Part 15 (1/2)

He wanted to take her hands; she quickly pulled away.

”Here's my husband.”

He wasn't there yet, but he would be soon; she recognised the sound of the mare's hooves on the road. She went out into the courtyard; it was raining. Through the gates came the old horse and trap, unused since the other war but now a replacement for the broken-down car. Benoit held the reins. The women were sitting under wet umbrellas.

Madeleine ran towards her husband and put her arm round his neck. ”There's a Boche,” she whispered in his ear.

”Is he going to be living with us?”

”Yes.”

”d.a.m.n!”

”So what?” said Cecile. ”They're not so bad if you know how to handle them, and they pay well.”

Benoit unharnessed the mare and took her to the stable. Cecile, intimidated by the German but conscious of having an advantage because she was wearing her best Sunday dress, a hat and silk stockings, proudly walked into the room.

6.

The regiment was pa.s.sing beneath Lucile's windows. The soldiers were singing; they had excellent voices, but the French were bemused by this serious choir whose sad and menacing music sounded more religious than warlike.

”That how they pray?” the women asked.

The troops were returning from manoeuvres; it was so early in the morning that the whole village was still asleep. A few women woke with a start. They leaned out of the windows and laughed. It was such a fresh, gentle morning! The roosters crowed huskily after the cold night. The peaceful sky was tinged with pink and silver. Its innocent light played on the happy faces of the men as they marched past (how could you not be happy on such a glorious spring day?). The women watched them for a long time: these tall, well-built men with their hard faces and melodious voices. They were beginning to recognise some of the soldiers. They were no longer the anonymous crowd of the early days, the flood of green uniforms indistinguishable from one another, just as no wave in the sea is unique but merges with the swells before and after it. These soldiers had names now: ”Here comes that short blond who lives with the shoemaker and whose friends call him w.i.l.l.y,” the townspeople would say. ”That one over there, he's the redhead who orders omelettes with eight eggs and drinks eighteen gla.s.ses of brandy one after the other without getting drunk or being sick. That little young one who stands so straight, he's the interpreter. He calls the shots at Headquarters. And there's the Angelliers' German.”

Just as farmers used to be given the names of the places where they lived, to such an extent that the postman who was a descendant of former tenant farmers on the Montmort estate was called Auguste de Montmort to this very day, so the Germans more or less inherited the social status of their landlords. They were called the Durands' Fritz, the La Forges' Ewald, the Angelliers' Bruno.

Bruno rode at the head of his cavalry detachment. The well-fed, fiery animals pranced and eyed the onlookers with pride and impatience; they were the envy of the villagers.

”Mama, did you see?” the children shouted.

The Lieutenant's horse had a golden-brown coat, as glossy as satin. Both horse and rider were aware of the cheers, the women's cries of pleasure. The handsome animal arched its neck, violently shook its bit. The officer smiled faintly and sometimes made a little affectionate smacking sound with his lips, which controlled the horse better than the whip. When a young girl, at a window, exclaimed, ”He's a good rider, that Boche, he is,” he raised his gloved hand to his helmet and solemnly saluted.

Behind the young girl you could hear nervous whispering.

”You know very well they don't like being called that. Are you crazy?”

”Oh, so what! So I forgot,” the young girl retorted, red as a cherry.

The detachment broke ranks at the village square. In a great clanking of boots and spurs, the men went back to their billets. The sun was s.h.i.+ning and it was hot now, almost like summer. The soldiers got washed in the courtyards; their naked torsos were red, burned by being outdoors so much, and covered with sweat. One soldier had hooked a mirror on to the branch of a tree and was shaving. Another plunged his head and bare arms into a large tub of cool water. A third called out to a young woman, ”Beautiful day, Madame!”

”Well now, so you speak French?”

”A little.”

