Part 87 (1/2)

Drake laughed merrily at her delicious duplicity and could hardly resist an impulse to take her in his arms and kiss her. Meantime his friends were slapping him on the back and people were crus.h.i.+ng up to offer him congratulations. He turned to take his horse into the Paddock, and Lord Robert took Glory down after him. The trainer and jockey were there, looking proud and happy, and Drake, with a pale and triumphant face, was walking the great creature about as if reluctant to part with it. It was breathing heavily, and sweat stood in drops on its throat, head, and ears.

”Oh, you beauty! How I should love to ride you!” said Glory.

”But dare you?” said Drake.

”Dare I! Only give me the chance.”

”I will, by----I will, or it won't be my fault.”

Somebody brought champagne and Glory had to drink a b.u.mper to ”the best horse of the century, bar none.” Then her gla.s.s was filled afresh and she had to drink to the owner, ”the best fellow on earth, bar none,” and again she was compelled to drink ”to the best bit of history ever made at Epsom, bar none.” With that she was excused while the men drank at Drake's proposal ”to the loveliest, liveliest, leeriest little woman in the world, G.o.d bless her!” and she hid her face in her hands and said with a merry laugh:

”Tell me when it's over, boys, and I'll come again.”

After Drake had despatched telegrams and been bombarded by interviewers, he led the way back to the coach on the Hill, and the company prepared for their return. The sun had now gone, a thick veil of stagnant clouds had gathered over it, the sky looked sulky, and Glory's head tad begun to ache between the eyes. Rosa was to go home by train in order to reach her office early, and Glory half wished to accompany her. But an understudy was to play her part that night and she had no excuse. The coach wormed its way through the close pack of vehicles at the top of the Hill and began to follow the ebbing tide of humanity back to London.

”But what about my pair of gloves?”

”Oh, you're a hard man, reaping where you have not sowed and gathering----”

”There, then, we're quits,” said Drake, leaning over from the box seat and s.n.a.t.c.hing a kiss of her. It was now clear that he had been drinking a good deal.

V.

Before the race had been run, a solitary man with a dog at his heels had crossed the Downs on his way back to the railway station. Jealousy and rage possessed his heart between them, but he would not recognise these pa.s.sions; he believed his emotions to be horror and pity and shame.

John Storm had seen Glory on the race-course, in Drake's company, under Drake's protection: he proud and triumphant, she bright and gay and happy.

”O Lord, help me! Help me, O Lord!”

”And now, dragging along the road, in his mind's eye he saw her again as the victim of this man, his plaything, his pastime to takeup or leave--no better than any of the women about her, and where they were going she would go also. Some day he would find her where he had found others--outcast, deserted, forlorn, lost; down in the trough of life, a thing of loathing and contempt!

”O Lord, help her! Help her, O Lord!”

There were few pa.s.sengers by the train going back to London, nearly all traffic at this hour being the other way, and there was no one else in the compartment he occupied. He threw himself down in a corner, consumed with indignation and a strange sense of dishonour. Again he saw her bright eyes, her red lips--the glow of her whole radiant face and a paroxysm of jealousy tore his heart to pieces. Glory was his. Though a bottomless abyss was yawning between them, her soul belonged to him, and a great upheaval of hatred for the man who possessed her body surged up to his throat. Against all this his pride as well as his religion rebelled. He crushed it down, and tried to turn his mind to another current of ideas. How could he save her? If she should go down to perdition, his remorse would be worse to bear than flames of fire and brimstone. The more unworthy she was, the more reason he should strive to rescue her soul from the pangs of eternal torment.

The rattling of the carriage broke in upon these visions, and he got up and paced to and fro like a bear in a cage. And, like a bear with its slow, strong grip, he seemed to be holding her in his wrath and saying: ”You shall not destroy yourself; you shall not, you shall not, for I, I, I forbid it!” Then he sank back in his seat, exhausted by the conflict which made his soul a battlefield of spiritual and sensual pa.s.sions.

Every limb shook and quivered. He began to be afraid of himself, and he felt an impulse to fly away somewhere. When he alighted at Victoria his teeth were chattering, although the atmosphere was stifling and the sky was now heavy with black and lowering clouds.

To avoid the eyes of the people who usually followed him in the streets, he cut through a narrow thoroughfare and went back to Brown's Square by way of the park. But the park was like a vast camp. Thousands of people seemed to cover the gra.s.s as far as the eye could reach, and droves of workmen, followed by their wives and children, were trudging to other open s.p.a.ces farther out. It was the panic terror. Afterward it was calculated that fifty thousand persons from all parts of London had quitted the doomed city that day to await the expected catastrophe under the open sky.

The look of fierce pa.s.sion had faded from his face by the time he reached his church, but there another ordeal awaited him. Though it still wanted an hour of the time of evening service a great crowd had gathered in the square. He tried to escape observation, but the people pressed upon him, some to shake his hand, others to touch his ca.s.sock, and many to kneel at his feet and even to cover them with kisses. With a sense of shame and hypocrisy he disengaged himself at length, and joined Brother Andrew in the sacristy. The simple fellow was full of marvellous stories. There had been wondrous manifestations of the workings of the Holy Spirit during the day. The knocker-up, who was a lame man, had shaken hands with the Father on his way home that morning, and now he had thrown away his stick and was walking firmly and praising G.o.d.

The church was large and rectangular and plain, and looked a well-used edifice, open every day and all day. The congregation was visibly excited, but the service appeared to calm them. The ritual was full, with procession and incense, but without vestments, and otherwise monastic in its severity. John Storm preached. The epistle for the day had been from First Corinthians, and he took his text from that source also: ”Deliver him up to Satan for the destruction of the flesh, that the spirit may be saved in the day of the Lord.”

People said afterward that they had never heard anything like that sermon. It was delivered in a voice that was low and tremulous with emotion. The subject was love. Love was the first inheritance that G.o.d had given to his creatures--the purest and highest, the sweetest and best. But man had degraded and debased it, at the temptation of Satan and the l.u.s.t of the world. The expulsion of our first parents from Eden was only the poetic figure of what had happened through all the ages. It was happening now--and London, the modern Sodom, would as surely pay its penalty as did the cities of the ancient East. No need to think of flood or fire or tempest--of any given day or hour. The judgment that would fall on England, like the plagues that fell on Egypt, would be of a kind with the offence. She had wronged the spirit of love, and who knows but G.o.d would punish her by taking out of the family of man the pa.s.sion by which she fell, lifting it away with all that pertained to it--good and bad, spiritual and sensual, holy and corrupt?

The burning heat clouds of the day seemed to have descended into the church, and in the gathering darkness the preacher, his face just visible, with its eyes full of smouldering fire, drew an awful picture of the world under the effects of such a curse. A place without unselfishness, without self-sacrifice, without heroism, without chivalry, without loyalty, without laughter, and without children!

Every man standing alone, isolated, self-centred, self-cursed, outlawed, loveless, marriageless, going headlong to degeneracy and death! Such might be G.o.d's punishment on this cruel and wicked city for its sensual sins.