Part 19 (1/2)
”You need never suppose I should think that,” I replied, with an earnestness of manner that caused her to glance at me in surprise. ”I confidently expected to hear from you all day, and finally when no word came I became convinced some such misconception as you have mentioned must have occurred. Then it became my turn to act upon my own behalf if I would preserve my life; yet never for one moment have I doubted you or the sincerity of your pledge to me.”
She drew her hand away from my clasp, gently and not unkindly, then pa.s.sed it through the ma.s.ses of her dark, s.h.i.+ning hair, but her face remained turned aside from me. Oh, how I longed at that moment to pour forth in fervent words the affection that burned within my heart! But irrespective of the doubt as to her being free to listen to such a declaration, there was a pride about her manner, a certain restraint which she ever seemed to exercise over me, that effectually sealed my lips. Her very presence was a moral tonic, and I felt it would be easier to tear out my tongue than to utter anything which she could construe into possible insult. The very depth of her perfect womanhood was itself protection, and, until the veil was finally lifted, my lips were vowed to silence.
She waited quietly while a couple pa.s.sed us and sought seats nearer the door.
”Tell me the entire story,” she said gently.
As quickly as possible I reviewed the salient events which had occurred since our last meeting. Without denying the presence of Major Brennan during my stormy meeting with General Sheridan, I did not dwell upon it, nor mention the personal affray that had occurred between us. Even had I not supposed the man to be her husband I should never have taken advantage of his treachery to advance my own cause. G.o.d knows I have enough failings to account for, but I have never done my fighting in the dark. Neither did I speak of the information I now sought to bring to Lee, for her sympathy, her interest, her loyalty, were all with the opposing army. She followed my narrative eagerly, her eyes growing darker with intensity of interest as I depicted our eventful climb up the black chimney, and my venture down the stairs into the crowded ballroom. As I concluded there was a tear glistening on her long lashes, but she seemed unconscious of it, and made no attempt to dash it away.
”You have not told me all,” she commented quietly. ”But I can understand and appreciate the reason for your silence. I know Frank's impetuosity, and you are very kind, Captain Wayne, to spare my feelings, but you must not remain here; every moment of delay increases your danger. Sheridan and those of his staff who would surely recognize you were expected back before this, and may appear at any moment--yet how can you get away? how is it possible for me to a.s.sist you?”
There was an eager anxiety in her face that piqued me. Like most lovers I chose to give it a wrong interpretation.
”You are anxious to be rid of me?” I asked, ashamed of the words even as I uttered them.
”That remark is unworthy of you,” and she arose to her feet almost haughtily. ”My sole thought in this is the terrible risk you incur in remaining here.”
”Your interest then is personal to me, may I believe?”
”I am a loyal woman,” proudly, ”and would do nothing whatever to imperil the cause of my country; but your condemnation is unjust, and I am, in a measure, responsible for it. I a.s.sist you, Captain Wayne, for your own sake, and in response to my individual sense of honor.”
G.o.d knows I could not speak, although my heart seemed bursting within my bosom. By sheer power of her will, her pride, her perfect womanhood, she held me from her as though a wall divided us. Not for an instant did she permit me to forget that she was the wife of another.
”Have you formulated any plan?” she asked quickly, and her rising color made me feel that she had deciphered my struggle in my eyes.
”Only to walk out under protection of this uniform, and when once safe in the open to trust that same good fortune which has thus far befriended me.”
She shook her head doubtfully, and stood a moment in silence, looking thoughtfully at the moving figures in the room beyond.
”I fear it cannot be done without arousing suspicion,” she said at last, slowly. ”I chance to know there are unusual precautions being taken to-night, and the entire camp is doubly patrolled. Even this house has a cordon of guards about it, but for what reason I have not learned. No,” she spoke decisively, ”there is no other way. Captain Wayne, I am going to try to save you to-night, but in doing so I must trust my reputation in your keeping.”
”I will protect it with my life.”
”Protect it with your silence, rather. I know you to be a gentleman, or I should never attempt to carry out the only means of escape which seems at all feasible. Discovery would place me in an extremely embarra.s.sing position, and I must rely upon you to protect me from such a possibility.”
”I beg you,” I began, ”do not compromise yourself in any way for my sake.”
”But I am myself already deeply involved in this,” she interrupted, ”and I could retain no peace of mind were I to do otherwise. Now listen. Make your way back to the ballroom, and in fifteen minutes from now be engaged in conversation with General Carlton near the main entrance. I shall join you there, and you will take your cue from me.
You understand?”
”Perfectly, but--”
”There is no 'but,' Captain Wayne, only do not fail me.”
Our eyes met for an instant; what she read in mine G.o.d knows--in hers was determination, with a daring strange to woman. The next moment she had vanished through a side door, and I was alone.
CHAPTER XVII