They looked at each other; smiled at each other. The women went over to the wells and sent down their buckets on long creaking chains. Once retrieved and full of s.h.i.+mmering, icy water that reflected the dark blue of the sky, these buckets always attracted a soldier, who would hurry over to take the heavy burden. Some of the soldiers did it to prove that, even though they were German, they were polite; others did it out of natural kindness; some because the beautiful day and a kind of physical invigoration (brought on by the fresh air, healthy tiredness and the prospect of a well-earned rest) put them in a state of exaltation, of inner strength-a state where men who would gladly act maliciously towards the strong feel even more kindly towards the weak (the same state, doubtless, that in spring causes male animals to fight one another yet graze, play and gambol in the dust in front of the females). A soldier walked a young woman home, solemnly carrying two bottles of white wine she had just pulled out of the well. He was a very young man with light-blue eyes, a turned-up nose, large strong arms.

”They're nice,” he said, looking at the woman's legs, ”they're nice, Madame . . .”

”Shh . . . My husband . . .”

”Ah, husband, bose bose . . . bad,” he exclaimed, pretending to be very frightened. . . . bad,” he exclaimed, pretending to be very frightened.

The husband was listening behind the closed door and, since he trusted his wife, instead of getting angry he felt rather proud. ”Well, our women are are beautiful,” he thought. And the small gla.s.s of white wine he had every morning seemed to taste better. beautiful,” he thought. And the small gla.s.s of white wine he had every morning seemed to taste better.

Some soldiers went into the shoemaker's. He was a disabled war veteran who had his workbench in the shop; the deep, natural aroma of fresh wood hung in the air; the freshly cut blocks of pine still shed tears of sap. The shelves were crammed with hand-carved clogs decorated with all manner of patterns-chimera, snakes, bulls' heads. There was a pair in the shape of a pig's snout.

One of the Germans looked at them appreciatively. ”Magnificent work,” he said.

The morose, taciturn shoemaker didn't reply, but his wife, who was setting the table, was so curious she couldn't help but ask, ”What did you do in Germany?”

At first the soldier didn't understand; then he said he'd been a locksmith. The shoemaker's wife thought for a moment, then whispered in her husband's ear, ”We should show him that broken key to the dresser. Maybe he could fix it . . .”

”Forget it,” her husband said, frowning.

”You? Lunch?” the soldier continued. He pointed to the white bread on a plate decorated with flowers: ”French bread . . . light . . . not in stomach . . . nothing . . .”

What he meant was that the bread didn't seem nouris.h.i.+ng, wouldn't fill you up, but the French couldn't believe anyone would be crazy enough not to recognise the excellence of their food, especially their golden round loaves, their crown-shaped breads. There were rumours they would soon have to be made with a mixture of bran and poor-quality flour. But no one believed it. They took the German's words as a compliment and were flattered. Even the sour expression on the shoemaker's face softened. He sat down at the table with his family. The Germans sat on wooden stools, at a distance.

”And do you like this village?” the shoemaker's wife continued.

She was naturally sociable and suffered from her husband's long silences.

”Oh, yes, beautiful . . .”

”And what about where you come from? Is it like here?” she asked another soldier.

The soldier's face began quivering; you could tell he was desperately trying to find the words to describe his own land, the fields of hop and deep forests. But he couldn't find the words; he just spread out his arms. ”Big . . . good earth . . .” He hesitated and sighed. ”Far . . .”

”Do you have a family?”

He nodded yes.

”You don't need to talk to them,” the shoemaker said to his wife.

The woman felt ashamed. She continued working in silence, pouring the coffee, cutting the children's sandwiches. They could hear joyful sounds coming from outside. It was the cheerful din of laughter, weapons rattling, soldiers' voices and footsteps. No one quite knew why, but they felt light-hearted. Maybe it was because of the beautiful weather. The sky, so blue, seemed gently to bow down towards the horizon and caress the earth. The hens were squatting in the dust: every so often they made sleepy squawking sounds and fluffed themselves up. Bits of straw, feathers, invisible grains of pollen floated in the air. It was nesting season.

There had been no men in the village for so long that even these soldiers, the invaders, seemed in their rightful place. The invaders felt it too; they stretched out in the suns.h.i.+ne. The mothers of prisoners or soldiers killed in the war looked at them and begged G.o.d to curse them, but the young women just looked at them.