Chapter 2930 (1/2)
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Chapter 29-30
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How does all this break up i helplessly
As I waited for his answer, I forgot… I forgot to breathe, I forgot to blink , Ithink even otten to beat
I was afraid that he would nod, say yes
”What kind of a man do you think I achen denied vehemently
My heart relaxed a little bit When I was thinking of the relationshi+p between Ye Zhengchen and Yu Yin, I felt as if ain and again
”Is that true? Not even when you were drunk? Not even one instance where you were unable to control your impulses, or…”
Without any hesitation, he interrupted me, ”No, never!”
If he hadn't betrayed me in mind or body, I could find no reason to blanore the fact that he had concealed the whole thing fro chen was providing His explanation was too reasonable If this were true, there was actually no reason to hide , no reason to worry and no reason why Yu Yin should threaten hih carefully If a man did not love a woman, but the woman still wanted tobetween the popped up in ed?”
I carefully looked at his face for a reaction, trying to catch the flicker that would tell
He was silent with his head down, to avoid looking directly in my eyes
I had h me Even my breath was frozen
A ed to a woled with his eave into his emotions and betrayed his vow
I still could not find any reason to blame him
After all, a man committed sos he should not have I could understand that What I could not understand hy Yu Yin kept he silence for so long I could not understand why she smiled at me
Anyway, if I were in her shoes, I would have probably chosen to let go
With things standing the way they were, I just pulled the quilt closer to rief
” Go away”
He looked up
”You can't forgive ave hily, ” You should ask for her forgiveness, nothim reach out tohi with you No matter how much I love you, I cannot carry on with a ed I'm sorry”
I have always hated the japanese habit of saying sorry when they didn't mean it , but I had unconsciously picked up the habit
This word, ” sorry” was such a tragic yet ridiculous word
Anxiously, he pleaded with ive me so? Three years?
Waiting three years for a ed, was it really worth it?
I looked at thein front of me Ofcourse it wasn't worth it…
Perhaps…
I ran into the bathroo ht side of the basin where his stuff was neatly lined up
Seeing theain and I splashed more water on my
face
I could see hi behind s to say, but he was unable to speak
” Just scram!” I picked up his stuff with both of my hands, turned around and threw them at him
” Just take your stuff and leave!”
He stoodit with dull thuds one after another
” I don't want to see you again”, I said
” You never loved chen stated, his voice flat and e distance
He left, gently locking the door behind hi lonely My heart beat erratically in my chest
The faucet was still turned on, the water overflowing froainst the wall Slowly, I squatted on the ground, and picked up the toothbrush the towels, the broken glass and threw then in the trash
I really hoped that that the water could calm me down and soothe ain
Froain
He seemed to have quietly disappeared from my life, just like he had never appeared
I continued to go to class, study the files and culture my bacteria
I did not even count the holidays any more, did not think about the past or the future, just concentrated onthe notes that Ye Zhengchen had written for me Countless times, I read every comment, every word and every phrase Even the exclamation mark that he wrote became my sole point of focus
After a few days, I ements in the laboratory Every three years, I would wear protective clothing to o and observe , an associate professor caements
I told hi on The associate professor changed his attitude towards me He was much more cordial and even toldrest as well
I answered hi in japan for a long ti more and more hypocritical
I s Ling shopping Everyone else thought I was doing well But in reality, every tichen, of hoould use his shoulder as ht, I would sleeplessly stare at the tally er