Part 16 (2/2)

But still a promise was worth something, in his book.

”What's your say?” Walker prodded.

Matthew realized he was in charge. He was the only member of the New York office of the Herrald Agency who could stand on his feet, and make the decisions. He was Greathouse now, for better or worse. What would Greathouse do, was the question?

But no, it was not, he decided. The question was, what was right right?

Matthew looked squarely at Tom. ”Do you have more than one shovel?” he asked.

Eighteen Matthew had lost all calculations of time and distance. He knew they'd been travelling through the woods for what seemed like several hours, but exactly how long and how many miles they'd come, he had no idea. A light rain was falling from a sky more twilight than afternoon, which further distorted his senses. His legs, usually a reliable informant as to distance, had pa.s.sed through ache and pain into numbness. No longer either could he feel any sensation in his feet. The woods were thick, and the path through them-windey-twistey, as Greathouse might have said-led up over rocky hillsides and down through swampy hollows. It was sometime during the descent into one of these hollows that Tom's knees gave way and he went down into the thicket. It was a quiet falling, like the rain, and if Matthew had not glanced back at the boy and seen him already on the ground he would not have known it.

”Wait!” he called to Walker, who was about thirty yards ahead and already going up the next hill. Instantly the Indian checked his progress and stood among the golden-leafed birch trees with his dark green cloak wrapped around himself, resembling nothing more than a black-eyed, fearsome and feathered head floating amid the questionable beauty of nature.

Matthew went back the fifteen yards or so to where Tom was trying to get his feet under him. It was obvious the boy, as hard barked as he might be, was running low on wood to feed his fire. His bruised face was ghastly purple, one of his eyes swollen shut and the other nearly so. The razor cuts across his chest were as scarlet as whipstrikes. It had astounded Matthew, back in the sad cemetery of New Unity, how Tom with his slashed hands had gripped hold of one of the two shovels and started feverishly digging in the wet earth. Matthew had joined in the work, as Walker had watched from a distance. They must have made a sight, Matthew thought. Both of them with wounded hands, staggering around in the cold rain trying to do the Christian thing. After the boy had fallen down twice and twice picked himself up with mud on his knees, Walker had taken the shovel from him and told him to go sit down under a tree. In time, they had two graves, as Tom had asked; one large, one small. Neither was very deep, and this had been at Walker's insistence for, as he'd said before the work had begun, Belvedere was not going to come to them. They left the cemetery, which now held forty markers. The last two were boards taken from a crumbling cabin and pounded into the ground. When Tom turned his back to the graves he had so carefully maintained, Matthew noted that it was without emotion. But Matthew thought he understood why: a show of emotion would be a use of resources that Tom needed to get through today. Either that, or the boy had iron control over what he revealed or did not reveal.

In any case, the three travelers departed from New Unity, and left its occupants and their stories for some future generation to ponder.

Now, in the deeper forest some number of miles distant from Belvedere, Matthew reached Tom and offered his hand to help the boy up.

Tom angled his head so his better eye looked at the hand. ”If I'd wanted your help,” he said, his voice distorted by his injured lip, ”I would've asked.” So saying, he hauled himself to his feet and staggered past Matthew, who turned to find the Indian standing there right beside him.

”How do you do do that?” Matthew asked. that?” Matthew asked.

”Do what?”

”Never mind.” He watched Tom fall again, get up once more and keep staggering onward, up the hill where Walker had just been standing. ”Should we rest awhile?”

”No.” Walker turned and began striding rapidly after the boy, while Matthew quickened his pace to catch up. ”Boy!” Walker called.

”I've got a name.”

”Tom,” Walker amended. He'd heard Matthew call him that, in the cemetery. ”How is it you know this way to Belvedere? It's a Seneca trail.”

”How is it you speak such good English?”

”I've lived with the English. Have you lived with my my people?” people?”

”No. I was lookin' for a shorter way to Belvedere one day, and I found it.”

”How is it you didn't get yourself lost in the woods?” Walker asked, slowing his stride to remain alongside Tom. ”Or did did you?” you?”

”I can tell my directions, if that's what you're askin'.” Tom shot him a quick dark glance from his better eye.

”Who taught you?”

