Part 12 (1/2)
”She's filthy rich, I know. Her family owns a couple of flour mills, and who knows what else. But I don't care a thing about her money. Her father can keep all of it. I just want Sally.”
”That's very n.o.ble, but how will you ever afford to keep Sally in the style to which she's accustomed? I mean, Hilltop is nice, but it's nothing like this.”
Jonathan wasn't listening. He had spotted Sally, greeting her guests in the soaring entrance hall. Behind her, a sweeping staircase decked in candles and greenery seemed to float toward the second floor with nothing supporting it.
”Isn't she beautiful?” Jonathan sighed.
She was. Sally St. John wore a magnificent gown of rosecolored silk that must have taken twenty yards of cloth. It dipped daringly low off her shoulders, revealing skin like white rose petals. Her hair was the color of honey, and her vivacious green eyes sparkled like the jewels around her neck. My face was probably just as pretty as Sally's, but my shyness made me seem cold and withdrawn. Sally's vibrant personality, her effortless warmth and bubbling charm, made her irresistibly beautiful.
”Why, Jonathan Fletcher,” she exclaimed when she spotted him. ”I'm so glad you could come!” He might have been the honored guest the entire party had been waiting for.
”Merry Christmas, Sally.” Jonathan acted very cool as he gallantly kissed her hand. I saw no sign of the lovesick boy who'd come to me begging on one knee.
”Who is this darling darling girl you've brought with you?” she asked as she sized me up. I didn't see ”darling” in her eyes. Sally had the alert look of a compet.i.tor at a sporting event, eyeing her opponent before das.h.i.+ng off for the prize. I was amazed to discover that Jonathan had been right; Sally was jealous of me. His plan just might work. girl you've brought with you?” she asked as she sized me up. I didn't see ”darling” in her eyes. Sally had the alert look of a compet.i.tor at a sporting event, eyeing her opponent before das.h.i.+ng off for the prize. I was amazed to discover that Jonathan had been right; Sally was jealous of me. His plan just might work.
”This is my dear friend Caroline,” he replied. ”She's been attending school in Philadelphia for the last few years and has finally returned home to stay.”
”I'm pleased to meet you,” Sally said. But she wasn't.
It was probably Jonathan's plan to make Sally think we were sweethearts. And although it would have been perfectly acceptable for first cousins to court each other or even to marry, I noticed he hadn't told her my last name or that I was his cousin. He and Sally talked for a moment about mutual acquaintances and events I knew nothing of. Then he quickly turned his full attention back to me.
”I'm so sorry, darling. Forgive me for boring you. I promised that you would have me all to yourself tonight, and you will.”
As Jonathan and I moved toward the drawing room, Sally caught his arm. She wore a sweet, strained smile on her lips, a green glint of jealousy in her eyes. ”You will save one dance for me, won't you, Jonathan?”
”If Caroline will let me.” He smiled at me, not her, and we swept into the ballroom.
The servants had moved most of the furniture out of the vast drawing room and transformed it into a ballroom. I'd never seen such an opulent room before, or such a high-ceilinged one, even in Philadelphia. Acres of fringed silk draperies, swags, and jabots adorned the windows. Plasterwork embellishments in the latest neocla.s.sical designs decorated the walls. Brilliantly patterned carpeting stretched from wall to wall, and four huge chandeliers, each bearing dozens of candles and hundreds of crystal prisms, bathed the glittering room with light.
”I never realized what a clever actor you are,” I whispered as Jonathan took me into his arms to dance.
”It's working. Sally is jealous, isn't she? Now, Caroline, don't be angry with me, but when the time is right, I'll need to leave you and dance with her, just one time. Is that all right?”
”Did you read the booklet I gave you?”
He struck his forehead with his fist dramatically. ”The booklet! Forgive me, Caroline, but I was so excited about tonight that all I could think about was Sally. I promise I'll read it the moment I get home.”
Jonathan was such a charming clown it was impossible to be cross with him. As an escort, he was much more suave and das.h.i.+ng than Robert had been, and as the evening progressed, I never once regretted my decision to accompany him. Jonathan and I danced together, explored Sally's gardens and the first floor of her house, spied on the other couples, and sampled the canapes and fruit punch. The evening reminded me of our adventures on the plantation when we were young, only now we were dressed in formal evening clothes.
When we weren't dancing, Jonathan's friends gathered around waiting to be introduced to me. I didn't feel a bit nervous. Jonathan not only made me feel brave, he made the evening fun.
