Part 7 (2/2)

”You see,” continued Ted with an effort, ”_she_ has been playing up so, lately.”

”Your mother?” questioned Paul.

Ted nodded.

”And now she's got me a confounded berth in some place in the city,--candles, or grocery, or something beastly. It's the poorest thing I ever heard. And I've got to start on Thursday, so I must leave home to-morrow. And Kitty doesn't know; that's the devil, you see.”

”I'm sorry,” said Paul gravely.

”Got it through some cousin of my father's,” Ted went on in his aggrieved voice. ”No one but a cousin of one's father ever hears of such rotten jobs. Said it would be the making of me, or some rot. I've heard that before; the men who never did a stroke of work themselves always talk that sort of cheapness. Have to be there at half-past eight in the morning, too, blow it!”

”I'm sorry,” said Paul again. He began to feel a vague interest in the boy as he sat opposite and stretched his long legs out to their full length, and jerked out his complaints with the brier between his teeth.

”_She_ thinks it such great shakes, too; just because she won't have to keep me any longer. She ought never to have had a son like me; I wasn't meant for such beastly work. Why was I born? Why was I?”

”The parents of the human animal are never selected,” said Paul, for the sake of saying something.

”I know I'm a fool,--_she's_ told me that often enough; so I don't expect to get anything awfully decent. But why did they educate me as a gentleman? They should have sent me to a board school, and then I should have been a bounder myself, and nothing would have mattered.

What's the use of being a gentleman and a fool? That's what I am; and Kit's the only person in the world who doesn't make me feel it, bless her!”

Paul threw away his cigarette, and made a sudden resolve. He was amused, in spite of himself, at the very youthful pessimism in Ted's remarks; and for a moment he felt almost anxious that the boy should not spoil his career by a false start. There was something novel, too, in his playing the part of counsellor, and Paul Wilton was never averse to a new sensation. So he leaned forward and tapped his companion on the knee with his long, pointed forefinger.

”You may send me to the devil, if you like,” he said with his placid smile, ”but I should like to give you a word of advice first. May I?”

Ted looked more depressed than before, but he did not seem surprised.

”Fire ahead!” he said sadly. ”I can stand an awful lot. People have always given me advice, ever since I was a kid; it's the only thing they ever have given me.”

”I don't suppose it is my business at all,” said Paul, making another cigarette with the elaborate precision he always spent on trifles; ”but I've seen so many nice chaps ruined through a mistake in early life, and I know one or two things, and I'm older than you, too. Now, how do you mean to tell that child over there that you are going away?”

Ted started.

”What do you mean?” he asked. But his lower lip was twitching nervously, and his colour had deepened.

”Well, this is what I mean. Given an emotional creature like that, who has never seen any man but you, and a young, impetuous fellow like yourself, going to say good-bye to her for an indefinite period,--well, you are both extremely likely to arrive at one conclusion; and my advice to you is,--Don't.”

Ted said nothing, but continued to stare at the tesselated floor. The elder man rose to his feet, and restored the match box to his pocket.

”I nearly did it myself once,” he said; ”but I didn't.”

Ted looked him thoughtfully up and down.

”I shouldn't think you did,” he said, with unconscious sarcasm. Then he too rose slowly to his feet, and stood on the doorstep for a moment, with his hands in his pockets. ”I think you're a confounded cynical brute,” he said rather breathlessly, ”but I believe you're right, and I won't.”

And he walked across the lawn to the shrubbery with the air of a man on whose decision depends the fate of nations.

Paul frowned slightly, as he always did when he was thinking deeply, and then threw off his preoccupation with a laugh. Even when he was alone, he liked to preserve his att.i.tude of nonchalance.

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