Tom suddenly stopped, so abruptly that Walker also stopped and Matthew narrowly avoided a collision with the both of them. ”Who taught taught me?” There was acid in the boy's brogue. His mouth twisted. ”I'll tell you who, then. My father, partly. Taught me how to read the ground and the sky. Taught me my directions. How to build a fire. How to hunt, and lay a snare. But after he died, and I was on my own then there were lots more things I had to best learn in a hurry, and I knew if I didn't learn 'em right the first time, I wouldn't get no second chance. So I stole when I had to, and I hid out when I had to.” He glanced at Matthew, as if marking him as an intruder in this brutal paradise. ”See,” Tom continued, ”I learned real quick that the way to stay alive is to keep movin'. I forgot about that, and I got soft and liked an inside bed, and a house with a table you ate off of, and readin' the Bible to an old man, and pretendin' I had some kind of family again. That's why me?” There was acid in the boy's brogue. His mouth twisted. ”I'll tell you who, then. My father, partly. Taught me how to read the ground and the sky. Taught me my directions. How to build a fire. How to hunt, and lay a snare. But after he died, and I was on my own then there were lots more things I had to best learn in a hurry, and I knew if I didn't learn 'em right the first time, I wouldn't get no second chance. So I stole when I had to, and I hid out when I had to.” He glanced at Matthew, as if marking him as an intruder in this brutal paradise. ”See,” Tom continued, ”I learned real quick that the way to stay alive is to keep movin'. I forgot about that, and I got soft and liked an inside bed, and a house with a table you ate off of, and readin' the Bible to an old man, and pretendin' I had some kind of family again. That's why they're they're dead, 'cause I forgot that at any minute this world can kick your door down and come in swingin' a razor.” He nodded. ”Look what I let happen, back there.” His eye found Walker again. ”Who dead, 'cause I forgot that at any minute this world can kick your door down and come in swingin' a razor.” He nodded. ”Look what I let happen, back there.” His eye found Walker again. ”Who taught taught me, you're askin'? My father, some. But in this world, it's the Devil teaches you the lessons you never forget.” me, you're askin'? My father, some. But in this world, it's the Devil teaches you the lessons you never forget.”

”You couldn't have stopped Slaughter,” Matthew said. ”No one could've.”

Tom thrust his face toward Matthew's. ”Maybe you you could've,” he answered. ”I told you, maybe you should've killed him when you could. But don't fret about it, don't you fret.” He held up a finger of his razor-slashed right hand. ” could've,” he answered. ”I told you, maybe you should've killed him when you could. But don't fret about it, don't you fret.” He held up a finger of his razor-slashed right hand. ” I'm I'm gonna kill him, so don't you fret.” gonna kill him, so don't you fret.”

Matthew almost recoiled from the cold ferocity in the boy's voice. It was hard to remember that he indeed was was a boy, of thirteen or fourteen years, because his sentiments and expressions were those of a older man mauled by life. a boy, of thirteen or fourteen years, because his sentiments and expressions were those of a older man mauled by life. Scarred Scarred by life, would be the more correct phrase. To see what lay behind those eyes, Matthew thought, would be a frightful view. A desolation, perhaps; a loneliness, for certain. Anger was holding him together, a rage against the world. And who could blame him, with all the death and misery he'd witnessed? So he might be young in years, Matthew thought, but it was an illusion, for his trials had left him withered within. by life, would be the more correct phrase. To see what lay behind those eyes, Matthew thought, would be a frightful view. A desolation, perhaps; a loneliness, for certain. Anger was holding him together, a rage against the world. And who could blame him, with all the death and misery he'd witnessed? So he might be young in years, Matthew thought, but it was an illusion, for his trials had left him withered within.

Tom was through talking. He turned and started up the hillside again, but halfway up his remaining strength failed him, for he staggered against a boulder and slid down to the ground. He put his hands to his face and sat there, hunched over and otherwise motionless.

”He's almost done,” Walker said quietly. ”He's fighting it, but he knows it too.”

”What are we going to do do with him?” with him?”

After a silence in which Walker was obviously deliberating the question, the Indian approached Tom, with Matthew following behind. ”I suppose, if you can read the ground so well, that you've seen the tracks?”

Tom lowered his hands. Matthew had expected to see the tears of either loss or frustration on Tom's cheeks, but there were none. The boy was again sealed up tight. ”I have,” Tom replied. ”Good-sized bear about two hours ahead of us, movin' slow.”

Matthew felt a start of alarm; his own scars had been left by a meeting with a bear, three years ago, and he didn't wish for another encounter.

”That's why I'm not running us faster,” Walker said. ”I'm going on ahead, to scout. You two meet me at the stream, and don't dawdle.”

Tom nodded, familiar with the landmark Walker specified, and then the Indian took off running at a steady pace up the hillside, among the trees, and out of sight.

”Give me a minute,” Tom said, as Matthew waited. He reached into his mouth and worked a loose tooth, after which he spat red on the ground. Then, with a soft groan that spoke volumes, the boy pulled himself up and stood unsteadily, balancing with a hand against the rock. ”Maybe find myself a walkin'-stick,” he said, his voice slurred. ”I'll be all right.”

At the top of the hill, a slim branch from a fallen tree was found to suit Tom's purpose, and he hobbled on it while trying to walk as fast as he could go. Matthew thought that Tom's revelation of his sense of the world's evil had sapped some of the strength the boy had been h.o.a.rding, and even Tom's depth of willpower had its bottom.

