C46 (1/2)
Squeak -
the door of the operating room suddenly opened, and a woman doctor came out wearing a mask and a white coat. She said with some guilt, ”Mr. Qi, I'm sorry, the children in the womb of Miss Xu and Mrs. Qi Shao have not been saved, especially the little lady. Unfortunately, she is pregnant with twins.”
Qi Yanjun's heart was palpitating, covering many emotions in his eyes, without a trace of fluctuation in his voice.
”I see.”
……
Blue Yue opened her eyes and swept the snow-white environment. As she woke up, she came with a flood of memories. She opened the quilt, jumped out of the bed barefoot, and ran into the little nurse who just pushed the door. The little nurse was scared and busy.
”Mrs. Qi Shao, you're weak and can't touch the cool air. Go to bed quickly.”
LAN Yue holds her wrist and stares at her.
”My child How are you? ”
Her face was timid, as if she was afraid of something. This fear was mixed with a little hope of pleading, which made the little nurse have an impulse to cry. She lowered her head and said.
”Mrs. Qi Shao, you are still young and will have children in the future.”
“……”
The last bit of fluke left in the bottom of my heart was broken, and the whole world was suddenly gray.
LAN Yue let go of her hand and staggered back two or three steps. Her body was soft and fell to the ground. She covered her face with her hands. Her thin shoulders shrugged. Crystal tears wet the back of her hand and fell to the ground bit by bit. After a while, the spotless floor was full of water.
She didn't cry out, this silent tears make people feel more anxious.
Even the little nurse, who was used to watching life and death, couldn't bear to go forward to comfort her. However, Qi Shao, who didn't know when to appear, winked at her.
The nurse left quietly.
Qi Yanjun comes to LAN Yue and squats down slowly. He holds her shoulder with both hands and has a hoarse voice.
”Little Yuer.”
“……”
LAN Yue's body was stiff, she lowered her head and wiped her face. Then she opened his hand. She stood up, but her legs were numb because of squatting too long. She stumbled and fell straight to the ground. But the next moment, she fell into a cold embrace with an arm across her waist.
Aware of her silent struggle, Qi Yanjun put her arms together, imprisoned her whole body in her arms, and the low mute voice sounded in her ear.
”Little Yuer, shall we have a child for both of us?”
“……”
LAN Yue's face buried in his arms was a little ironic. She tried to push him, but she couldn't push him away. She simply stopped moving. She was so rigid that he could hold him, not respond, not open his mouth, not pay attention to him. She was numb with a face. She was so confused that she didn't know what it was like tonight.
Her indifference makes Qi Yanjun's heart more bottomless. She is clearly in his arms, but he has a sense of emptiness that has lost her.
The tighter you hold, the more uneasy you are.
He smelled the fragrance of her hair, and never realized that he cared so much about this woman, that every minute and second of her silence was like a knife, marking a deep wound in his heart.
”Little yue'er, there will be no Xu miaolung or anyone in the future. Let's let go of the past, OK?”
“……”
LAN Yue still didn't respond, even as if he closed his eyes because he thought he was too noisy.
”Blue Yue!”
Qi Yanjun raised his voice, tied her slender waist tightly, buried his face in her neck, and opened his mouth low. ”We'll never make trouble again. How can you stay with me, just like before? OK? ”
I don't know if it's the illusion of LAN Yue. She could hear a little humble begging from his tone. Without the consistent toughness, she restrained all the sharp points. Her tone was low, as if she was suppressing something.
“……”
OK?
Of course not.
Blue Yue eyes light trance for a moment, some want to laugh but can't smile.
If it was before today, even if she had been frustrated with Qi Yanjun, she might have been moved by his words and returned to his arms. She had loved him for more than ten years, even if she was tired and bitter, she had never regretted it, but at this moment, she really regretted it.
”Qi Banjun.”
She spoke indifferently, her voice was like a mechanical electronic sound, without any emotional fluctuation.
”We are divorced.”
A deep ink color in Qi's eyes, holding her strength to increase, almost to rub her whole body into his body, the pain under his heart let him look over a bitter, but the eyes are particularly determined.
”Me! no Same! Meaning! ”
One word at a time, as if squeezed out of the teeth.
“……”
Blue Yue fell into silence again and stared at the white wall as if the soul had flown away. What stayed here was just a body. Qi Yanjun hit cotton like a fist. His emotions such as weakness and frustration flied frequently from his eyes and finally became a firm touch.He picked up the man in his arms, put him gently on the bed, and covered her up again.
”Rest in peace, and when you are well, I will pick you up.”
He lowered his head and gave her a dragonfly like kiss on her forehead. It was not hard to find the gentleness contained in it.