Chapter 34： is a favorite (1/2)
It's snowing outside.
Qiqi waited by the car for a long time, and because he couldn't wait, he picked up the Frisbee toy next to him and ran into the garden to play.
The world of animals is very simple, and Qiqi does not understand the separation of life and death of human beings.
Even though Xu Chengyan had been away for almost a year, Qiqi would still come to the car to look for Xu Chengyan every time.
Although the maid and the housekeeper had explained it to Kiki many times, Kiki still couldn't understand it.
It only knew that Xu Chengyan didn't come this time, so he would definitely come back next time.
One day it will come.
Qiqi was still heartless, rolling around in the yard, even if he didn't wait for Xu Chengyan, he wouldn't feel sad.
In the villa, He Yang stood by the window and looked at the big dog in the yard.
He Yang habitually took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it.
The cigarette **** fell at his feet, and He Yang didn't care, he just looked in the direction of the car.
Maybe he was influenced a little by Qiqi, and like Qiqi, he always looked at the car unconsciously.
It always feels like the next second, the door will be pushed open from the inside.
He Yang stared in the direction of the car door, in a trance, as if he really saw the car door being opened—
The young man got out of the car with a smile, looked up, and smiled at him.
But when He Yang took a closer look, the car was still the same as before, it was empty inside.
It's all just his fantasy.
He Yang lowered his eyes, hiding the emotions in his eyes.
It's just that there are more and more cigarette butts and cigarette butts on the ground, all over the place.
The house was deserted and quiet.
He Yang smoked by the window alone until the arrival of the housekeeper broke the peace.
The housekeeper knocked on the door outside the house and said, ”Young Master He, V brand has brought this month's new model.”
The V brand is a menswear brand owned by the Ruan family. Mrs. He used to take care of it. After Mrs. He died, the V brand was also taken over by the Ruan family.
The Ruan family and the He family do not interfere with each other's business, but the Ruan family will still send a copy of the limited new V brand to the He family every time.
The housekeeper asked: ”Do you still put it in the room?”
He Yang looked back and replied, ”Well.”
So the housekeeper arranged for the maid to bring this month's new men's clothes and put them in the cloakroom of the bedroom.
From shirts to coats and scarves... Ruan's family all sent a copy over.
And these new products are still the same as the original ones, all of Xu Chengyan's size.
The housekeeper packed up the new products, and saw the man still standing by the window, so he walked over.
Butler: ”Young Master He.”
He Yang looked over and asked, ”Is today April Fool's Day?”
The butler replied skillfully, ”There are still three months until April Fool's Day.”
He Yang's face was calm, and he continued to look at the snowy scenery outside.
Outside the window, the thick layer of snow in the yard melted day by day, the temperature gradually warmed up, and the bare branches in the garden slowly grew green.
Every day, He Yang would stand by the window, holding a wooden sign in his hand, and stay alone for a long time.
The writing on the wooden sign has faded to gray, and the rope pendant on the wooden sign is also a little old, and the color is not as bright as before.
But He Yang still kept this wooden sign, never leaving his body, watching the scenery outside the window change day by day.
Until one morning in the spring, the butler came.
”Young Master He.” The housekeeper reminded aloud, ”April Fool's Day is here.”
Mr. Xu's death day is coming.
The housekeeper looked at the man's back and asked, ”Is Young Master He going to see him?”
The housekeeper didn't mention Xu Chengyan's name, he just called him ”he”.
After a while, He Yang responded, ”En.”
”Okay.” The housekeeper went to make arrangements immediately.
When He Yang came outside the cemetery, it happened to be half past ten in the morning.
However, when the car stopped, He Yang did not move and continued to sit in the car.
It was still raining outside, when He Yang heard the sound of the rain, he suddenly became a little anxious and frowned slightly.
It seems that it rains every year in early April.
The cemetery was still deserted, and there were only two or three people left.
He Yang was still in the car, sitting from morning to afternoon, habitually touching the wooden sign in his hand, over and over again.
[May Mr. be safe every year]
He Yang looked at the handwriting on the wooden sign and was a little lost.
It may be that this prayer really played a role. In this year, he has not been sick.
It is only occasionally that I have insomnia, and it seems to have some auditory hallucinations.
I could always hear the phone vibrating, and Xu Chengyan's voice calling ”Sir”.
He Yang put the wooden sign back in his pocket, and when he raised his head, he suddenly saw Jiang Lin outside the cemetery.
Jiang Lin held an umbrella and a bunch of flowers in his arms as he walked by.
Jiang Lin looked over and recognized at a glance that the car beside him was He Yang's car.
However, Jiang Lin didn't intend to come over to reminisce, so he just looked away indifferently and entered the cemetery alone.
Jiang Lin came to the tombstone, leaned over slowly, and put the bouquet aside.
Jiang Lin looked at the black-and-white photo above and had a lot to say, but in the end he didn't say anything, just turned around and left with an umbrella.
After leaving the cemetery, Jiang Lin came to the psychological clinic.
The doctor sat opposite Jiang Lin and asked with a smile, ”How are you doing recently?”
”Very good.” Jiang Lin's tone was very relaxed.
The doctor chatted and said, ”I saw your post last month. Did you go on a trip again?”
Jiang Lin responded and replied, ”I went to Finland last month and saw the aurora.”
He went to Kakslautern in Finland, lay in an igloo and saw a feast in the stars.
He also went to Sweden, to Norway…
Since graduating last summer, he has traveled a lot.
”I also collected a lot of stamps.” Jiang Lin said slowly, ”I bought a lot, and the suitcase couldn't fit.”
”Did you go alone?” the doctor asked.
”Well, I met a lot of friends on the road.” Thinking of the interesting things that happened on the road, Jiang Lin couldn't help laughing, ”I met a fellow who, like me, is not used to foreign food, so he has to go to the kitchen to cook it himself every time. You will leave one for me.”
”I also met a piano teacher who said that in order to find inspiration for creation, I had to run outside to blow the cold wind at night.”
Jiang Lin was smiling at first, but as he spoke, Jiang Lin suddenly fell silent.
The doctor noticed Jiang Lin's mood and whispered, ”Mr. Jiang?”
Jiang Lin suddenly said, ”I just went to the cemetery to see him.”
”I miss him so much.” Jiang Lin lowered his head.
Doctor: ”He'll be fine in another world.”
”I know.” Jiang Lin nodded, ”He'll be fine...”
Sister-in-law just went to another world.
He also believed that his sister-in-law would do well in a place he couldn't see.
Although he will still be sad now, he will still be sad.
But he's used to these negative emotions, and that's okay.
It's been a year since my sister-in-law left, he's used to it, and now he can talk about it with others calmly—
At least not like before, when I recalled that incident, I would break down and cry.