Part 1 (2/2)

The Beth Book Sarah Grand 58730K 2022-07-22

The smile froze on her lips. He had come back in an irritable mood. He went to the sideboard when he had spoken, and poured himself out a stiff gla.s.s of whisky-and-water, which he carried to the window, where he stood with his back to his wife, looking out. He was a short man, who made an instant impression of light eyes in a dark face. You would have looked at him a second time in the street, and thought of him after he had pa.s.sed, so striking was the peculiar contrast. His features were European, but his complexion, and his soft glossy black hair, curling close and crisp to the head, betrayed a dark drop in him, probably African. In the West Indies he would certainly have been set down as a quadroon. There was no record of negro blood in the family, however, no trace of any ancestor who had lived abroad; and the three moors' heads with ivory rings through their noses which appeared in one quarter of the scutcheon were always understood by later generations to have been a distinction conferred for some special butchery-business among the Saracens.

Mrs. Caldwell glanced at her husband, as he stood with his back to her in the window, and then went on with the mending, patiently waiting till the mood should have pa.s.sed off, or she should have thought of something with which to beguile him.

When he had finished the whisky-and-water, he turned and looked at her with critical disapprobation.

”I wonder why it is when a woman marries she takes no more pains with herself,” he e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed. ”When I married you, you were one of the smartest girls I ever saw.”

”It would be difficult to be smart just now,” she answered.

He made a gesture of impatience. ”But why should a woman give up everything when she marries? You had more accomplishments than most of them, and now all you do, it seems to me, is the mending.”

”The mending must be done,” she answered deprecatingly, ”and I'm not very strong. I'm not able to do everything. I would if I could.”

There was a wild stampede at this moment. The four elder children had returned from school, and the two younger ones from a walk with their nurse, and now burst into the room, in wild spirits, demanding dinner.

It was the first bright moment of the morning for their mother, but her husband promptly spoilt her pleasure.

”Sit down at table,” he roared, ”and don't let me hear another word from any of you. A man comes home to be quiet, and this is the kind of thing that awaits him!”

The children shrank to their places abashed, while their mother escaped to the kitchen to hurry the dinner. The form--or farce--of grace was gone through before the meal commenced. The children ate greedily, but were obediently silent. All the little confidences and remarks which it would have been so healthy for them to make, and so good for their mother to hear, had to be suppressed, and the silence and constraint made everyone dyspeptic. The dinner consisted of only one dish, a hash, which Mrs. Caldwell had made because her husband had liked it so much the last time they had had it. He turned it over on his plate now, however, ominously, blaming the food for his own want of appet.i.te. Mrs. Caldwell knew the symptoms, and sighed.

”I can't eat this stuff,” he said at last, pus.h.i.+ng his plate away from him.

”There's a pudding coming,” his wife replied.

”Oh, a pudding!” he exclaimed. ”I know what our puddings are. Why aren't women taught something sensible? What's the use of all your accomplishments if you can't cook the simplest dish? What a difference it would have made to my life if you had been able to make pastry even.”

Mrs. Caldwell thought of the time she had spent on her feet in the kitchen that morning doing her best, and she also thought how easy it would have been for him to marry a woman who could cook, if that were all he wanted; but she had no faint glimmering conception that it was unreasonable to expect a woman of her cla.s.s to cook her dinner as well as eat it. One servant is not expected to do another's work in any establishment; but a mother on a small income, the most cruelly tried of women, is too often required to be equal to anything. Mrs. Caldwell said nothing, however. She belonged to the days when a wife's meek submission to anything a man chose to say made nagging a pleasant relaxation for the man, and encouraged him to persevere until he acquired a peculiar ease in the art, and spoilt the tempers of everybody about him.

The arrival of the family doctor put an end to the scene. Mrs.

Caldwell told the children to run away, and her husband's countenance cleared.

”Glad to see you, Gottley,” he said. ”What will you have?”

”Oh, nothing, thank you. I can't stay a moment. I just looked in to see how Mrs. Caldwell was getting on.”

”Oh, she's all right,” her husband answered for her cheerfully. ”How are you all, especially Miss Bessie?”

”Ha! ha!” said the old gentleman, sitting down by the table. ”That reminds me I'm not on good terms with Bessie this morning. I'm generally careful, you know, but it seems I said something disrespectful about a Christian brother--a _Christian_ brother, mind you--and I've been had up before the family tribunal for blasphemy, and condemned to everlasting punishment. Lord!--But, mark my words,” he exclaimed emphatically, ”a time will come when every school-girl will see, what my life is made a burden to me for seeing now, the absurdity of the whole religious superst.i.tion.”

”O doctor!” Mrs. Caldwell cried, ”surely you believe in G.o.d?”

”G.o.d has not revealed Himself to me, madam; I know nothing about Him,”

the old gentleman answered gently.

”Ah, there you know you are wrong, Gottley,” Mr. Caldwell chimed in, and then he proceeded to argue the question. The old doctor, being in a hurry, said little in reply, and when he had gone Mrs. Caldwell exclaimed, with wifely tact--

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