Part 16 (1/2)

'Okay, the staircase. Well, that's a selling point.'

'And look at the views.'

'Yes, I can't fault the views.'

Liz looked at her list. 'So how many stars shall I give it? Four or five?'

'Out of how many?'

'I don't know.'

Sometimes he thought it would be better if he just let Liz and her family get on with organising the wedding without him. But he always hastily put the thought aside, in case it popped out of his mouth in an unguarded moment. That would definitely land him in big, big trouble.

'What's the matter?' she asked.

'Nothing.'

Cooper knew she wouldn't believe him, but she accepted his answer for the moment. If she pressed him, he would find it very difficult to tell her what actually was the matter. The fact was, he was feeling guilty. He was bothered by a persistent, nagging certainty that he'd made a mess of the job last night, that he ought to have been the one to find the body of Aidan Merritt, instead of leaving it to Diane Fry. All right, it might not have made a huge amount of difference. An hour or two perhaps. But those first few hours were crucial, as everyone knew.

Besides, there was a question of pride. He would never live down the fact that a body had been lying a few hundred yards away, without him being aware of it. A murder victim, no less. It would haunt him for the rest of his career.

And the reason it had happened was simple. He'd grasped the opportunity to leave the scene on Oxlow Moor early because he had an appointment to view a property that he couldn't afford to buy. He'd compromised his professional integrity to please Liz.

And the worst of it was something he could hardly explain to himself. When he looked at Liz now, and saw how happy she was, he even felt guilty about feeling guilty.

At Bridge End Farm, Ben Cooper stopped by the stable to say h.e.l.lo to his two nieces. The elder, Amy, was really growing up now. She was a proper teenager, a bit gawky, yet obsessive about her appearance. Josie wasn't far behind either a there were only a couple of years between them. Matt would really have his hands full soon.

A few weeks previously, the girls had got the horse they'd always wanted. The eight-year-old chestnut gelding belonged to Amy really, a present on her last birthday. But the two girls were very close, and it was good to see them sharing the pleasure, as well as the hard work grooming and mucking out. The arrival of the horse had been a joint project anyway. They had been nagging their father about it for the past two years.

Ben suspected that emotional blackmail had played a large part in their strategy. Crucially, their mother had been on their side too. Kate's opinion would have been a clincher.

Matt Cooper was coming back from the hill behind the farmhouse with the old sheepdog at his heels. They had been moving the sheep between fields. Ben could smell the lanolin from their fleeces, which had impregnated Matt's clothes and the skin of his hands where he'd been handling the ewes to check them for foot rot.

Ben was reminded of Gavin Murfin's jibe at Diane Fry, and her response: Trust me, I'll be happy if I don't have to see another d.a.m.n sheep ever in my life. Not much chance of that in the Peak District. They were everywhere.

Matt watched his daughters busy with their grooming equipment.

'That blasted horse costs a fortune,' he grumbled. 'It eats its own weight in hay and oats every day, and doesn't produce a thing. And hay isn't cheap this year, as you know.'

Matt looked tired. It was a busy time of year for farmers. Not that any time of year wasn't busy. That was what Matt would have told him, if he'd been silly enough to ask.

But Ben didn't need telling a his childhood at Bridge End had been ruled by the seasons. Not the usual seasons known as spring, summer, autumn and winter, but lambing, shearing, harvest, ploughing and all the other jobs in the endless round of activities that a farm demanded.

'Well, I spoke to a few of the blokes who were in the Young Farmers back then,' said Matt. 'They're not quite so young as they were, of course. But then none of us are. And some of them aren't even in farming any more.'

'What did they say?'

'I told them you were asking about the Pearsons. They were aware of the couple in the bar, because they were strangers. I think we were all aware of them.'

'Who did you talk to?'

'I'm not giving you names.'

'This isn't a game, Matt. I'm trying to find out what happened to two tourists who went missing near the Light House and have never been found. They might be dead. The smallest bit of information could be useful to us right now.'

'I know, I know. I've heard all that before. But there's a question of loyalty, you see. I think you've forgotten that.'

Ben stared at him, feeling suddenly frightened by the huge gulf that had opened up between them. It had been widening for years, but now its extent was terrifying. It was as if he'd just looked up from his feet and found that the earth had opened in front of him. A yawning chasm was staring him in the face, a gulf far too wide to cross.

Sometimes it felt as though everything had changed since the death of their mother. In the years of her illness, Isabel Cooper had been the glue holding the family together. Without her, they had fragmented and gone their different ways. Now they hardly even knew how to communicate.

'Who did you turn to when there was that incident last year?' said Ben coldly.

'Me? No one. It was Kate who rang you. And it was your friend Diane Fry who got me out of a cell.'

Of course the problem was that they had never really talked about that night. Now its memory lay between them, shocking and impossible to ignore, like a pool of blood on the carpet.

'You know they wouldn't let me get involved,' said Ben.

Matt nodded abruptly. 'Yes, because they thought there would be a conflict of loyalties. Isn't that right? Don't they give that as the reason? You don't really understand it, though, do you? To you, it's just procedure, a form of words, all written down in the rule book. To me, loyalty is very real.'

'Okay.'

'So you see, you're going to have to trust me. If you can't do that, Ben, it's just tough.'

'Matt, it's not a problem.'

'Good.'

'So what did you notice about the Pearsons?'

Matt reacted with a clumsy jerk, as if he'd been expecting the question and had tried to rehea.r.s.e his response. He'd never been a good actor. Ben remembered him being cast as one of the Three Wise Men in their school nativity play, presenting his myrrh to the Baby Jesus like a robot handling a suspicious package. Wooden didn't quite express it.

'What sort of people were they?' asked Ben. 'Do you remember?'

'Well, they weren't noisy or anything. They kept themselves to themselves mostly. Though there did seem to be ...'

Ben looked up at the hesitation, saw from his brother's face that Matt was trying to a.s.semble unfamiliar thoughts and fit them to appropriate words.

'There seemed to be what, Matt?'

'I was going to say, there seemed to be a bit of an atmosphere between them. That's it.'

'An atmosphere.'

'Yes.'