Part 51 (2/2)

”Is it pretty?” said Beth, surprised and pleased.

”_Is_ it pretty!” he e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed, lifting it with both hands, and bathing his face in it; ”the brightest, brownest, curliest, softest, sweetest hair on earth! Turn it up under your cap. These little curls on your neck will look like short hair.”

They were all so delighted with this romantic plan, that they danced about, and hugged each other promiscuously. But this last piece of cleverness was their undoing, for Beth was promptly recognised at the menagerie by some one with a sense of humour, who told Lady Benyon, who told Mrs. Caldwell.

Mrs. Caldwell came hurrying home from Lady Benyon's a few nights later with the queerest expression of countenance Beth had ever seen; it was something between laughing and crying.

”Beth,” she began in an agitated manner, ”I am told that you went with two of Mr. Richardson's sons to the menagerie on Tuesday night, dressed as a boy.”

”_One_ of his sons,” said Beth, correcting her; ”the other boy was his pupil.”

”And you were walking about looking at the animals in that public place with your arm round the girl from the shoe-shop?”

Beth burst out laughing. ”All the boys had their arms round girls,”

she explained. ”I couldn't be singular.”

Mrs. Caldwell dropped into a chair, and sat gazing at Beth as if she had never seen anything like her before, as indeed she never had.

”Who is this pupil of Mr. Richardson's?” she asked at last, ”and how did you make his acquaintance?”

”His name is Alfred Cayley Pounce,” Beth answered. ”We were caught by the tide and nearly drowned together on the sands, and I've known him ever since.”

”And do you mean to say that you have been meeting this young man in a clandestine manner--that you hadn't the proper pride to refuse to a.s.sociate with him unless he were known to your family and you could meet him as an equal?”

”He did wish to make your acquaintance, but I wouldn't let him,” Beth said.

”Why?” Mrs. Caldwell asked in amazement.

”Oh, because I was afraid you would be horrid to him,” Beth answered.

Mrs. Caldwell was thunderstruck. The whole affair had overwhelmed her as a calamity which could not be met by any ordinary means. Scolding was out of the question, for she was not able to utter another word, but just sat there with such a miserable face, she might have been the culprit herself, especially as she ended by bursting into tears.

Beth's heart smote her, and she watched her mother for some time, yearning to say something to comfort her.

”I don't think you need be so distressed, mamma,” she ventured at last ”What have I done, after all? I've committed no crime.”

”You've done just about as bad a thing as you could do,” Mrs. Caldwell rejoined. ”You've made the whole place talk about you. You must have known you were doing wrong. But I think you can have no conscience at all.”

”I think I have a conscience, only it doesn't always act,” Beth answered disconsolately. ”Very often, when I am doing a wrong thing, it doesn't accuse me; when it does, I stop and repent.”

She was sitting beside the dining-table, balancing a pencil on her finger as she spoke.

”Look at you now, Beth,” her mother e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed, ”utterly callous!”

Beth sighed, and put the pencil down. She despaired of ever making her mother understand anything, and determined not to try again.

”Beth, I don't know what to do with you,” Mrs. Caldwell recommenced after a long silence. ”I've been warned again and again that I should have trouble with you, and Heaven knows I have. You've done a monstrous thing, and, instead of being terrified when you're found out, you sit there coolly discussing it, as if you were a grown-up person. And then you're so queer. You ought to be a child, but you're not. Lady Benyon likes you; but even she says you're not a child, and never were. You say things no sane child would ever think of, and very few grown-up people. You are _not_ like other people, there's no denying it.”

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