Tom's description of the murder of John Burton had been horrific, even if the boy was unable to remember all the details. It had been like a bad dream, he'd told Walker and Matthew. James started barking, the door had crashed in and the man was suddenly there. Tom recalled that he'd worn a black tricorn-Matthew's hat-and how he'd grinned in the guttering candlelight. Dogs were born brave, and so James had attacked the intruder and been crushed down by the chair across his back. Boys were also born brave, and sometimes foolish, and when Tom had gone at Slaughter he hadn't seen the glint of the drawn razor until it came at him, slas.h.i.+ng his outstretched hands, followed by a fist that had slammed into the side of his face and sent him sprawling. He'd remembered, in a blur, seeing what Slaughter was doing to the reverend, and when he'd grabbed at Slaughter from behind an elbow hit him in the mouth and another fist struck and the razor streaked across his cheekbone and tore ribbons from his s.h.i.+rt. Then he was stumbling out across the porch, dripping blood and only half-conscious, but the conscious part was screaming at him to run, to get to the woods, because he knew James was finished from how the dog had shrieked, and no man could stand up to a razor the way it was cutting pieces from the reverend's face.

He had gone instead to the barn to get the hayfork, but there the darkness had crashed upon him and he remembered falling. And there he'd stayed, until James' cries had called him back to the world, and he'd gotten up and walked in a haze of blood and pain to the cabin with the hayfork ready, the Devil's weapon to kill the Devil. But Slaughter had gone, probably in a hurry to get to Belvedere before nightfall, and had taken with him two items: the boots and Tom's long black coat, which certainly was too small for him to shrug into but would serve well enough as a cloak over his asylum clothing.

”I don't intend to kill Slaughter,” Matthew said to Tom as they continued on along the trail. ”Though he might deserve it. I'm going to catch him and take him to New York. Let the law punish him.”

Tom grunted. ”Tall words. He'll have somethin' to ” It was getting harder for him to talk, and he had to get his breath and make another effort at it. ”To say about that. Best I kill him. When the time comes.”

The afternoon moved on, and so did the two travelers along the Seneca trail. When Matthew thought Tom couldn't make it another step, the boy seemed to draw from amazing reserves and keep going. By Matthew's imprecise calculation of time, about two hours after Walker had left them they came upon a shallow stream that ran clear and quick across rocks. Both Tom and Matthew drank from it and rested against the trunk of a ma.s.sive oak tree that Matthew saw was carved with Indian symbols.

They didn't have long to wait. Walker came at his steady run along the trail from the opposite direction, knelt down and drank from the stream and then said, ”Belvedere is only a mile distant.” He turned his attention to Tom, who was already trying to stand up but whose legs would not obey; he was worn to a nub. ”Help him,” he told Matthew.

”I don't need no help,” was the boy's angry, if hoa.r.s.ely whispered, response. But whether he admitted it or not, he did, for he couldn't stand up even with the walking-stick until his pride allowed Matthew to lend a shoulder.

At last they emerged from the forest onto the road again, or at least what served as a road, and there stood the town of Belvedere before them. The smell of a settlement was very different from the smell of the woods. In the air lingered the scents of cooked food, burned firewood, moldy timbers, wet cloth and that oh-so-ripe fragrance of well-filled fig-pits. Belvedere itself was no different from any of dozens of small communities that had grown up around a trading post originally built to barter skins from Indians and trappers. Most of the houses that Matthew saw were in need of whitewash and some were green with mold, though here and there an enterprising soul had put a brush to work. But all their roofs and walls were still standing and they all looked to be occupied, for their chimneys smoked. A long structure with a front porch had brightly-colored Indian blankets nailed up on the walls, and above its door was a red-painted sign that proclaimed, simply, Belvedere Trade Belvedere Trade. Two men were perched in chairs on the porch, smoking long clay pipes, with a little boy sitting on the floor beside them, and all three stared at the new arrivals as Walker led the way and Matthew supported Tom.

Walker did not go to the trading post, as Matthew would have thought. Instead, the Indian went through the gate of a picket fence to one of the white-washed houses, which Matthew saw had mounted above its entrance a wooden cross. Then Walker knocked at the door, the sound of which brought the door open and a tall man about fifty years old with thick gray hair, a trimmed beard and eyegla.s.ses emerged.

”Ah!” the man said, with a frown of concern. ”Bring him in, please! Sarah!” he called into the house. ”They're here!”

It was a normal house with the usual spare furnis.h.i.+ngs, but Matthew noted the woman's touch in the frilled window curtains and on the fireplace mantel a blue clay pot of wildflowers. And then the woman herself appeared from another room; she was slim and had copious curls of gray hair, looked to be a few years younger than the man, and wore the expression of a worried saint as she came forward to meet the visitors.

”Go get Dr. Griffin,” the man directed, and the woman was out the door. ”You can bring him in here,” he said to Walker, and led them along a short hallway to a small but clean bedroom.

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