Part 5 (1/2)
Well, I do not feel much elated at being here. An ambition gained is an ambition lost, and I am too old to have many ambitions.
DEA
It is wonderful to be in the park of the Queen--to think that the shade of these same trees darkens her jewels at midday, and that through them is cast over her a shawl of glittering ribbons upon moonlight nights.
URSUS [_patting her shoulder and smiling_]
Joy makes poets out of all of us. [_Half to himself_] But it is only a poet who can sing in the clutches of death and pain.
DEA [_very thoughtfully_]
Yet underneath all my joy I am thinking hard tonight of the beginning of things. I wonder, I wonder is it because I am nearing the end of things.
URSUS
Dea, dearest, you are not ill tonight? You have not again those flutterings in your heart?
DEA
Not more than I can bear. How good Gwymplane has been to me! I wish I had been old enough to see him on the night he got lost, and found me in the snow on my dead mother's breast, and G.o.d led us to you.
URSUS
I do not wish to think of that night. You were like a tiny, frozen rose-petal, and he--he was so small himself it didn't seem possible he could have carried you all the way and G.o.d----
[_URSUS covers his face with his hands and speaks in a low voice._]
When you were both under the lamp I asked him what he found to smile at. I asked him roughly to stop smiling.
DEA [_happily_]
Yes, Gwymplane always smiles, doesn't he? He must have a very contented spirit. I wish that I could see his smile. How it provokes other people to laugh!
[_URSUS looks at her pityingly, and pats her on the shoulder._]
I smile and weep a great deal lately over my love for Gwymplane, and I am frightened about one thing.
URSUS
What is that?
DEA
That someone is going to make him unhappy.
URSUS
Gwymplane wors.h.i.+ps you. While you are singing and smiling I do not think anything could make him unhappy.
DEA