Chapter 148 - THE HEAT (1/2)

”Will you let him to touch you, Zuri? Will you?” Adel grimaced, her eyes filled with concern, she held her hands tightly and looked at her in warry. ”Can you imagine that? You will hate yourself for allowing that to happen.”

Zuri remained silence when she heard that words, she didn't allow her mind to imagine that because she knew that would only get her sick on the stomach.

Fuck with heat! She didn't even want to breathe the same air with Emmet and his father.

”Zuri,” Adel called her desperately because she didn't give her any response.

”Why do you tell me this?” The question came out very cold and heartless, as if she was an ungrateful child.

”What do you mean why I tell you this?” Adel looked flustered now. ”Because I care for you.”

”No, you don't.” All these eight years Zuri knew her uncle's former member pack, they seemed to look at her with disdain in their eyes, because they thought she was one of the reason why they ended up miserable, even though none of those excuses were make any sense.

Indeed, it was easier to have someone to be blamed and in this case, since those people couldn't show their hatred toward Alpha Xerxes, it would be easier for them to vent it out on her.

”Of course I do.” Adel sighed, as if she had aged a few decades. ”I don't show it because you are out of our reach. Alpha Xerxes favored you so much, but you are still one of our pack member, right?”

Our.

The word hit her with uneasy feeling. It had been so long since she felt the sense of belong to something, to someone, as if she was not alone. The feeling was confusing, but it felt warm.

However, Zuri crushed the feeling heartlessly, because it only showed weakness, she didn't need to feel that now.

”What do you want?” Zuri asked her, she looked at her with expression that devoid from any emotions, as she tried to think about this matter thoroughly. Did she trust her?

”I want to help you, dear.” Adel sighed again, she looked a little bit better when Zuri asked the question that she had been waiting for. ”I want to help you, doesn't that what family do?”

Family?

The last time Zuri remembered, the people that she called family abandoned her…

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When the sun was about to set, Zuri could feel the strange on her body. She felt very hot, though the evening wind that caressed her cheeks was cold enough.

However, there was something that burning inside of her and she didn't know how to extinguish this feeling. No matter how many glasses of cold drink that she drunk, it was a veil attempt to make her felt any better.

Adel was right, she didn't know what she would face. She had never experience such thing before and the worst news was; this was only the beginning. The feeling would intensify when night came, when the wanning crescent moon appeared between the stary night sky.