Part 13 (1/2)
”Do ye understand that I couldna have gone if I had known she was ill?”
asked Dannie in turn.
”From what she has said in delirium I have been sure of that,” replied the nurse. ”It seems you have been the stay of the family for years. I have a very high opinion of you, Mr. Macnoun. Wait until I speak to her.”
The nurse vanished, presently returned, and as Dannie pa.s.sed through the door, she closed it after him, and he stood still, trying to see in the dim light. That great snowy stretch, that must be the bed. That tumbled dark circle, that must be Mary's hair. That dead white thing beneath it, that must be Mary's face. Those burning lights, flaming on him, those must be Mary's eyes. Dannie stepped softly across the room, and bent over the bed. He tried hard to speak naturally.
”Mary” he said, ”oh, Mary, I dinna know ye were ill! Oh, believe me, I dinna realize ye were suffering pain.”
She smiled faintly, and her lips moved. Dannie bent lower.
”Promise,” she panted. ”Promise you will stay now.”
Her hand fumbled at her breast, and then she slipped on the white cover a little black cross. Dannie knew what she meant. He laid his hand on the emblem precious to her, and said softly, ”I swear I never will leave ye again, Mary Malone.”
A great light swept into her face, and she smiled happily.
”Now ye,” said Dannie. He slipped the cross into her hand. ”Repeat after me,” he said. ”I promise I will get well, Dannie.”
”I promise I will get well, Dannie, if I can,” said Mary.
”Na,” said Dannie. ”That winna do. Repeat what I said, and remember it is on the cross. Life hasna been richt for ye, Mary, but if ye will get well, before the Lord in some way we will make it happier. Ye will get well?”
”I promise I will get well, Dannie,” said Mary Malone, and Dannie softly left the room.
Outside he said to the nurse, ”What can I do?”
She told him everything of which she could think that would be of benefit.
”Now tell me all ye know of what happened,” commanded Dannie.
”After you left,” said the nurse, ”she was in labor, and she could not waken her husband, and she grew frightened and screamed. There were men pa.s.sing out on the road. They heard her, and came to see what was the matter.”
”Strangers?” shuddered Dannie, with dry lips.
”No, neighbors. One man went for the nearest woman, and the other drove to town for a doctor. They had help here almost as soon as you could.
But, of course, the shock was a very dreadful thing, and the heat of the past few weeks has been enervating.”
”Ane thing more,” questioned Dannie. ”Why do her children dee?”
”I don't know about the others,” answered the nurse. ”This one simply couldn't be made to breathe. It was a strange thing. It was a fine big baby, a boy, and it seemed perfect, but we couldn't save it. I never worked harder. They told me she had lost two others, and we tried everything of which we could think. It just seemed as if it had grown a lump of flesh, with no vital spark in it.”
Dannie turned, went out of the door, and back along the lane to the river where he had left Jimmy. ”'A lump of flesh with na vital spark in it,'” he kept repeating. ”I dinna but that is the secret. She is almost numb with misery. All these days when she's been without hope, and these awful nichts, when she's watched and feared alone, she has no wished to perpetuate him in children who might be like him, and so at their coming the 'vital spark' is na in them. Oh, Jimmy, Jimmy, have ye Mary's happiness and those three little graves to answer for?”
He found Jimmy asleep where he had left him. Dannie shook him awake. ”I want to talk with ye,” he said.
Jimmy sat up, and looked into Dannie's face. He had a complaint on his lips but it died there. He tried to apologize. ”I am almost dead for sleep,” he said. ”There has been no rest for anyone here. What do you think?”
”I think she will live,” said Dannie dryly. ”In spite of your neglect, and my cowardice, I think she will live to suffer more frae us.”
Jimmy's mouth opened, but for once no sound issued. The drops of perspiration raised on his forehead.