Part 14 (2/2)

I do not know.

That is the only reply I can truthfully make to the question now-a-days so often asked. And sometimes, if inquirers care to hear more, I go on to tell them the one experience which makes it impossible for me to reply positively either in the affirmative or negative, and restricts me to ”I do not know”.

This was the story.

I was staying with relations in the country. Not a very isolated or out-of-the-way part of the world, and yet rather inconvenient of access by the railway. For the nearest station was six miles off. Though the family I was visiting were nearly connected with me I did not know much of their home or its neighbourhood, as the head of the house, an uncle of mine by marriage, had only come into the property a year or two previously to the date of which I am writing, through the death of an elder brother.

It was a nice place. A good comfortable old house, a prosperous, satisfactory estate. Everything about it was in good order, from the farmers, who always paid their rents, to the shooting, which was always good; from the vineries, which were noted, to the woods, where the earliest primroses in all the country side were yearly to be found.

And my uncle and aunt and their family deserved these pleasant things and made a good use of them.

But there was a touch of the commonplace about it all. There was nothing picturesque or romantic. The country was flat though fertile, the house, though old, was conveniently modern in its arrangements, airy, cheery, and bright.

”Not even a ghost, or the shadow of one,” I remember saying one day with a faint grumble.

”Ah, well--as to that,” said my uncle, ”perhaps we----” but just then something interrupted him, and I forgot his unfinished speech.

Into the happy party of which for the time being I was one, there fell one morning a sudden thunderbolt of calamity. The post brought news of the alarming illness of the eldest daughter--Frances, married a year or two ago and living, as the crow flies, at no very great distance. But as the crow flies is not always as the railroad runs, and to reach the Aldoyns' home from Fawne Court, my uncle's place, was a complicated business--it was scarcely possible to go and return in a day.

”Can one of you come over?” wrote the young husband. ”She is already out of danger, but longing to see her mother or one of you. She is worrying about the baby”--a child of a few months old--”and wis.h.i.+ng for nurse.”

We looked at each other.

”Nurse must go at once,” said my uncle to me, as the eldest of the party. Perhaps I should here say that I am a widow, though not old, and with no close ties or responsibilities. ”But for your aunt it is impossible.”

”Quite so,” I agreed. For she was at the moment painfully lamed by rheumatism.

”And the other girls are almost too young at such a crisis,” my uncle continued. ”Would you, Charlotte----” and he hesitated. ”It would be such a comfort to have personal news of her.”

”Of course I will go,” I said. ”Nurse and I can start at once. I will leave her there, and return alone, to give you, I have no doubt, better news of poor Francie.”

He was full of grat.i.tude. So were they all.

”Don't hurry back to-night,” said my uncle. ”Stay till--till Monday if you like.” But I could not promise. I knew they would be glad of news at once, and in a small house like my cousin's, at such a time, an inmate the more might be inconvenient.

”I will try to return to-night,” I said. And as I sprang into the carriage I added: ”Send to Moore to meet the last train, unless I telegraph to the contrary.”

My uncle nodded; the boys called after me, ”All right;” the old butler bowed a.s.sent, and I was satisfied.

Nurse and I reached our journey's end promptly, considering the four or five junctions at which we had to change carriages. But on the whole ”going,” the trains fitted astonis.h.i.+ngly.

We found Frances better, delighted to see us, eager for news of her mother, and, finally, disposed to sleep peacefully now that she knew that there was an experienced person in charge. And both she and her husband thanked me so much that I felt ashamed of the little I had done.

Mr. Aldoyn begged me to stay till Monday; but the house was upset, and I was eager to carry back my good tidings.

”They are meeting me at Moore by the last train,” I said. ”No, thank you, I think it is best to go.”

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