Part 17 (2/2)
”That's a reasonable fear.”
”I know. Anyhow. It is what it is now. I'll get out someday, just not today. Or tomorrow. Or four days from now.”
I turned into a neighborhood where all the homes were packed together tightly, and she directed me into her driveway. ”You going to be okay?”
”Yeah. I'll catch the bus into work tonight. I'll be fine.”
That wasn't exactly what I'd meant, but I nodded. ”Call me if you need anything else, Gina.”
”I will.” She gave me a tight smile. Her hand was on the door handle, but she didn't move to open the door. I could see her steeling herself to face her parents, haunted by the memories of what could have been, fighting the depression that came with realizing you made the wrong choice, even if you're not entirely sure which one it was.
”He doesn't deserve you, Gina. You know that, right?”
”I know. Doesn't make it hurt any less.” She reached over and hugged me before jumping out of my car. I watched her till her front door opened, then waved as I pulled out of her driveway.
I wished I could have helped her out more, but I had problems of my own to get home to.
CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE.
”Honey, I'm home!” I announced as I walked into my house. There was a groan from the vicinity of my bathroom, and an accusatory meow from Minnie.
I walked around the bar and into my kitchen. I put an extra bagel into my fridge, noticing an empty s.p.a.ce on my small kitchen counter where my toaster oven had been. Huh. Over by the couch, the mister bottle was empty. Hopefully some of that had gotten into Gideon's mouth. I paused and listened for more noise. Gideon would be dead if Veronica had woken up-and G.o.d help Sike if she didn't take Gideon with her when they took Veronica. I walked down my hall and pressed my ear to the bathroom door. There was silence beyond.
”Hey, I really want to take a shower.” Speaking of which, he probably needed one too. G.o.ddammit, if I had to shower people on my off days, I should at least be getting paid minimum wage.
Another groan. Gideon always sounded like an end-stage liver failure patient, with too many toxins in his brain to think straight. Like a seal having s.e.x on a beach. ”One for yes, two for no,” I said. ”Are you okay in there?”
Silence.
f.u.c.k.
”I'm coming in.” I opened up the door-it stopped when it hit my electric scale. Which was on the floor and, for some reason, dismembered. ”Gideon?”
Gideon stood in front of the mirror, his naked back to me, blocking his own reflection. I shoved the scale away with my toe and stepped inside. ”You okay?” I asked, then gasped. The floor around my sink was spattered with blood, and Gideon's image in the mirror was not the same.
”What happened to you?”
With the mirror I could see his face-his eyelids still dangled over empty sockets, and his teeth were still exposed-but in his chest there was a piece of plastic, embedded in his flesh. There were raised welts where it had inserted itself-or where he had inserted it himself. Oh, my, G.o.d. There were other fragments elsewhere, like a jigsaw puzzle scattered on his chest. I felt a small part of my brain just shut off at the horror.
”Gideon ... what did you do?”
Things that were not veins ran inside his chest; I could see them looping, curled, creating new circulatory paths. I reached out to turn him around, and he put up his hands to stop me-the ends of his fingers were spiked with pieces of metal, tines from something. My brain slowly pa.r.s.ed them-they were from the grill from my toaster oven.
”What. Happened.”
A red light turned on near the apex of his shoulder. Like a webcam. Say, from my laptop. And I knew who'd been behind all of this.
”Grandfather.”
Gideon didn't answer me. He couldn't while missing a tongue. But German muttered out from Gideon's chest, where the CD player rode under Gideon's skin like a pacemaker, the edges ragged and raw.
”How the h.e.l.l did this happen?”
I'd only been gone for a night. One night. And Grandfather had taken all the electronics in my house and shoved them under Gideon's skin, like he was a f.u.c.king pinata. I wanted to throw up, but Gideon was blocking my path to the toilet, and I didn't want to step in his blood.
”What? How?” I sputtered. I let go of Gideon, and addressed the vicinity of his chest. ”Did you even give him a choice?”
”Wir sind beide zufrieden.”
”Did he actually give you a choice?” I asked Gideon, my voice rising.
”Unsere Wahl war offensichtlich.” The man-the human beneath whatever the h.e.l.l Grandfather had done-nodded. But maybe Grandfather was controlling him. Who knew. Who would ever know again.
I made to reach for the sink, and stopped myself before I put my hand into a smear of blood.
Gideon's hands weren't completely articulated, but he'd managed to get the hot water on. ”That toaster oven was a graduation gift,” I said.
Grandfather continued talking.
”I could try to translate what you're saying, but you ate my laptop.” My brain was trying to get a wrap around what had happened. I could feel it revving up, and then spinning out of control. It was one thing keeping Grandfather around, thinking he was some moody German ghost-and another to have him blacksmith himself into a cyborg.
”I need a shower.” I took some deep breaths. ”This will all make more sense after a shower.” Surely it couldn't get worse. I stepped aside, so Gideon could get past me.
He didn't move.
”A shower, by myself. Out. Now,” I clarified.
Gideon held up his right forefinger, which had been replaced by the temperature-dialing rheostat from my toaster oven. And then he turned toward my bathroom mirror and sketched out something upon the fogging gla.s.s.
”Out!” I yelled.
He turned and squeezed by me, leaving the sink's water still on.
Written in the fog, before more fog could replace it, I saw two words: RADIO SHACK.
Not surprisingly, a shower didn't help. I couldn't really wash my troubles right out of my hair, when What the h.e.l.l had happened to Gideon was continually at the forefront of my mind.
Gideon had been horrifying before, but my brain could grasp the ways he was damaged-I'd seen other people injured similarly at work. Now he was changed in ways I couldn't comprehend. I almost stepped out onto b.l.o.o.d.y tiles. Then I grabbed an extra towel and threw it down to step on instead. I didn't have the strength to clean anything else just now. Bleach would have to wait.
I walked into my bedroom. It would be day for a few more hours. I wanted to feel safe, but it was getting hard in between all the crazy. There was too much going on, and nothing I could do about it. Maybe once Anna's ceremony was done, and Gideon and Veronica were out of my house, it would all start making sense. Then I'd only have to worry about stalkery vampires and stalkery weres. It would mean that my problems had been halved.
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