Part 58 (1/2)
CHAPTER LI. THE DOCTOR SEES.
Alban returned to Netherwoods--to continue his services, until another master could be found to take his place.
By a later train Miss Ladd followed him. Emily was too well aware of the importance of the mistress's presence to the well-being of the school, to permit her to remain at the cottage. It was understood that they were to correspond, and that Emily's room was waiting for her at Netherwoods, whenever she felt inclined to occupy it.
Mrs. Ellmother made the tea, that evening, earlier than usual. Being alone again with Emily, it struck her that she might take advantage of her position to say a word in Alban's favor. She had chosen her time unfortunately. The moment she p.r.o.nounced the name, Emily checked her by a look, and spoke of another person--that person being Miss Jethro.
Mrs. Ellmother at once entered her protest, in her own downright way.
”Whatever you do,” she said, ”don't go back to that! What does Miss Jethro matter to you?”
”I am more interested in her than you suppose--I happen to know why she left the school.”
”Begging your pardon, miss, that's quite impossible!”
”She left the school,” Emily persisted, ”for a serious reason. Miss Ladd discovered that she had used false references.”
”Good Lord! who told you that?”
”You see I know it. I asked Miss Ladd how she got her information. She was bound by a promise never to mention the person's name. I didn't say it to her--but I may say it to you. I am afraid I have an idea of who the person was.”
”No,” Mrs. Ellmother obstinately a.s.serted, ”you can't possibly know who it was! How should you know?”
”Do you wish me to repeat what I heard in that room opposite, when my aunt was dying?”
”Drop it, Miss Emily! For G.o.d's sake, drop it!”
”I can't drop it. It's dreadful to me to have suspicions of my aunt--and no better reason for them than what she said in a state of delirium.
Tell me, if you love me, was it her wandering fancy? or was it the truth?”
”As I hope to be saved, Miss Emily, I can only guess as you do--I don't rightly know. My mistress trusted me half way, as it were. I'm afraid I have a rough tongue of my own sometimes. I offended her--and from that time she kept her own counsel. What she did, she did in the dark, so far as I was concerned.”
”How did you offend her?”
”I shall be obliged to speak of your father if I tell you how?”
”Speak of him.”
”_He_ was not to blame--mind that!” Mrs. Ellmother said earnestly. ”If I wasn't certain of what I say now you wouldn't get a word out of me. Good harmless man--there's no denying it--he _was_ in love with Miss Jethro!
What's the matter?”
Emily was thinking of her memorable conversation with the disgraced teacher on her last night at school. ”Nothing” she answered. ”Go on.”
”If he had not tried to keep it secret from us,” Mrs. Ellmother resumed, ”your aunt might never have taken it into her head that he was entangled in a love affair of the shameful sort. I don't deny that I helped her in her inquiries; but it was only because I felt sure from the first that the more she discovered the more certainly my master's innocence would show itself. He used to go away and visit Miss Jethro privately. In the time when your aunt trusted me, we never could find out where. She made that discovery afterward for herself (I can't tell you how long afterward); and she spent money in employing mean wretches to pry into Miss Jethro's past life. She had (if you will excuse me for saying it) an old maid's hatred of the handsome young woman, who lured your father away from home, and set up a secret (in a manner of speaking) between her brother and herself. I won't tell you how we looked at letters and other things which he forgot to leave under lock and key. I will only say there was one bit, in a journal he kept, which made me ashamed of myself. I read it out to Miss Let.i.tia; and I told her in so many words, not to count any more on me. No; I haven't got a copy of the words--I can remember them without a copy. 'Even if my religion did not forbid me to peril my soul by leading a life of sin with this woman whom I love'--that was how it began--'the thought of my daughter would keep me pure. No conduct of mine shall ever make me unworthy of my child's affection and respect.' There! I'm making you cry; I won't stay here any longer. All that I had to say has been said. n.o.body but Miss Ladd knows for certain whether your aunt was innocent or guilty in the matter of Miss Jethro's disgrace. Please to excuse me; my work's waiting downstairs.”
From time to time, as she pursued her domestic labors, Mrs. Ellmother thought of Mirabel. Hours on hours had pa.s.sed--and the doctor had not appeared. Was he too busy to spare even a few minutes of his time? Or had the handsome little gentleman, after promising so fairly, failed to perform his errand? This last doubt wronged Mirabel. He had engaged to return to the doctor's house; and he kept his word.
Doctor Allday was at home again, and was seeing patients. Introduced in his turn, Mirabel had no reason to complain of his reception. At the same time, after he had stated the object of his visit, something odd began to show itself in the doctor's manner.