Part 30 (2/2)
”I hope they will all come true, dear,” said Aunt Faith, after they had talked long on these subjects.
”I hope,--I think they will, if human energy can bring it about. But now, aunt, to look back on the past, I want to make a confession to you, I want you to hear and forgive me before I go.”
Then Hugh told of all the secret horseback rides, and many other wild adventures of past years, in which he and Bessie had each borne a part. ”It has been all my fault, Aunt Faith,” he said, as he concluded. ”I was the elder and the stronger, and I led Bessie on.
Without me she would have done none of those things. Poor little Bessie! she is very dear to me. You will be kind to her when I am gone?”
”I will, Hugh. I, too, am very fond of Bessie. But do not take all the blame upon yourself; she is by nature rash and way ward.”
”I know she is, aunt. But, at the same time, if it had not been for my influence, Bessie would have been a very different girl; if she had thought that I disapproved of any of her actions that would have been the last of them, whereas instead of this, I have encouraged her.
Whatever the blame may be I take it all upon myself. But Bessie is changing, I think; you will have no trouble with her hereafter, she will grow into a n.o.ble woman yet. And now, aunt, I will leave no work undone, but finish that volume, if you wish it.”
So saying, Hugh took up the book which Aunt Faith had placed ready for him, and began reading aloud; he read well, and it was one of her greatest pleasures to listen to him. She often kept volumes by her side for weeks with the pages uncut, waiting until he could find time to read them aloud. ”And now I will say good-bye!” said Hugh, as he finished the little book; ”you know I dislike formal leave-takings in the presence of all the family.”
”Good-bye, my dear boy!” said Aunt Faith, with a motherly embrace.
”May G.o.d bless you and keep you in all your ways, in danger, sickness, temptation and perplexity, for the sake of His dear Son, our Saviour Jesus Christ. Oh, Hugh, can you not gladden my heart by saying those two sentences before you go,--you know what I mean?”
”I will try to say them soon, aunt. I feel that I have changed lately, but I want to know that it is not the mere excitement of parting and antic.i.p.ation of a new life which has affected me. I am going to try hard to be a good man,--indeed I am; and if I find that these new feelings outlast my present excitement, I will write you word.
Sometimes I almost feel as though I could make my public profession of faith now; but the next two months will show me the exact truth, and perhaps, Aunt Faith, the time of Sibyl's wedding will also be the time when I shall come forward to join the church.”
”G.o.d be thanked,” said Aunt Faith, fervently; ”the feelings will last, Hugh, for they are holy and true. Go, my boy; I give you up freely now, for you are virtually enrolled in the army of the Lord, and He will aid you in all times of trial if you call upon Him.”
A little before six all the family, together with Mr. Leslie, a.s.sembled in the sitting-room; there was an undercurrent of sadness in their minds, but Hugh would allow no melancholy words or looks.
”First we will have tea, then Bessie shall play 'Bonnie Dundee' for us, then we will all make a triumphal arch of flowers through which I shall pa.s.s, in token of the grand success which awaits me in the mercantile world, and then I shall go. No one must accompany me to the boat; I want to see you all on the piazza as the carriage drives away, and if there is so much as one tear-drop, I shall know it and be ready to inflict condign punishment therefor,” said Hugh, laying down the law with a magisterial air.
Tea was soon over, and then Bessie with trembling fingers managed, with severe self-control, to play 'Bonnie Dundee' to the end without a tear. Another note, however, she could not play, but replaced the cover of her harp in silence. Then Tom and Gem brought in from the garden all the flowers they could find, and a long wreath was made and twined around and over the two pillars of the front piazza.
”There comes the carriage!” said Tom, ”and there come the B. B.'s, too. Here, boys, form on both sides of the walk; Hugh's going in a minute.”
The trunk was carried out, and Hugh took up his coat and valise. ”Now I want you all to come out on the piazza,” he said. ”Aunt Faith, here is your chair. Gem, you stand by Aunt Faith's side: Sibyl and John, please stand opposite to them; and Tom,--where is Tom?”
”Here I am!” answered Tom from the back of the house; ”I'm getting the dogs together for the group.”
”That's right, the dogs by all means, for they are an important part of the family,” said Hugh, laughing. ”Sit over that side, Tom, and keep them by you. Bessie, I want you to stand in the centre just under the arch; there, that is perfect. I shall turn round and look at you all when I reach the gate.” So saying, Hugh bent down and kissed Bessie's pale cheek, and then pa.s.sing under the arch, walked rapidly down the long garden-walk. The B. B.'s in martial array on either side, gave him three cheers as he pa.s.sed, and when he reached the gate he turned and looked back with a smile, waving his hat in token of farewell. In another moment he was gone, then the carriage rolled down the street out of sight, and Aunt Faith, rising, said solemnly, ”May G.o.d bless our dear Hugh, now and forever.”
”Amen,” said Mr. Leslie.
Bessie had disappeared.
CHAPTER X.
THE HOME-COMING.
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