Part 23 (2/2)
”Soon, little tasta,” he said. ”Soon.”
We waited.
My knees, and the palms of my hands, were sore, from the stone. My body, too, was bruised from my leash training.
I had a clearer notion now of what I was.
I was more of a kajira now than I had been this morning.
This was, I think, a kindness on the part of the jailer. He wanted me to live.
Then I started as, from behind that door, from somewhere well behind it, once again, sounded the gong.
Then the door opened.
”Proceed, little tasta,” said the jailer.
I then, on my leash, crawled toward the opening.
ELEVEN
As soon as I crawled through the opening I felt fresh air, and my hair was blown back somewhat by the wind. I found myself on the stone flagging of a large, circular terracelike structure, perhaps some forty yards in diameter. It was apparently the roof of a bastion or tower of some sort.
About its edges, facing outwards, were defensive works, some movable, some roofed. Above it, supported by beams, casting a pattern of almost intangible shadows, seeming to stir on the flagging, were numerous, swaying strands of fine wire.
The sky was very bright, and very blue. In it billowing clouds scudded like speeding fleets.
The air of this world is very clear, and rich.
At the far side of the large area, away from the door, near the outer circ.u.mference of the circle, was a stone dais, reached by some three steps, on the top of which was a thronelike chair.
I crawled forward, slightly in advance of the jailer, who, the leash in his hand, was to my left.
”Stop,” he said, softly.
I stopped.
There were only a few individuals on the terrace, and these were on, or near, the dais.
Their eyes were upon me.
I put down my head.
I wondered what was wanted of me.
The jailer then, to my surprise, removed the leash from my neck.
Perhaps he had received some sign from the dais to do so. I did not know.
I stayed there, on all fours, my head down.
What did they want of me? I wondered if I were worthy enough to have been brought here.
Was I good enough? Would I prove to be satisfactory? My experience in the pens had suggested that I might do. I had been popular there, with most, if not with all, if not with one, in particular.
I trusted that those who had made this decision, to bring me here, knew their business. I hoped they knew their business. I did not want to die!
And there would be other women here, doubtless, women of this world.
How would they view me? I gathered that they might view me as negligible, as far less than they, even if their own fair throats were enclosed in collars.
There was one woman besides myself on the terrace. She wore scarlet silk. She was well bejeweled.
She was not veiled. Her face, like mine, was bared. Any might look upon it, as they pleased. She was on her knees, to the left of the thronelike chair. She was chained to it by the neck. On the other side of the thronelike chair, lying there, stretched out, indolently, its large, triangular head down on its paws, was one of the six-legged beasts, one such as that I had met on the ledges. It was chained to the right side of the thronelike chair. As the beast was at the right hand of the thronelike chair and the woman only at the left, that signified, in this world, that she was less than it.
On the thronelike chair reclined a richly robed figure. His shoulders were of great breadth.
His robes were largely of scarlet, lined with purple. He was strikingly handsome, and had large hands.
On his feet were golden sandals; on his forehead was a golden circlet.
He gestured that I should rise, and I did so. I then stood some fifty feet, or so, before the dais.
He then indicated that I might remove the tunic from between my teeth.
Gratefully I did so.
I then held it in my right hand It was very damp.
He then said something to one of the men standing near him. Among them was the soldier who had brought us here, but it was not he to whom he spoke.
I stood very well, naked before him. How different this was, the thought crossed my mind, from my old world How far I was from the shops, the malls. I wondered how my old companions, Jean, and Priscilla, and Sandra, and Sally, might stand before such men, masters of women.
I think he was pleased with me. I was sure that he had commented favorably concerning me to his fellow on the dais. The woman to his left, she kneeling, chained by the neck to his chair, had not seemed much pleased. That was surely a point in my favor. She would not like me. I was sure of that. She was, even now, regarding me angrily. I did not like her, either. Let her watch out for herself, and her place on a chain! I hated her!
I considered the eyes of the men.
I stood even straighter, more gracefully.
”s.l.u.t,” said the woman.
I pretended not to hear. I gathered that she must be a high slave, and that she had a general permission to speak. To be sure, such a permission may be instantly revoked, at so little as a word. If men do not wish to hear us, we must be silent.
It seemed to me now that I could feel the interest of the men, reaching toward me, almost like heat, in waves of desire.
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