abroad to enjoy happiness?”
Sun Jingxian sat up in anger. What if she didn't give up? Kaikai already has a girlfriend. Do you want her to go to Huatian and tell Ouyang Mingkai: no girl friend. Is she still in love with him?
So what? Dad that pass can't pass, said how? Besides, it's been more than a month since he was locked up by his father last time. If he has her in his heart, why can't he come to her? If he loves her and sees her with other men, why doesn't he do anything?
All of them are her wishful thinking. Maybe five years ago, he didn't care. He didn't even remember himself. What else did he say about love
”Xiaoxian, don't cry. As long as you like, go after it. Mommy supports you. If your father doesn't agree...”
Mother sun looked at her daughter and said as if she had made up her mind: ”if your father opposes, it's a big deal that I divorce him. Our mother and daughter live together.”
”Mommy, are you really willing to give up your father? Although the couple's property is divided together after divorce, you may not be able to get half of it. ”
Sun Jingxian looks at mommy in shock. For so many years, Mommy is so soft. Now she has the courage to divorce her father?
Is it for her? Or Sun Jingxian looks at Mommy. Suddenly, she has a shocked idea. Does Mommy have someone she likes?
”No, no, I've had enough of this kind of life. Now I think about it, my life is like a puppet. When I'm not married, my parents can do what they say. After marriage, your father says that I can't go east, so I dare not move. Your father says that I can't do it, that I can't do it, so I stay at home obediently...”
As sun's mother said this, her eyes burst into tears. She has lived more than half of her life. Now when she recalls the past, she even has a vague memory.
”Mommy, do you - do you have someone you like?”
Sun Jingxian tentatively asked Mommy, just as mommy said, life is more than half, she had never thought about it before, but now she even has the idea of divorce, who gives her courage?
”No, don't think about it.” After a pause, mother sun sat down beside her daughter, touched her hair and said, ”Mommy can't see your happiness destroyed by your father.”
Sun Jingxian is silent. She always feels that mommy is different from before. She has a different light on her body.
”Mommy, if he has me in his heart and loves me, nothing can stop him. On the contrary, if he doesn't have me in his heart, no matter what I do, it's useless, and I'm afraid -”
”Xiaoxian? You've made such a big change for Ouyang Mingkai. For him to study hard, for him to return to China, and for him to go to Huatian to work, you finally become his girlfriend. Do you want to give up later? ”
But Sun Jingxian looked like a withered flower. She bowed her head and said, ”Mommy, it's easy to be greedy. When I was in London before, I thought, as long as I could see him and say a few words, I would be satisfied.”
Sun Jingxian recalled, with a happy smile on her face, and her mother listened quietly.
”In those five years in London, I didn't dare to waste a little time. I just wanted to be worthy of her. Originally, I wanted to get a doctor's degree, but I was afraid that he would have a girlfriend and forget me. So I came back and saw huatianzhao secretary at that time. Mom, do you know how happy I was at that time?”
Sun Jingxian recalled that time of happiness, happiness, even if did not see Ouyang Mingkai, even if clearly know that he is a single love, or incomparable happiness.
”After I met him, I was desperate to get closer to him. I even refused to let him drive me away But I find that I am more and more greedy... ”
Sun Jingxian said, hugging her knee and sobbing, ”after becoming his girlfriend, although we are together every day, I hope his eyes can stay on me more. I hope he can say that he likes me, loves me, hopes that he can hug me and kiss me every day...”
”Silly daughter, that's because you love him. That's his blessing.” Mother sun cried, listening to her daughter love so hard, good distressed, she held the daughter in the palm of her hand, but there are men who have to suffer this kind of neglect.Sun Jingxian shook her head and said, ”Mommy, maybe I owe him this. If he didn't save me at the beginning, then I might not exist long ago...”
”Daughter, just because of this, it shows that you are predestined. You shouldn't give up like this. Go to see him. You have to make it clear that you are like this now...”
”I've made it clear. It's over.” Sun Jingxian cried.