”Is Sally watching?” he would ask every now and then. Nearly every time I looked, she was watching him, even though a host of suitors flocked around her at all times like birds at a feeder-all except for Jonathan. He paid no attention to her at all. Perversely, she wanted what she couldn't have. I could see that Sally enjoyed the thrill of the quest as much as Jonathan did.
”Clever boy,” I said. ”Yes, she's watching. Your idea is working like a charm.”
”I'm going to dance with her now,” he told me later that evening. ”I'll leave you with my good friend Roger. He's been dying to dance with you.”
”No, don't do that,” I said quickly. ”I'd rather sit down for a while. My feet ache.”
”All right, then. I'll be back for you in a little bit.”
We parted, and I headed toward the door to a smaller parlor where guests could rest between dances. But I was looking over my shoulder, watching Jonathan approach Sally instead of watching where I was going, and I suddenly collided with a man as I stepped into the room. Some of his punch spilled down his s.h.i.+rtfront.
”Oh, excuse me,” I said.
I looked up and found myself face-to-face with the stranger I had argued with on Main Street.
”You again!” I said in surprise.
”I might say the same thing-and in the same tone of voice- if I wasn't a gentleman.” He took out his handkerchief and dabbed his s.h.i.+rt. ”I suppose I should be grateful that you weren't armed with your bag.”
I realized that I was blocking the doorway and stepped aside. ”Excuse me. Did you want to go back into the ballroom?”
”No. As a matter of fact, I'd just stepped in here to sit down when you plowed into me. It would seem that you are a dangerous woman to cross paths with.”
There were only two empty chairs in the room, and they were side by side. My feet ached from dancing, and I wasn't about to let this oaf deprive me of a chance to sit. He was evidently as stubborn as I was, because he followed me over to the corner and took the seat beside me. His insulting manner brought out the worst in me. I wanted to insult him in return, letting him know I despised him for the way he treated Negroes, if for no other reason.
”So, have you grown tired of fluttering around Sally like all the other men?” I asked. ”Or isn't she giving you the time of day?”
He frowned slightly. ”Sally St. John? She's not my type. I've never cared much for women whose sole concern is themselves- women who prattle on and on about outward things, such as hair and jewelry and clothes.”
I tried not to blush when I recalled how vain I'd been in Philadelphia- before I joined the Anti-Slavery Society. ”I'm surprised you came to her party at all if you have such a low opinion of her,” I said.
He looked at me for a long moment before replying. ”My parents adore Sally. I came to the party as a favor to them. Are you a friend of hers?”
”I don't know her at all. I'm here as a guest of someone who knows her.”
”Ah! And I'll bet you saw this as a golden opportunity to pa.s.s around your abolitionist propaganda.” I felt my anger build as his arrow hit its mark. ”Let me give you some advice,” he continued. ”I know Sally's parents quite well, and you would be insulting a highly respected Richmond family if you distributed your garbage in their home. I know for a fact that they have always treated their slaves very kindly.”
”There's more to the matter of slavery than kind treatment,” I replied. ”Just because they don't whip or abuse their Negroes doesn't make it right to own them. Slavery denies people the right to benefit from their own labor. Poor whites can work hard and eventually get ahead-immigrants do it all the time. But no matter how hard a slave works, he is still in the same place. The only people who benefit from a slave's hard labor are his white owners.”
”Listen now. When one of Sally's servants comes over here, I dare you to take him aside and ask him if he's content.”
”There would be no point at all in doing that. He'd say he's content because he's been trained to give white people the correct answers. But let me ask you this-if the slaves in Virginia are so content, why are slave owners so terrified that they'll join up with zealots like John Brown?”
”Because most Negroes are ignorant and superst.i.tious. They're like little children. They can be led to rebel very easily.”
”It's not their fault that they're ignorant. If we provided them with an education-”
”Don't be naive. It's been scientifically proven that the Negro race is inferior.”
”Oh! That makes me absolutely furious!” I longed to tell him about Eli, but I didn't dare. ”I've seen educated Negroes up north who were employed in all walks of life. Frederick Dougla.s.s is an eloquent speaker and a gifted journalist. And I've also met plenty of ignorant white people, too.”
”I'll wager you've never been to the Dark Continent and witnessed the ignorance and barbarity of native Africans. The 'school of slavery' here in America has civilized the Negro race and brought them true religion.”
”I don't believe you would know the first thing about true religion. The Bible says that anyone who claims to be in the light but hates his brother is still in the darkness. If there is a Dark Continent, sir, it's this one.”