C50 (1/2)
LAN Yue's hands fell down powerlessly and lay down. Her eyes stared at the ceiling dully, but she didn't find that the man who should have fallen asleep looked at her with complicated eyes.
It's a long night.
The next afternoon, when LAN Yue woke up, Qi Yanjun was gone. She put on her slippers and stood in front of her bed again.
Bang!
Suddenly, the door was pushed open, with some strength, but it failed to shake back the spirit of blue Yue.
”Little Yueyue!”
Guan Xiaoxiao came with a cry, and then LAN Yue was held. She turned around and saw a crying face like a kitten.
”Xiaoxiao?”
She had a trance in her eyes. She had met Guan Xiaoxiao not long before Mingming, but she felt like she was a stranger.
”It's me, it's me --” Guan Xiaoxiao cried, holding her in his arms, holding her face in his hands and choking, ”Why are you thin like this, xiaoyueyue? What's the matter
Xu miaolung and LAN Yue fall off the cliff, and Qi Yanjun has suppressed both of them. There is no leakage of information.
”Xiaoxiao, here you are.”
Blue Yue touched her face, and finally there was a faint smile on her dead expression, ”how do you know I'm here?”
”Qi Shao picked me up.” Guan Xiaoxiao said, ”he said you are in a bad mood recently. Let me accompany you.”
“……”
LAN Yue is silent. When Guan Xiaoxiao thinks she won't answer, she says two words softly.
”Is it?”
What is this?
A cat crying for a mouse?
Next, under the questioning of Guan Xiaoxiao, LAN Yue calmly said the whole story. During the story, she was in a stable mood, like saying something that had nothing to do with herself. However, her tight fist betrayed her restless state of mind.
It was Guan Xiaoxiao who cried and scolded Xu Miaolong.
”Qi Shao is too much. He didn't believe you after 20 years of childhood!”
“……”
Blue Yue is indifferent, suddenly smile, ”when she likes a person, she tells a big lie. Men will believe that when they don't like a person, even if the evidence is confirmed, he still thinks you are acting.”
Guan Xiaoxiao looked at her stiff smile and suddenly had a strange feeling.
She seemed to smell death.
Guan Xiaoxiao was shocked by this idea. He looked at her carefully and felt more and more strange.
A mother lost her child.
Can she still laugh?
”Xiaoyueyue, don't scare me!” The more you see LAN Yue, the more loveless she looks. Guan Xiaoxiao holds her hand and says incoherently, ”you'll have another baby. You're so young. Let's dump Qi Shao and find a better man to have a beautiful baby, OK?”
“……”
In the face of sincere worry and sincere care from her best friend, LAN Yue's strained heart string finally ”snapped” and her long-standing negative emotions seemed to find a breakthrough. She fell on her knees, covered her face and cried out.
”Xiaoxiao, my mother left shortly after I was born. My father and I were dependent on each other, but he also died. Later, I met Qi Yanjun. I thought of him as my whole world, but he didn't want me either.”
”at last, I had my baby with me --”
”now --”
she suddenly hugged Guan Xiaoxiao, crying like A child, hissing, ”my baby has been nearly four months, he grows up in my stomach day by day, I can feel his presence, I can!”
”I know, I know!”
Guan Xiaoxiao Hong patted her back with her eyes.
”I brought him to the world, but I didn't give him a good look at the world -” Lan Yue cried in the rain and shouted at the top of her voice, as if she were a wounded female animal, breaking down. ”It's my fault that I didn't protect him well.”
she hated Xu Miaolong and Qi Yanjun, but she hated herself even more.
Guan Xiaoxiao listened to the pain, but also couldn't help but shed tears.
”Xiaoyueyue, don't cry. You still have me. You are not alone. Don't you even want me?”
“……”
Blue Yue body trembling, heartache to feel as if can not feel the existence of the heart, only tears rolling.
She didn't know why God was so cruel to take away the people she cared about one by one.
In the end, she was the only one left.
”Xiaoyueyue, have you forgotten your father? Didn't you tell me that your father's last wish before he died was to wish you happiness? And your mother, you always have to ask her for a statement, asking why she left you and your dream, are you going to give up? ”
Guan Xiaoxiao choked.
”There are so many regrets in your life. You have to live a good life to have hope, right?”LAN Yue fell on her shoulder and cried a lot. Her heart felt better. She was dazed and became firm. Her brain gradually became clear. After a long time, she wiped her face hard with one hand and nodded her head slightly.
”Yes.”
Xiaoxiao is right. She can't live up to her father's wishes.
And Xu Miaolong, the murderer, will never let go!
All the people who hurt her live well. Why should she abuse herself?
Guan Xiaoxiao's heart was relaxed, and he turned to the topic as friendly as the current. He talked about the company's gossip. With her funny face, LAN Yue was also very funny. Even if she couldn't laugh, she also pulled the corner of her mouth, and her mood gradually flattened.
Before she left, she stopped Guan Xiaoxiao.
”Xiaoxiao, come here. I have something to say to you.”