Chapter 56 - Volume 2 (2/2)

‘Isn’t that right?’ Lunamerie tilts her head, asking that. He glares at her mercilessly. I could do nothing but look back and forth from them as they stand at parallel lines.

At his cold words, Lunamerie’s amethyst eyes grow wet.

「Why, why, Sir Edi…?」

Along with her amethyst eyes blinking, a tear falls down the young girl’s cheek. I’m sure there’s plenty of people in this world that would want to wipe that drop off her face. Even I would certainly have offered her a handkerchief if we weren’t in this situation.

Tears endlessly falling down her face, Lunamerie is as helpless as a violet drenched in the rain. How can someone like her be capable of trying to kill a person?

「I’m younger, far more beautiful, cuter than Lady Filmina, aren’t I much more suited for you?」

Invisible arrows of words pierce my chest over and over. Lunamerie just truly thinks that, doesn’t she? It’s the same as the innocent cruelty of a tender child.

「I just want Sir Edi, why does everyone have to be in the way?」

‘Why, why, why?’ Lunamerie repeats like a child that’s just started learning how to speak. She looks like she can’t understand a bit of it, can’t understand why he’s glaring at her, why the knights are looking at her like she’s something strange.

「I want Sir Edi. The wizard with black that no one else has. A prince, only for me.」

…….What is this? Gazing at Lunamerie, I tilt my head at the simmering emotion that wells up within me from the depths of my chest. A strong emotion I’ve never felt until now. Different from surprise or fear, a different emotion. As he supports me, my hand on his arm tightens unconsciously. Noticing that, he gazes at me from above. I sense his gaze but I pretend not to notice, still looking at Lunamerie. Since no one’s stopping her, she takes the opportunity to speak further.

「If it’s me, I’d be a wife worthy of Sir Edi. Even if you’re an abhorrent Black-Hair, I’ll be sure to accept you just like that.」

She smiles a smile that could be called sweet, even while it’s wet with tears. She nods countless times at her own words.

「Yes, that’s right. The only one that can accept you is me. Even Lady Filmina’s actually scared, isn’t she? There’s no way someone the likes of Lady Filmina can accept something as repulsive as a Black-Hair. But I’m different. No matter how scary it is, I’m the only one who……」

That’s all I calmly heard of Lunamerie’s speech. She’s still talking, but none of those words reach my ears.

Instead of that, ‘snap’. I hear something snap inside me.

「……Filmina?」

Ignoring his puzzled call, I slip out of his arms. He hurriedly reaches out his arm to me again as I feel like my body will wobble from the pain, but I control him with my gaze. He stiffens, surprised. Taking that as a good opportunity, I step forward, standing in front of Lunamerie. She blinks, wide-eyed. I smile sweetly at her. And then.

Smack!

That strong sound resounds in the room. I hear someone gasp. Many of the knights gape open-mouthed. I can’t see the expressions of the man and the knights’ leader behind me, but they’re probably making the same faces as the knights. In front of me, Lunamerie holds her cheek that I slapped, looking at me with her mouth open, flabbergasted.

I feel just slightly gratified at how she looks like she has no idea what just happened. But the boiling emotion within me – namely, anger – isn’t something that can possibly calm down.

「——I’m deeply sorry. For moving my hand.」

Lunamerie’s shoulders jump in surprise. Oh my, that’s so strange. I just apologized normally, but this is like I’m bullying her. Even though I think it was just the sound that was loud; my wounded body couldn’t have been that strong, so it can’t have hurt that much.

Holding her cheek, Lunamerie trembles all over. Looking at the panic in her eyes, I know that dealing the final blow here would surely be a brutish act, but I still just have to say it.

「I’m certainly not a graceful white lily like the princess or a lovely violet like you. It’s really all right. You don’t have to go ahead and say it, I know it very well myself. Like you say, I’m a weed that can’t be a lovely flower even if I stand beside Edi.

Saying that, I deepen my sweet smile even more. Lunamerie softly murmurs, 「Ah……」 Her face grows even paler. I don’t mean to bully her or threaten her, so this reaction of hers is just a bit unintentional for me. But oh well, it’s fine. If she doesn’t reply back with anything, then I’ll just say what I want to say, that’s all.

「But, please don’t underestimate the life force of a weed. I believe that my feelings for Edi are so strong they’ll never lose to anyone, just like a weed. Black-Hair? The hero of the saved world? So what? At least all those titles are nothing more than mere trivialities for me.」

Yes, just like the woodsorrel with yellow petals that I embroidered on the handkerchief I gave him once. No matter how much I’m plucked off, my heart remains the same.

I can’t deny that certainly, the reason I was first interested in him was because of his nostalgic black hair. I accept that. But, how can anyone think that was all it took for me to go so far as marry him?

Lunamerie says she wants ‘Agedilus Von Lancent’. But it’s no use. I can’t let go of him anymore. Even if Lunamerie really is the one worthy of him. I think, ‘I can’t let him go,’ and then, ‘I don’t want to let him go.’

「Edi has such a twisted personality, a sharp tongue, unsociable and obstinate, coldhearted, and then more than anything, he is so outrageously tactless. Do you know that?」

I hear the knights’ leader snort from behind. 「Oi, oi, I told you!」 「…….Shut up.」 At the same time, I also hear whispers of conversation going around me, but now isn’t the time to listen to that.

The ‘Agedilus Von Lancent’ Lunamerie wants is just like a doll. He’s good in just looks, and on the inside, he’s empty, nothing more than a convenient doll for her. Certainly the same as how a baby wants a doll. Give me a break. How could I give over my husband to someone like this?

The man that became my husband, the ‘Agedilus Von Lancent’ that I know, he isn’t a big-hearted person to hang out with someone and play. If he was that soft, I wouldn’t have had to go through so much trouble. If he really was that soft, I wouldn’t have been so charmed by him in the first place. It’s because he’s the ‘Agedilus Von Lancent’ that I know, that’s why I was charmed by him, that’s why I can’t let go of him.

「If you’d still choose Edi If he wasn’t a Black-Hair, if he wasn’t a hero, if he wasn’t beautiful, then I’ll fight you fair and square too. Well now, please be sure to beat that personality of his into shape, touch it up.」

I declare that, smiling sweetly. ‘If she has a comeback to that, I’ll take up her challenge.’ Thinking that, I look at Lunamerie only to see her flop down, sitting as if she’s lost her strength.

Two knights make her stand up.

For a second, I feel like I’ve said too much to this lovely, beautiful girl with looks that invite everyone’s sympathy. But since she said more than that to me, I’ll say we’re even. I was almost killed in the first place too. If this much of a counterattack breaks her heart, it’s ridiculous to try to kill me as I’m currently enjoying my second life. Yes, I’m alive. I’m alive.

「……」

「Filmina?」

「Oh—」

I can’t respond to his call. Instead of that, my body suddenly gets goosebumps. Lunamerie wasn’t the only one trembling all over. I’ve been shaking the same as her. At the delayed fear and the pain that runs through my body, I become increasingly unable to stop my trembling. A feeling like the ground’s shaking, that feeling attacks my whole body.

「—Filmina!」

「Oi!」

With that man’s and the knights’ leader’s calls being the last things I hear, my consciousness slips into darkness.