Part 14 (1/2)
”I'm not sure. Something very bad,” I tell her and I look down at my Calli, knowing that right now, at least, she is the only one who can tell me exactly what happened up on Hobo Hollow. I wonder if she will speak again or if she will go back to her silence. ”Can you go any faster?” I ask the paramedic. She shakes her head no.
”We don't put on the lights unless it's a life or death emergency,” she says apologetically.
”My son is still up there. The sooner I get Calli taken care of, the sooner I can get back out to the forest and find out what's happening with Ben.”
”Is their father in the picture?” she asks, and I listen closely to her voice, searching for any judgmental undertones. I don't hear any.
”He is, but he's away on a fis.h.i.+ng trip. I can't get a hold of him,” I explain.
”Oh, that's too bad.” She resumes attending to Calli. ”How old is your boy?”
”He's twelve,” I respond, inching closer to Calli.
”People are up there looking for him?”
I nod. ”And another little girl. What would you do?” I ask this kind woman who is taking an interest in me.
”You have any family here in town?”
”No, it's just the four of us.”
”Friends you can call?”
”No,” I whisper, and once again loneliness presses in around me and for the first time I am truly aware of the isolation I have found in my own hometown.
”My name is Rose Callahan. I'm off at ten,” she tells me. ”Once the doctors and nurses get Calli checked over and settled in, I'd be glad to sit with her. I'm sure they will keep her over for observation. She may be pretty dehydrated after being up in the woods all day. You see how when I pinch the back of Calli's hand, the skin doesn't immediately lay flat again? That's called skin turgor, a sign of dehydration. It's easily remedied, but we need to keep a close eye on her. I really would be glad to sit with her if you need to be somewhere else.”
I hesitate and do not respond to her offer.
”Everyone at the hospital knows me. I have three grandkids of my own, but they live out west.”
”I don't know,” I begin.
”If you need me, you call me. I'll give you my phone number. And please call me. I don't have anyone here in town anymore, either. Are you from Willow Creek?”
”I was born and grew up here.” We pull into the ambulance unloading area; Rose jots her number down on a sc.r.a.p of paper and hands it to me.
”You call me, understand? If you need anything, you call me.”
”I will, thank you,” I tell her as some attendants come, gently lift Calli from the ambulance and wheel her into the hospital emergency room as Rose and her partner fill them in on Calli's situation.
”This is Toni Clark, Calli's mother,” Rose informs them.
”Please come with me, Ms. Clark,” a male nurse instructs me and I follow him into an examination room. I turn back to wave at Rose, but she is already gone. ”Tell me what happened here with Calli,” he asks.
”I'm not really sure what happened. She wasn't in her bed this morning, and we couldn't find her. Another little girl, Petra Gregory, is still on the bluff. The police have been looking for them all day. She came running down from the woods, like...this,” I say, indicating her scratched legs and bleeding feet, her dirty nightgown.
”Was she able to tell you what happened?”
”No.” I shake my head. ”But she said her brother's name, 'Ben.' 'Ben.' He's still up there.” He's still up there.”
The nurse looks confused. ”Both your children were missing?”
”No, just Calli and her friend, not Ben. He went looking for them. Calli came out, Ben didn't. Not yet.” I am so tired; the entire story makes little sense even to me. ”The police are up there looking for them.”
”I'm sure a police officer will be here shortly,” the nurse a.s.sures me. ”He or she will most likely question Calli about what she remembers about today. We will get her checked out and cleaned up before that happens.”
”All right, thank you,” I tell him.
”Dr. Higby will be right in.” The nurse leaves me in the brightly lit examination room, alone with Calli, and I try to brush her matted hair away from her forehead.
Calli tries to curl herself up into a tight little ball, but this is difficult as the examination table is narrow. She shoves a grimy thumb into her mouth and every few moments her eyelids flutter, as if trying to open, but they remain closed. I hear the door open behind me and in steps a man, the doctor, I a.s.sume, as he is wearing a white lab coat. He is completely bald, his head gleaming underneath the fluorescent lights. He wears gla.s.ses with red frames and a tie decorated with smiley faces.
”I'm Dr. Higby,” he introduces himself. He holds his hand out to me and I shake it. He has a powerful grip and I am struck by how much his hand looks like Griff's, strong and coa.r.s.e from manual labor. ”Tell me about who we have here,” he says, looking down at Calli who is trying to warm herself by pulling the sheet that covers her more tightly about her.
”This is Calli Clark. I'm Toni, her mother. She's been out lost in the woods all day. I don't know what happened to her.”
”Was she found like this?”
”She came out of the woods on her own, but she was exhausted. She fell asleep the moment she was off her feet.”
Dr. Higby refers to the notes in a chart he holds. ”Her vital signs look strong. Let's check her over and see what we have here. We're going to have to wake her up, Mrs. Clark,” he says apologetically. ”Having her awake and able to tell us where it hurts will help us treat her. Would you like to be the one to wake her? She would probably find it frightening to wake up to this scary mug of mine.” He smiles at me.
”Calli, honey.” I go to her side and rub her shoulder. ”Calli, I need you to wake up now.” I gently try to pull the sheet from her and her eyes open, instantly awake, her eyes dart around in panic. ”It's okay, Calli, Mom's here,” I croon. ”You're at the hospital. We need you to wake up so you can let us know where it hurts. This is Dr. Higby. He's going to help you feel better.”
Dr. Higby steps into Calli's line of vision and she watches him carefully for a moment, taking in the red gla.s.ses and his tie.
”h.e.l.lo, Calli, I'm Dr. Higby. Just like your mom said, I'm going to check you over to see if you are hurt anywhere. I hear you've had a pretty scary day.”
Calli gives no response, but continues to observe the doctor. ”I want you to know, Calli, that you are completely safe here,” Dr. Higby a.s.sures her. ”Nothing bad is going to happen here. We all are here to help you, okay?” Calli does not answer.
”Dr. Higby, may I speak with you a moment? Calli, we'll be right out here. You okay?” She nods and Dr. Higby follows me out into the hall.
”Calli doesn't talk. I mean, she spoke for the first time in four years today. She said her brother's name. It's all she said, but that's huge for us. I'm not sure what to expect now, if she'll talk all the time now or what.”
”Calli's a selective mute?” he asks. ”There's no physical reason for her not talking?”
”That's what we've been told. I'd almost given up hope in her ever talking again, but she did today. She said her brother's name.” I feel a renewed sense of excitement and hope in telling Dr. Higby this.
”It is very good news that Calli spoke. I have a very limited experience with selective mutism, Mrs. Clark, but we have a psychiatrist on staff who may be more informed on the subject. Would you like for me to call her and have her visit with you?”
”Calli isn't crazy,” I tell him, my initial liking of the man fading quickly.
”No, of course not. I didn't mean to imply that. Dr. Kelsing is a medical doctor with a wide expertise. She could be very helpful.” Dr. Higby waits patiently for me to mull this over.
”You think she's good?” I ask. ”You think she could help Calli?”
”I implicitly trust her judgment, Mrs. Clark,” he responds.
”All right, then, I'd like to meet her,” I say as I notice two police officers come through the emergency room doors.