Chapter 37 (1/2)

The person I loved was killed in a car accident, I couldn't help but feel the pain of losing him.

In the end, I committed suicide.

I wished to disappear from this world.

The world without him is meaningless.

But.

It turned out that death is not the end of everything.

I was dead for sure, but I still  I felt alive.

My eyes were open, I was alive again.

I became a baby!

The first person I saw was my father carrying me.

I was born in a n.o.ble family of Razaia Kingdom.

I grew up among n.o.bles, n.o.bles met each other for political affairs.

It was rare for n.o.bles to have friends in the literal meaning.

I was often used by my friends because of my position as a n.o.ble and because I was a woman, many people wanted to marry me to increase their political power.

Even my family also wanted me to do a political marriage.

Being a n.o.ble was very bad, one couldn't live freely.

I wished I was born into an ordinary family…

When I was born, Razaia Kingdom was fighting against Petalia Kingdom.

My parents gave me the name Yaza which means tranquility, they hoped my birth can make the ongoing battle end soon.

But reality had another say.

The battle continued for a few years.

Both kingdoms weren’t willing to budge, they fought over mineral-rich areas.

When I was 12 years old, the two kingdoms agreed to make a truce with the condition that the two kingdoms had to present one of their n.o.bles to the other kingdom.

In the end, I was chosen as a present for Petalia Kingdom because that is what my purpose was from birth.

My parents even offered me to be the present, the king agreed to it.

It’s like I wasn't reborn to be a living being but to be an object.

I didn't like my situation.

In the end, I ran away from home and hid.

Razaia Kingdom looked for me, but I always managed to avoid them.

Several months pa.s.sed, they gave up the search for me and replaced me with others who were offered to the Petalia Kingdom.

I didn’t want to go back home, I wanted to live a free life.

My chance to live freely finally came.

At first, I learned to survive in the forest by hunting animals.

After a few months, I could fight.

I often see weak people pa.s.sing by in the forest, I decided to rob them and I became a bandit to earn money so I can live like a normal Human.

I met various people and bandits, just like me.

I was often invited to join them, but I refused.

I’d rather rob by myself because it was more fun and profitable.

I was a bandit for four years, I was famous among bandits because of my skill in fighting.