Chapter 352 (1/2)
He pulled my left hand up and raised his own at the sa black and white watches Every tick of the second hand further daed my self esteem
To be truthful, what I most wanted was to be with him But the law and morality did not allow me to say this sentence
This was only Yu Yan's right
” Stay with ain and kissedas you are happy”
His attitude and tone were like the men who consoled their mistresses in a TV drama
What I hated even more was that he actually put his hand tothe sensitive area
I curled up at the end of the bed He wrapped his arms around me The tip of his nose slowly rubbed my ear
”Girl, Ieach other from now on”
In front of my eyes, I could see my clothes scattered on the floor
I knew that if I compromised my values the first time, there would be a second tiet nity and my morals
Each of the wo, but later they gave in to the strong desires in their hearts
I would give in as well… soon
As , I remembered a scene at the hospital
Yu Ying sat on a chair, schen lay on the bed and looked at her silently I held the warm flask in my hand…
…… ……
I felt the blood rush to rabbed the knife I usually used to cut vegetables ” Go! If you dont leave, I will kill you!”
He looked at the knife in my hand
” You cant even hold the knife properly Can you kill me?”
” Don't push me!”
” I don't believe that you will kill me”
He approached me slowly and I shrank back a step He smiled, ” You can't bear to kill me”
I looked at hirabbed the handle with both hands
He pressed forward harder and harder, staring aton my love to leave him unharmed
My knife shrank back further and further, till I turnedthe blade around to point it at myself
” If you don't leave”
When he saw thatthe tip of my knife was only a centied
” Stop it”
” I…”
I blinked In that rabbed my wrists He moved very fast
” I know that you hate me because I pushed you into this dilemma” He wrapped his hands around mine and pointed the blade towards his chest
”Stab me if it will make you feel better”
I thought he would tell me not to think of him anymore…
He forced my hand forward and stabbed his chest I could feel the tip of the knifeinto softness as he applied more force
The world stopped Blood dripped on to the table
” No!”
I used all of th to pull back my hand The knife fell on the floor Blood dripped on to the floor
Panicked, I ran to get the otten the first aid auze in front of his chest
I could feel his heartbeat with my palm A sharp pain spread from the palm of my hand to my whole body It would have been better if the knife had stabbed me
” Do you still hate me ?” he asked
I cried and shook my head ”You know I can't bear to see you hurt”
” Give me another chance Wait for me for three years…”
The blood soaked through the gauze, a fiery bright red colour Where did all this blood come from ?
…… ……
The next day, I tried o to school when I got an unexpected call fro Tian
I re Tian would often call es online
Since I told hi me
I didnt knohy he called suddenly I hesitated and picked up the phone
” Hi!” I didnt knohat to say
” Xiao Bing”, his voice was very solemn” Are you busy?”
”I have been a bit busy the last few days”
” Can you take some time off to come home?”
This request was a bit odd If it had been anyone else, I wouldn't have worried But Zhong Tian was a very cautious person and if he made such requests, there must be a valid reason behind it