Part 11 (1/2)
”What about money-if you had none, wouldn't you be worried?”
”Yes, kind of.”
”But you think I have money, don't you?”
”Yes.”
”How do you know?”
”Because lots of times, when I go in your room with mommy, I see a lot of money.”
”You do?” Bill asked, surprised. ”Where?”
”On your bureau.”
”A lot of money?”
”Sure. Quarters, dimes, I've even seen ajar full of coins.”
”You think that's a lot of money?”
”Sure,” Charles said, adding, ”and you said you were going to buy me some big cages for more rabbits....”
”Next witness,” Bill interrupted, telling Charles to send in Joseph.
Joseph was thin and frail, had large brown eyes and long lashes. He was compet.i.tive by nature and there would have probably been continuous discord between Joseph and his older brother if Charles were less conciliatory. The fact that Joseph was so often ill with asthma and unable to exert himself physically influenced their relations.h.i.+p, and much of Joseph's discontent was no doubt attributable to the frustration of having to gasp for each breath.
But despite Joseph's condition and his frequent absences from school, he seemed to have no difficulty in keeping up with his cla.s.s. He read constantly when confined to bed, and he spent hours working on crossword puzzles. He was curious and aware and had already expressed confusion about Bill's unusual business hours and unpredictable routine. Joseph had not yet asked direct questions about it, but Bill suspected that when the time came for him to explain his way of life, Joseph would have already figured it out; and Bill wondered at this moment whether it was desirable to pursue this little game with his most sensitive son, who now stood before him, unsmiling. Bill decided to proceed with caution.
”What grade are you in, Joey?” Bill asked.
”Third.”
”Do your teachers ever ask what I do?”
”Yes,” he said.
Bill hesitated for a moment; but then he went on, ”What do you tell them?”
”Mom once told me you were in the trucking business,” Joseph said. ”That's what I tell them.”
”What do you mean by trucking business-do you know what I do?”
”You drive around, I guess.”
”Did you ever see me in a truck driving around?”
”No,” Joseph answered, ”but Tory said once you gave him a ride in a truck.”
”Yes, that's true,” Bill said. ”We went to the warehouse one day. But what do I do now?”
”I don't know,” Joseph said, slowly, seeming suddenly tense. ”But I know you're not in the trucking business.”
Bill looked at Joseph standing uncomfortably in the middle of the room. Bill stopped the questioning. He was sorry he had indulged his curiosity in this manner, but decided to finish what he had started with his children as hastily as he could. Abruptly thanking Joseph, he asked that Tory be sent in.
Tory, six years old, had a round angelic face and bright brown eyes, and of the four Bonanno children he was clearly the most personable and entertaining. He was also clever, and he could worm his way out of punishment he deserved by offering ridiculous, funny excuses. One recent evening after supper, Tory asked his mother if he could go outside and play, to which Rosalie replied, sharply, ”It's seven o'clock!” Later, after Rosalie caught a glimpse of Tory playing on the sidewalk with other boys and rushed out to grab him and scold him for disobeying her, he pleaded innocently, ”But you didn't say I couldn't go out-you just told me what time it was!”
Tory was also skillful at finding loopholes in the family rules that were an attempt to regulate his rough behavior toward Felippa, who was one year younger and was constantly provoking him, secure in her knowledge that her father had warned Tory against ever laying a hand on her. Invariably, on leaving the house for an overnight trip, Bill would remind Tory: ”Now remember, I don't want you to be hitting your sister while I'm away,” and Tory would usually nod in agreement. But a few weeks ago, shortly after Bill returned from a weekend out of town, he saw Tory swatting Felippa on the head because she had deliberately scribbled across his coloring book. Bill grabbed Tory, but before Bill could say anything, Tory blurted out his explanation: ”You said I couldn't hit her when you were away-well, now now you're home.” you're home.”
As Tory walked into the room wearing a football helmet, with dirt on his face, Bill was reminded of the comic strip character Sluggo. Bill smiled and asked: ”Tory, did anybody ever ask you what I do for a living?”
”No,” Tory said.
”Did you ever think of what kind of work I do?”
”No.”
”Do you remember Uncle Hank?”
”Yes.”
”What kind of work did he do?”
”I don't know.”
”Don't you remember the warehouse?”
”Oh, yeah.”
Tory started to pick his nose, and Bill told him to stop it, to stand up straight.
”You remember the trucks, don't you?”